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university scandal and repairing your professionality

2008-07-24T14:39:00.005-06:00

I have been embroiled in a departmental scandal with god awful fallout and between the emails, the visits to the university OEO office and all the crazy ass plot twists, I've been freaking exhausted. I'm still not sure what to say about all of it, and, of course, I have to be less than totally clear because of the persons involved and content of the thing.

I think, when you end up embroiled in academic scandal, that you have to be very careful how you react and what you do about it. We invest our and our families futures in being an academic. It is horrendously difficult not to over-react and to preserve at least the appearance of being neutrally horrified. Or at least terrified in a subdued fashion, something like drowning with grace and poise. I have been struggling to try and be kind or patient with people, even people who have savaged me at various points because of what they had been told about me or because I have an aggressive, sometimes slightly strident approach to arguments or discussions in class. I try to get a grip on that reaction and my reaction depends greatly on the subject matter being discussed. I have also chosen to write about things that are not comfortable for me or for anyone having to read the works and I am not terribly social, which just makes it easier, thanks to the content of my work, to make any old rumor stick. In my defense, these last three years have contained anything that could go wrong short of an explosion and I have not had the time or inclination to drink or hang out, and when I had, the invisible strictures of the rumors circulating about me made it impossible to say much else. Rumor, especially in an environment in which you are so completely dependent on your colleagues, is almost as effective as tying someone up. It gives everything you do a sinister tinge and makes you wonder, at least marginally, if you are as sinister as you are portrayed. Self-doubt helps you make more mistakes, and that particular little vicious cycle makes you a little crazy. We want to blame ourselves, I think, as a way of deflecting the inhumanity of our portrayal. I want to be personally responsible in direct proportion to the fact that the rumor mill makes me out to be everything short of a sexual serial killer.

My thesis director outed me as kinky, as well as encouraging me to write about it, among other things.

When I came into the program, I anticipated hard, one-on-one work with a professor or small group of professors. I anticipated teaching, though I thought I might not be good at it (hard to tell in advance). I was definitely looking forward to research (I have a reading dependency) and to partaking of what I felt was the academic environment, not the least of which was contributing to the understanding of students so they would become better citizens. I am aware this comes with a certain amount of danger, so I'll qualify that I think teaching and learning critical thinking skills and/or encouraging critical thought is an important part of being in a college and of being a citizen.

I have had to re-evaluate what I think about the process of going to college, thanks to the scandal and resulting fallout. It has done a fine job of sweeping out some of the blind spots in my expectations for academics and academic life. The glass is no longer rosy nor does it hold much water. I want very much to believe that there is much which can be salvaged and learned from this. I want to believe I have not just wasted three years and a great deal of money, though there are people I am sure will never speak to me again and there are still people who will walk out of a room when I walk into it. It seems ridiculously easy for the close, emotionally and intellectually invested working conditions of academia to result in the single most cruel and persistent rumor mill I have ever encountered.

There's a lot I should have learned about professionality that I hadn't and am still trying to pick up. I don't ever remember it being addressed directly. It is my feeling from watching the students and professors around me that we're all just supposed to know how much to say or not to say to our professors (in this case my ex-thesis advisor) or fellow students and to know, if we feel our dissertation director wants us to do something, that the request should always be checked against common sense or someone else's opinion.

But who can you trust? The people who are nice to you? The people that ignore you or are important enough to make you fear asking them anything of the sort, lest they mark you in a negative fashion for not knowing?

In my case, my whole life had fallen apart and I was just devastated as hell, and the heavy drinking and partying with my advisor was not helpful to professionality. I am not at my best after five martinis and a bad critique, even if there is not a mass of problems in my personal life. Add the problems, the liquor and the bad critique, and I am not for public consumption, especially not the consumption of my peers.

The advice I got from her was mostly career poison. I don't think it was all purposefully so, but a lot of it has had such a poor effect that I find it hard to believe she would not have known it would destroy relationships with my peers. I know she purposefully destroyed my relationships with other professors, both by telling me horrible things about them and by telling them horrible things about me.

But I still chose to listen and do what she suggested, sometimes out of blind faith and sometimes because it was my impression that this was simply the way things were in my department. And, sadly enough, sometimes because I was just that angry, something she and I have in common. I am enraged by certain kinds of things and I have had to learn to be patient with people who insist that you can work your way to success all the time (when will the American Dream get a good look at itself?) and who persist in ignoring certain economic and/or sexist policies and their resultants. I am resisting the urge to find her at fault for all of what happened, something that is a real temptation for me, with mixed results; it's nice when you can make things that simple. Don't we all like to look better than we feel? (And I feel pretty damn shitty.)

To some degree I feel bad for the problems my complaint to the local ethics and university civil rights office have undoubtedly caused her. I think she has been caught for a problem that is not just her and is being blamed for what I have been told by other students is an ongoing problem department-wide: sexual harassment and retaliation.

You can have a few good people in any bad situation, and I am meeting those people now, but it came a little late. Mostly, I'm told, because they thought she had me in hand. I suspect it had more to do with finding me difficult, if they noticed me at all. The ivory tower syndrome has been often cited, and while this is not exactly the way it's usually cited, the way that colleagues tend to be focused on their own territories allowed a lot of damage to be done to myself and other students before anyone realized. I am lucky that my former advisor attempted to oust and slander other professors or sometimes I think that this would have gone on much longer. I don't have a lot of faith that I would have been important enough to garner attention otherwise, but I could be wrong. I'm feeling a touch cynical.

I have to go back next semester and be five times more inhibited than normal (and I am not exactly wild and free now.) I have to live down what has already been said about me (the highlights of which are a series of assertions about my sex life, personal ethics, mental health and a purported propensity for violence.) I am continuously discovering more that has been said or done and I am under the microscope.

I am terrified that my dream has been wrecked. I had a dream for the process, for being a teacher and an academic, and now I mostly have a lot of shame.

I hear this is normal. I am ashamed that I listened, ashamed that I let myself be so far out the other side of open that I feel everyone knows the negative parts of my business (some of this was her, some of this was me in workshop discussions. I felt like it was the duty of the artist to tell the truth and I did. Too much.) I am ashamed that I did not figure out what was going on and ashamed that I was so easy to slander and that I let her convince me (not that it was hard) to be a bit of a snob with my fellow students. I am ashamed that I might have ruined my ability to be employed by not being more professional, but I am trying to remedy this.

I have asked to talk to anyone I can to remedy the professionality questions; my model for this was that thesis director and my anger at the sense of being a poor fit with my fellow students (hence the snobbery.) I will go back next semester and try to pick up the pieces. I can try harder. If nothing else, the raw fear that this may cost me a career will provide the energy for it.

the critique

2008-03-31T12:39:00.002-06:00

For the sake of definition, let us call the happy, regular people normies. Normies expect all stories to maintain enough degrees of separation between themselves and any unpleasant event in the story so that they can maintain the pretense of being voyeurs. They also usually, whether they know it or not, expect a story to resolve in a fashion that makes them feel edified.

This is, of course, a gross oversimplification. However, I tend to be surrounded by normies when I go up for critique. When a normie reads one of my stories, they get angry and they say things like, 'why should I have to read this,' or they stare at me like I've grown another head and refuse to speak at all.

The critique of my story ended up being a discussion of killers among us who have served their time. I learned very little about what my story needed, and spent a hell of a lot of time learning about what people in the class dislike and have run into over the years. I also, for the billionth time, had to explain that the thing about fiction is that it is fiction, and not to be confused with real life. While the story had a huge autobiographical content, as well as a scene at the end which involved a near murder, because it was turned into a fiction class, I should not have had to defend my character because of a story. And I had to announce to the class that I have some truancy court, but no murders in my police record.

This happens a lot. I'm not sure whether to be happy I disturb people (reactions are good; it means you've reached people) or pissed that no one has anything to offer other than to be sullen or to look at me as if I've grown another head.

Also, I am one of the people who regularly gets the angry readers who have little, if anything, nice to say about the story. I often leave a critique with one, maybe two things I might have done right, and a whole lot of unloading of the 'I didn't want to read this.' So I often have no idea what I might have done well on, and conflicting ideas (from the people who bother to speak) of what might need change, frequently at great odds with my purpose for the story. This is very frustrating.)

For the record, I dislike existential stories about young rich kids who don't know what to do with their lives, women who the story damns for having an opinion or sexual desire, men who think of and use women like dolls, stories about kids written by people who have never even babysat and stories about the poor written by people who honestly believe that there's something romantic about it, and yet I have read nearly three years worth of them and tried, no matter how annoyed I was with the content, to give the best suggestions I know how. Often with a break so I can put the story down and curse because of the shallowness and presumption of the assumptions. But I don't do this in front of the writer. I bend over backwards to try and help.

I suppose writers and avid readers often take literature seriously and personally. I know I do, or the process of writing critiques would be easier for me. But it would be nice if people spent more effort getting over it. The point of a workshop is to get better, and I cannot do such if I cannot get sufficient feedback.

On a lighter note, I am heartened to find that the dissertation director who volunteered to take me seems to be an ideal reader for me, or nearly so. Even if he doesn't like the icky sex work stuff. I was thrilled to hear his reading of the non-fiction version of that story. I realize I am not expressing myself as well as I should, but it is a relief beyond relief that I have a reader who can go through the redemptive process with me, because I have to write out the ugly before the beautiful.

I forgot to mention this earlier

2008-03-24T10:08:00.003-06:00

But I'm moving to a really nice space in the valley. It is the house my friend is having to abandon, and I've been remodeling like mad to try and get it ready to be moved into. It still smells a little doggy in there, even though we've used a high PSI water gun on it, dumped enzyme and mopped in something like five times now. I'm going to go over it with a baking powder paste sometime very soon and call it done.

The exciting thing, other than the fact that there's enough room for all of us to have a room (we are currently 2 large dogs and five humans in almost 600 square feet), is that the space was once a woodworking studio and has a large studio space attached to it.

Which means I can take my paints back out of storage. I had them out for a little bit, then had to put them up because of my son. Now I have a permanent space for them to stay, so the only thing I have to do to stop painting is wash and somewhat tidy the space, instead of having to pack everything up, including the drafting table, between times.

I have a love/hate relationship with my paints. My mother was a portrait painter, and I have had extensive training via tutors and art classes in visual art. I have a love for creating things that has stood the test of two kids, two husbands who saw my distraction as I painted as competition with the relationship and messed things up accordingly (including the last husband getting in between me and the easel and whimpering that I never pay attention to him any more. For the record, my response was not what I was thinking, 'Jesus, I don't bitch when you play video games for a week straight after work instead of cleaning anything or talking to me.' I asked him if he wanted a date night, so that I could finish what I was doing and he could still get the attention he craved. It did not work out well.)

However, as I said earlier, Mom was a portrait painter. Some of the ugliest moments I ever had with her were as a result of the frustration which comes with trying to do something before the paint dries and being called away repeatedly. I'm not justifying it, but I understand it. The middle kid once called me away from the final touch ups on my portfolio/final for the semester. I went to get her a drink, came back and she had put black hand prints, in acrylic, on a whole semester full of watercolor, oil, acrylic and pencil compositions, all 35 of them. I sent her to her room and threw my shoes at the wall, then cursed solidly for about twenty minutes. And yes, I checked on her periodically.

But I didn't do anything to her, which is more than I can say for mom, though to my knowledge, I never defaced any of her commissions.

My father kept telling all of us that artists were whores, and that any artist who takes a grant is an unsuccessful whore. Also that art wastes everyone's time. As an adult, I wish I had the temerity to ask about his girlfriends, but I know that would have gotten me beaten sideways. The fact that he kept muttering it as he paid for the lessons speaks to my mother's persistence and his passive-aggressive streak.

Of course, this was the same man who took a swing at me over my math homework (I demanded to know what a number was before I did anymore math; since I was in his college algebra textbooks in junior high, I figured I was far enough ahead to be let in on the secret.) He took to smacking the back of my head, occasionally bouncing it off the table and homework, if I didn't come up with the answer fast enough or it was incorrect or otherwise not what he wanted. I have had a math phobia since then, and for some bloody reason my math professors tend to want to stand just behind me, in the same position. I have had to leave class to heave in the bathroom after quizzes because of this.

I have an unconscious association between the insane behavior my mother indulged herself in and painting, which makes it very difficult for me to paint, since I feel the urge to start screaming and burning things as soon as I pick up a brush. This is sad, because somewhere around here, I have a bunch of awards for it. I might have thrown them away, I can't remember. I went through a stage where I tried to remove all traces of myself. Fortunately, I did not find all the pictures and school records, or this would make for a less substantiated autobiographical university experience.

The thing I think is the most interesting about all this ilk of experiences is how it is handled. Most people, to my view, are a patchwork of problems which they must figure out how to deal with and get by with, despite their shortcomings. It's how the shortcomings are compensated for that makes it interesting to watch people go. Because I now have room, and to some degree, time, I can go back to painting, even though it makes me ill (the same way I forced myself through extra math as an undergrad for the express purpose of dealing with that phobia; god help me, the last professor was a Marine drill sergeant in his earlier life, and I nearly blathered myself into the ground before the class was over. He met with me outside class to suggest to me that I should never take math again, since I was obviously not gifted in this area.)

Eventually, I will break that association and be able to create with a whole lot less anxiety. It'll be great.

today's heaping helping of fun

2008-03-24T09:01:00.002-06:00

The molestation story is up for critique tonight, in class. I'm not sure how I'm going to feel about reading the exciting portions of it out loud and then listening to the debate on how 'realistic' it appears to be. In some ways, that debate tends to crack me up. I always want to laugh at the, 'this never happens in real life' group, as much because it's silly as because I'm sitting there, remembering the events as I listen to people talk about the story. I do take it seriously; the whole thing has to appeal realistic to a group of readers. However, the difference between I think this is realistic and this did/did not happen is a larger one than often gets treated in classes in a practical sense. We talk about it, as a frame for critique, but it appears to be difficult to maintain in application. I have freely admitted that there is an autobiographical bent to my fiction and poetry, but since I do not tell people which parts are autobiographical, and no one asks, I am always surprised what parts people think are autobiography. And how often what I'm thinking in a piece becomes something I'd do. I have all kinds of thoughts, sometimes very random ones, and none of them mean I'm going to do anything in particular. They are, after all, thoughts. I'd like to think I have at least a little common sense.

But that's self-evaluation.

I feel a little creeped by it, honestly; I have competing drives to talk about my experiences, since I had no one to tell for so long, and to hide them, since people who haven't had those experiences judge the crap out of you. If I didn't believe it needed to be said, I wouldn't bother to write about it, since sitting there in the shit storm is a little disheartening (some critiques are better than others, but it is difficult to not feel as if your character is being evaluated. Sometimes it is and you have to sit there quietly while your classmates and professor savage your intellect, personality and publishing prospects.)

We shall see what I can make of it, tonight. If it gets too bad, I doodle in the margins. I find a doodle distracting.

the substanitive difference between the written then and the now

2008-03-23T21:23:00.003-06:00

One of the perils of having done a lot of stuff you probably shouldn't is that you have a body of knowledge that you have to decide whether or not to share. I chose to share some of mine partially because I read a lot of stories that are incorrect in various ways (for instance, in movies you might see someone who deals and also runs a mini-casino out of their house; in real life, having the gaming department in with the ATF and vice is a very bad bust), and partially because I believe that I am in a writing program to help other writers in whatever ways I can, something I'm going to presume they would do for me. Which occasionally makes me act the fool, because most of the time it has not been worth the bother to try and offer that critique. Most of the people I've been in school with do not have the same experiences, so I feel like I should offer that information, since I'm the only one in the room, that I know of, who can. They don't have to listen, but at least someone has some kind of experience with these matters. However, even possessing these kinds of facts puts me in an uncomfortable position, because a good handful of times now, someone tries to get me to hook them up after class.

The partner and I made a bet at the beginning of this semester; even though it has been years since I've known anyone who could hook anyone up, and even though I'd like to think I don't seem like I'd know anymore, the average time it takes someone to ask me about getting hooked up is about mid-semester. I prefer a beer or a good dirty martini to anything I could get arrested for, especially since I don't drive any more, so in some ways, being asked amuses the hell out of me.

This is more about the cocktail of naivete and presumption that surrounds that request than anything else. This last time, the student who asked was, no doubt, up to something. She hates me. I have no idea why she would think, even if I did know, that I would do something like that for her. I don't want to go to jail at all, but especially not for someone who has been nasty to me. I have already done her a favor by getting her drunk ass home, while she insulted me, keeping her from trying to drive home when she couldn't stand up. She spent the whole ride slipping out of my seatbelt, groping my partner and telling me she finds me disgusting and how she finds me disgusting. In excruciating detail. I can only assume she thinks that the fact that I kept her from getting a DUI, dying or killing someone makes her think I have a soft spot for her.

I'm just sucker enough to have cared, but this group have been as set as any group I've ever met on dying early and possibly taking someone with them.

The problem with writing about the past, the past I am free in describing as such when asked, is that it is often difficult for people to make a distinction between a troubled past and a similarly troubled present. Having done stupid things does not translate into continuing to do stupid things (at least I hope so; I can certainly say I would pass any drug test, since the last thing I took were the painkillers prescribed to me after a surgery.)

There is something insulting in writing about your own mistakes and having people try to get you to repeat those mistakes for their viewing pleasure. Doing drugs, for the greatest part, was a colossal mistake that I am not repeating. I can write about drugs without having to do them again. In fact, much of the pleasure of getting to write about your own mistakes is examining them, in the hope of not repeating them. It is naive to expect that the person who wrote the story does all the same things as the person they are writing the story about, ESPECIALLY IN FICTION (pardon the yelling, but in a writing program, they train you to separate the writer from the writing, and yet there are always idiots who insist on conflating the two. Yes, I've had those experiences. No, I'm not planning on repeating them. And yes, I'm going to write about them, though if I think it's necessary, I'll just not explain anything to the people I'm in class with.)

It is insulting to be treated as if you are not capable of anything else, including things like hindsight and forethought and, you know, an ability to change. It's also insulting to treat the poor characters in your fiction like idiots. The equation works something like this in a lot of the pieces I've read (and this is another reason I often say something) Poor = automatic dealer or hooker = stupid = deserves to die. (But never, never anything that asks about the conditions they have to deal with and is capable of being about the good and the bad.) I really, really hate this equation, and I see it a lot. I realize it's just naivete and a willful inability to contemplate what the American Dream and middle class values do to anyone from a lower class, but I am hesitant to wait for them to grow up (and some of them never do.) And, frankly, that stuff pisses me off.

It is also insulting to have someone, or a group of someones, who have previously spent a great deal of time insulting you, suddenly try to get you to commit a felony for them. No, thank you.

For the billionth time, I'm here to learn. As in, you know, for an education.

These are our casualties.

2008-03-20T12:27:00.002-06:00

Jay Thomas Aubin, 36, Marine Major, Mar 21, 2003
Ryan Anthony Beaupre, 30, Marine Captain, Mar 21, 2003
Therrel Shane Childers, 30, Marine 2nd Lieutenant, Mar 21, 2003
Jose Antonio Gutierrez, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 21, 2003
Brian Matthew Kennedy, 25, Marine Corporal, Mar 21, 2003
Kendall Damon Waters-Bey, 29, Marine Staff Sergeant, Mar 21, 2003
Brandon Scott Tobler, 19, Army Reserve Specialist, Mar 22, 2003
Eric James Orlowski, 26, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 22, 2003
Thomas Mullen Adams, 27, Navy Lieutenant, Mar 22, 2003
Jamaal Rashard Addison, 22, Army Specialist, Mar 23, 2003
Edward John Anguiano, 24, Army Specialist, Mar 23, 2003
George Edward Buggs, 31, Army Sergeant, Mar 23, 2003
Robert John Dowdy, 38, Army Master Sergeant, Mar 23, 2003
Ruben Estrella-Soto, 18, Army Private, Mar 23, 2003
Howard Johnson II, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 23, 2003
James Michael Kiehl, 22, Army Specialist, Mar 23, 2003
Johnny Villareal Mata, 35, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Mar 23, 2003
Lori Ann Piestewa, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 23, 2003
Christopher Scott Seifert, 27, Army Captain, Mar 23, 2003
Brandon Ulysses Sloan, 19, Army Private, Mar 23, 2003
Donald Ralph Walters, 33, Army Sergeant, Mar 23, 2003
Michael Edward Bitz, 31, Marine Sergeant, Mar 23, 2003
Brian Rory Buesing, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 23, 2003
Tamario Demetrice Burkett, 21, Marine Private 1st Class, Mar 23, 2003
Kemaphoom "Ahn" Chanawongse, 22, Marine Corporal, Mar 23, 2003
Donald John Cline Jr., 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 23, 2003
David Keith Fribley, 26, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 23, 2003
Jose Angel Garibay, 21, Marine Corporal, Mar 23, 2003
Jonathan Lee Gifford, 30, Marine Private, Mar 23, 2003
Jorge Alonso Gonzalez, 20, Marine Corporal, Mar 23, 2003
Nicolas Michael Hodson, 22, Marine Sergeant, Mar 23, 2003
Nolen Ryan Hutchings, 19, Marine Private, Mar 23, 2003
Phillip Andrew Jordan, 42, Marine Staff Sergeant, Mar 23, 2003
Patrick Ray Nixon, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 23, 2003
Frederick Eben Pokorney Jr., 31, Marine 2nd Lieutenant, Mar 23, 2003
Brendon Curtis Reiss, 23, Marine Sergeant, Mar 23, 2003
Randal Kent Rosacker, 21, Marine Corporal, Mar 23, 2003
Thomas Jonathan Slocum, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 23, 2003
Michael Jason Williams, 31, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 23, 2003
Gregory Paul Sanders, 19, Army Specialist, Mar 24, 2003
Thomas Alan Blair, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 24, 2003
Evan Tyler James, 20, Marine Corporal, Mar 24, 2003
Bradley Steven Korthaus, 28, Marine Sergeant, Mar 24, 2003
Gregory Lewis Stone, 40, Air National Guard Major, Mar 25, 2003
Michael Vann Johnson Jr., 25, Navy Hospital Corpsman 3rd Cl., Mar 25, 2003
Kevin Gerard Nave, 36, Marine Major, Mar 26, 2003
Francisco Abraham Martinez-Flores, 21, Marine Private 1st Class, Mar 27, 2003
Donald Charles May Jr., 31, Marine Staff Sergeant, Mar 27, 2003
Joseph Menusa, 33, Marine Gunnery Sergeant, Mar 27, 2003
Patrick Terence O'Day, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 27, 2003
Robert Marcus Rodriguez, 21, Marine Corporal, Mar 27, 2003
Jesus Alberto Suarez del Solar, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 27, 2003
Roderic Antoine Solomon, 32, Army Sergeant, Mar 28, 2003
Fernando Padilla-Ramirez, 26, Marine Sergeant, Mar 28, 2003
Michael Russell Creighton-Weldon, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 29, 2003
Michael Edward Curtin, 23, Army Corporal, Mar 29, 2003
Diego Fernando Rincon, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 29, 2003
Eugene Williams, 24, Army Sergeant, Mar 29, 2003
William Wayne White, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 29, 2003
James Wilford Cawley, 41, Marine Reserve Staff Sergeant, Mar 29, 2003
Aaron Joseph Contreras, 31, Marine Captain, Mar 30, 2003
Michael Vernon Lalush, 23, Marine Sergeant, Mar 30, 2003
Brian Daniel McGinnis, 23, Marine Sergeant, Mar 30, 2003
Brandon Jacob Rowe, 20, Army Specialist, Mar 31, 2003
William Andrew Jeffries, 39, Army National Guard Specialist, Mar 31, 2003
Jacob Lee Butler, 24, Army Sergeant, Apr 01, 2003
Joseph Basil Maglione III, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 01, 2003
James Francis Adamouski, 29, Army Captain, Apr 02, 2003
Matthew George Boule, 22, Army Specialist, Apr 02, 2003
George Andrew Fernandez, 36, Army Master Sergeant, Apr 02, 2003
Erik Anders Halvorsen, 40, Army Chief Warrant Officer (CW4), Apr 02, 2003
Scott Jamar, 32, Army Chief Warrant Officer (CW2), Apr 02, 2003
Michael Francis Pedersen, 26, Army Sergeant, Apr 02, 2003
Eric Allen Smith, 41, Army Chief Warrant Officer (CW3), Apr 02, 2003
Brian Edward Anderson, 26, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 02, 2003
Christian Daniel Gurtner, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 02, 2003
Nathan Dennis White, 30, Navy Lieutenant, Apr 02, 2003
Wilbert Davis, 40, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 03, 2003
Edward Jason Korn, 31, Army Captain, Apr 03, 2003
Nino Dugue Livaudais, 23, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 03, 2003
Ryan Patrick Long, 21, Army Specialist, Apr 03, 2003
Donald Samuel Oaks Jr., 20, Army Sergeant, Apr 03, 2003
Randall Scott Rehn, 36, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Apr 03, 2003
Russell Brian Rippetoe, 27, Army Captain, Apr 03, 2003
Todd James Robbins, 33, Army Sergeant, Apr 03, 2003
Chad Eric Bales, 20, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 03, 2003
Mark Asher Evnin, 21, Marine Corporal, Apr 03, 2003
Erik Hernandez Silva, 22, Marine Corporal, Apr 03, 2003
Tristan Neil Aitken, 31, Army Captain, Apr 04, 2003
Wilfred Davyrussell Bellard, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 04, 2003
Daniel Francis Cunningham Jr., 33, Army Specialist, Apr 04, 2003
Devon Demilo Jones, 19, Army Private, Apr 04, 2003
Paul Ray Smith, 33, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Apr 04, 2003
Travis Allen Ford, 30, Marine Captain, Apr 04, 2003
Bernard George Gooden, 22, Marine Corporal, Apr 04, 2003
Brian Michael McPhillips, 25, Marine 1st Lieutenant, Apr 04, 2003
Duane Roy Rios, 25, Marine Sergeant, Apr 04, 2003
Benjamin Wilson Sammis, 29, Marine Captain, Apr 04, 2003
Stevon Alexander Booker, 34, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 05, 2003
Larry Kenyatta Brown, 22, Army Specialist, Apr 05, 2003
Edward Smith, 38, Marine 1st Sergeant, Apr 05, 2003
Gregory Paul Huxley Jr., 19, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 06, 2003
Kelley Stephen Prewitt, 24, Army Private, Apr 06, 2003
Eric Bruce Das, 30, Air Force Captain, Apr 07, 2003
William Randolph Watkins III, 37, Air Force Major, Apr 07, 2003
Lincoln Daniel Hollinsaid, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 07, 2003
Jeffrey Joseph Kaylor, 24, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Apr 07, 2003
Anthony Scott Miller, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 07, 2003
George Arthur Mitchell Jr., 35, Army Specialist, Apr 07, 2003
Andrew Julian Aviles, 18, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 07, 2003
Jesus Martin Antonio Medellin, 21, Marine Corporal, Apr 07, 2003
Scott Douglas Sather, 29, Air Force Staff Sergeant, Apr 08, 2003
Henry Levon Brown, 22, Army Corporal, Apr 08, 2003
John Winston Marshall, 50, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Apr 08, 2003
Jason Michael Meyer, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 08, 2003
Robert Anthony Stever, 36, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 08, 2003
Juan Guadalupe Garza Jr., 20, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 08, 2003
Terry Wayne Hemingway, 39, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 10, 2003
Jeffrey Edward Bohr Jr., 39, Marine Gunnery Sergeant, Apr 10, 2003
Riayan Augusto Tejeda, 26, Marine Staff Sergeant, Apr 11, 2003
Jesus Angel Gonzalez, 22, Marine Corporal, Apr 12, 2003
David Edward Owens Jr., 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 12, 2003
Gil Mercado, 25, Army Specialist, Apr 13, 2003
Joseph Acevedo, 46, Navy Commander, Apr 13, 2003
John Eli Brown, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 14, 2003
Thomas Arthur Foley III, 23, Army Specialist, Apr 14, 2003
Joseph Patrick Mayek, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 14, 2003
Richard Allen Goward, 32, Army National Guard Specialist, Apr 14, 2003
Armando Ariel Gonzalez, 25, Marine Corporal, Apr 14, 2003
Jason David Mileo, 20, Marine Corporal, Apr 14, 2003
John Travis Rivero, 23, Army National Guard Corporal, Apr 17, 2003
Roy Russell Buckley, 24, Army Reserve Specialist, Apr 22, 2003
Andrew Todd Arnold, 30, Marine Chief Warrant Officer (CW2), Apr 22, 2003
Robert William Channell Jr., 36, Marine Chief Warrant Officer (CW2), Apr 22, 2003
Alan Dinh Lam, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 22, 2003
Troy David Jenkins, 25, Army Sergeant, Apr 24, 2003
Osbaldo Orozco, 26, Army 1st Lieutenant, Apr 25, 2003
Narson Bertil Sullivan, 21, Army Specialist, Apr 25, 2003
Joe Jesus Garza, 43, Army 1st Sergeant, Apr 28, 2003
Jesse Alan Givens, 34, Army Private 1st Class, May 01, 2003
Sean C. Reynolds, 25, Army Sergeant, May 03, 2003
Jason L. Deibler, 20, Army Private, May 04, 2003
Marlin T. Rockhold, 23, Army Private 1st Class, May 08, 2003
Richard P. Carl, 26, Army Corporal, May 09, 2003
Hans N. Gukeisen, 31, Army Chief Warrant Officer, May 09, 2003
Brian K. Van Dusen, 39, Army Chief Warrant Officer, May 09, 2003
Cedric E. Bruns, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, May 09, 2003
Matthew R. Smith, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, May 10, 2003
Jakub Henryk Kowalik, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, May 12, 2003
Jose F. Gonzalez Rodriguez, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, May 12, 2003
Patrick Lee Griffin Jr., 31, Air Force Staff Sergeant, May 13, 2003
Nicholas Brian Kleiboeker, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, May 13, 2003
David T. Nutt, 22, Army Sergeant, May 14, 2003
William L. Payne, 46, Army Master Sergeant, May 16, 2003
Rasheed Sahib, 22, Army Specialist, May 18, 2003
Douglas Jose Marencoreyes, 28, Marine Corporal, May 18, 2003
Dominic Rocco Baragona, 42, Army Lieutenant Colonel, May 19, 2003
Andrew David LaMont, 31, Marine Captain, May 19, 2003
Jason William Moore, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, May 19, 2003
Timothy Louis Ryan, 30, Marine 1st Lieutenant, May 19, 2003
Kirk Allen Straseskie, 23, Marine Sergeant, May 19, 2003
Aaron Dean White, 27, Marine Staff Sergeant, May 19, 2003
Nathaniel A. Caldwell, 27, Army Specialist, May 21, 2003
David Evans Jr., 18, Army Private, May 25, 2003
Keman L. Mitchell, 24, Army Sergeant, May 26, 2003
Kenneth A. Nalley, 19, Army Private, May 26, 2003
Brett J. Petriken, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, May 26, 2003
Matthew E. Schram, 36, Army Major, May 26, 2003
Jeremiah D. Smith, 25, Army Private 1st Class, May 26, 2003
Thomas F. Broomhead, 34, Army Sergeant, May 27, 2003
Michael B. Quinn, 37, Army Staff Sergeant, May 27, 2003
Kenneth R. Bradley, 39, Army Staff Sergeant, May 28, 2003
Jose A. Perez III, 22, Army Specialist, May 28, 2003
Michael T. Gleason, 25, Army Specialist, May 30, 2003
Kyle A. Griffin, 20, Army Specialist, May 30, 2003
Zachariah W. Long, 20, Army Specialist, May 30, 2003
Jonathan W. Lambert, 28, Marine Sergeant, Jun 01, 2003
Atanasio Haro Marin Jr., 27, Army Sergeant, Jun 03, 2003
Branden F. Oberleitner, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 05, 2003
Travis L. Burkhardt, 26, Army Sergeant, Jun 06, 2003
Doyle W. Bollinger Jr., 21, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, Jun 06, 2003
David Sisung, 21, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, Jun 06, 2003
Jesse M. Halling, 19, Army Private, Jun 07, 2003
Michael E. Dooley, 23, Army Sergeant, Jun 08, 2003
Gavin L. Neighbor, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 10, 2003
John K. Klinesmith Jr., 25, Army Specialist, Jun 12, 2003
Andrew R. Pokorny, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 13, 2003
Ryan R. Cox, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Jun 15, 2003
Shawn D. Pahnke, 25, Army Private, Jun 16, 2003
Joseph D. Suell, 24, Army Sergeant, Jun 16, 2003
Robert L. Frantz, 19, Army Private, Jun 17, 2003
Michael L. Tosto, 24, Army Sergeant, Jun 17, 2003
Michael R. Deuel, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 18, 2003
William T. Latham, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 18, 2003
Paul T. Nakamura, 21, Army Specialist, Jun 19, 2003
Orenthial Javon Smith, 21, Army Sergeant, Jun 22, 2003
Cedric Lamont Lennon, 32, Army Specialist, Jun 24, 2003
Andrew F. Chris, 25, Army Corporal, Jun 25, 2003
Kevin C. Ott, 27, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 25, 2003
Gladimir Philippe, 32, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jun 25, 2003
Gregory E. MacDonald, 29, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 25, 2003
Corey A. Hubbell, 20, Army Specialist, Jun 26, 2003
Richard P. Orengo, 32, Army National Guard Specialist, Jun 26, 2003
Joshua McIntosh, 22, Navy Hospitalman, Jun 26, 2003
Tomas Sotelo Jr., 20, Army Corporal, Jun 27, 2003
Timothy M. Conneway, 22, Army Sergeant, Jun 28, 2003
Christopher D. Coffin, 51, Army Reserve 1st Sergeant, Jul 01, 2003
Travis J. Bradachnall, 21, Marine Corporal, Jul 02, 2003
Edward J. Herrgott, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 03, 2003
Corey L. Small, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 03, 2003
James Curtis Coons, 35, Army Master Sergeant, Jul 04, 2003
David B. Parson, 30, Army Sergeant, Jul 06, 2003
Jeffrey M. Wershow, 22, Army National Guard Specialist, Jul 06, 2003
Chad L. Keith, 21, Army Sergeant, Jul 07, 2003
Barry Sanford Sr., 46, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 07, 2003
Robert L. McKinley, 23, Army Private, Jul 08, 2003
Craig A. Boling, 38, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Jul 08, 2003
Melissa Valles, 26, Army Sergeant, Jul 09, 2003
Roger Dale Rowe, 54, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 09, 2003
Dan H. Gabrielson, 39, Army Reserve Sergeant 1st Class, Jul 09, 2003
Jason Tetrault, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 09, 2003
Christian C. Schultz, 20, Army Specialist, Jul 11, 2003
Joshua M. Neusche, 20, Army Reserve Specialist, Jul 12, 2003
Jaror C. Puello-Coronado, 36, Army Sergeant, Jul 13, 2003
Paul J. Cassidy, 36, Army Reserve Captain, Jul 13, 2003
Michael T. Crockett, 27, Army Sergeant, Jul 14, 2003
Cory Ryan Geurin, 18, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 15, 2003
Ramon Reyes Torres, 29, Army Reserve Specialist, Jul 16, 2003
Mason Douglas Whetstone, 30, Army Sergeant, Jul 17, 2003
David J. Moreno, 26, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, Jul 17, 2003
Joel L. Bertoldie, 20, Army Specialist, Jul 18, 2003
Jonathan D. Rozier, 25, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Jul 19, 2003
David A. Scott, 51, Air Force Master Sergeant, Jul 20, 2003
Justin W. Garvey, 23, Army Sergeant, Jul 20, 2003
Jason D. Jordan, 24, Army Sergeant, Jul 20, 2003
Christopher R. Willoughby, 29, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Jul 20, 2003
Mark Anthony Bibby, 25, Army Reserve Corporal, Jul 21, 2003
Jon P. Fettig, 30, Army National Guard Specialist, Jul 22, 2003
Joshua T. Byers, 29, Army Captain, Jul 23, 2003
Brett T. Christian, 27, Army Sergeant, Jul 23, 2003
Evan Asa Ashcraft, 24, Army Corporal, Jul 24, 2003
Raheen Tyson Heighter, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 24, 2003
Hector R. Perez, 40, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 24, 2003
Juan M. Serrano, 31, Army Sergeant, Jul 24, 2003
Jonathan P. Barnes, 21, Army Specialist, Jul 26, 2003
Daniel K. Methvin, 22, Army Sergeant, Jul 26, 2003
Wilfredo Perez Jr., 24, Army Specialist, Jul 26, 2003
Jonathan M. Cheatham, 19, Army Reserve Private 1st Class, Jul 26, 2003
Heath A. McMillin, 29, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 27, 2003
Nathaniel Hart Jr., 29, Army Sergeant, Jul 28, 2003
William J. Maher III, 35, Army Specialist, Jul 28, 2003
Leif E. Nott, 24, Army Captain, Jul 30, 2003
Michael J. Deutsch, 21, Army Private, Jul 31, 2003
James I. Lambert III, 22, Army Specialist, Jul 31, 2003
Justin W. Hebert, 20, Army Specialist, Aug 01, 2003
Farao K. Letufuga, 20, Army Specialist, Aug 05, 2003
David L. Loyd, 44, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Aug 05, 2003
Zeferino E. Colunga, 20, Army Specialist, Aug 06, 2003
Kyle C. Gilbert, 20, Army Private, Aug 06, 2003
Brian R. Hellerman, 35, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 06, 2003
Leonard D. Simmons, 33, Army Sergeant, Aug 06, 2003
Duane E. Longstreth, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 07, 2003
Matthew D. Bush, 20, Army Private, Aug 08, 2003
Brandon Ramsey, 21, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Aug 08, 2003
Levi B. Kinchen, 21, Army Specialist, Aug 09, 2003
Floyd G. Knighten Jr., 55, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 09, 2003
David S. Perry, 36, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Aug 10, 2003
Timmy R. Brown Jr., 21, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 12, 2003
Daniel R. Parker, 18, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 12, 2003
Taft V. Williams, 29, Army Sergeant, Aug 12, 2003
Richard S. Eaton Jr., 37, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Aug 12, 2003
Steven W. White, 29, Army Sergeant, Aug 13, 2003
David M. Kirchhoff, 31, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Aug 14, 2003
Craig S. Ivory, 26, Army Specialist, Aug 17, 2003
Eric R. Hull, 23, Army Reserve Sergeant, Aug 18, 2003
Bobby C. Franklin, 38, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Aug 20, 2003
Kenneth W. Harris Jr., 23, Army Reserve Sergeant, Aug 20, 2003
Michael S. Adams, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 21, 2003
Kylan A. Jones-Huffman, 31, Naval Reserve Lieutenant, Aug 21, 2003
Vorn J. Mack, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 23, 2003
Stephen M. Scott, 21, Army Specialist, Aug 23, 2003
Ronald D. Allen Jr., 22, Army Specialist, Aug 25, 2003
Pablo Manzano, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 25, 2003
Darryl T. Dent, 21, Army National Guard Specialist, Aug 26, 2003
Rafael L. Navea, 34, Army Specialist, Aug 27, 2003
Gregory A. Belanger, 24, Army Reserve Sergeant, Aug 27, 2003
Anthony L. Sherman, 43, Army Reserve Lieutenant Colonel, Aug 27, 2003
Mark A. Lawton, 41, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Aug 29, 2003
Sean K. Cataudella, 28, Army Sergeant, Aug 30, 2003
Charles Todd Caldwell, 38, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 01, 2003
Joseph Camara, 40, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Sep 01, 2003
Cameron B. Sarno, 43, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Sep 01, 2003
Christopher A. Sisson, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 02, 2003
Bruce E. Brown, 32, Air Force Technical Sergeant, Sep 04, 2003
Jarrett B. Thompson, 27, Army Reserve Sergeant, Sep 07, 2003
Ryan G. Carlock, 25, Army Specialist, Sep 09, 2003
Joseph E. Robsky Jr., 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 10, 2003
Henry Ybarra III, 32, Army Sergeant, Sep 11, 2003
William M. Bennett, 35, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Sep 12, 2003
Kevin N. Morehead, 33, Army Master Sergeant, Sep 12, 2003
Trevor A. Blumberg, 22, Army Sergeant, Sep 14, 2003
Kevin C. Kimmerly, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 15, 2003
Alyssa R. Peterson, 27, Army Specialist, Sep 15, 2003
Foster Pinkston, 47, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 16, 2003
Richard Arriaga, 20, Army Specialist, Sep 18, 2003
Brian R. Faunce, 28, Army Captain, Sep 18, 2003
Anthony O. Thompson, 26, Army Sergeant, Sep 18, 2003
James C Wright, 27, Army Specialist, Sep 18, 2003
Lunsford B. Brown II, 27, Army Specialist, Sep 20, 2003
Frederick L. Miller Jr., 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 20, 2003
David Travis Friedrich, 26, Army Reserve Sergeant, Sep 20, 2003
Paul J. Sturino, 21, Army Specialist, Sep 22, 2003
Michael Andrade, 28, Army National Guard Specialist, Sep 24, 2003
Kyle G. Thomas, 23, Army Specialist, Sep 25, 2003
Robert L. Lucero, 34, Army National Guard Captain, Sep 25, 2003
Robert E. Rooney, 43, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Sep 25, 2003
Andrew Joseph Baddick, 26, Army Sergeant, Sep 29, 2003
Christopher E. Cutchall, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 29, 2003
Darrin K. Potter, 24, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 29, 2003
Dustin K. McGaugh, 20, Army Specialist, Sep 30, 2003
James D. Blankenbecler, 40, Army Command Sergeant, Oct 01, 2003
Analaura Esparza Gutierrez, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 01, 2003
Simeon Hunte, 23, Army Specialist, Oct 01, 2003
Tamarra J. Ramos, 24, Army Specialist, Oct 01, 2003
James H. Pirtle, 27, Army Specialist, Oct 03, 2003
Charles M. Sims, 18, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 03, 2003
Spencer Timothy Karol, 20, Army Specialist, Oct 06, 2003
Kerry D. Scott, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 06, 2003
Richard Torres, 25, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Oct 06, 2003
Joseph C. Norquist, 26, Army Specialist, Oct 09, 2003
Sean A. Silva, 23, Army Private, Oct 09, 2003
Christopher W. Swisher, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 09, 2003
James E. Powell, 26, Army Specialist, Oct 12, 2003
Jose Casanova, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 13, 2003
Benjamin L. Freeman, 19, Army Private, Oct 13, 2003
Douglas J. Weismantle, 28, Army Specialist, Oct 13, 2003
Donald L. Wheeler, 22, Army Specialist, Oct 13, 2003
Stephen E. Wyatt, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 13, 2003
Joseph P. Bellavia, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 16, 2003
Sean R. Grilley, 24, Army Corporal, Oct 16, 2003
Kim S. Orlando, 43, Army Lieutenant Colonel, Oct 16, 2003
Michael L. Williams, 46, Army National Guard Specialist, Oct 17, 2003
David R. Bernstein, 24, Army 1st Lieutenant, Oct 18, 2003
John D. Hart, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 18, 2003
Paul J. Johnson, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 20, 2003
Paul J. Bueche, 19, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Oct 21, 2003
John P. Johnson, 24, Army Specialist, Oct 22, 2003
Jason M. Ward, 25, Army Private, Oct 22, 2003
John R. Teal, 31, Army Captain, Oct 23, 2003
Artimus D. Brassfield, 22, Army Specialist, Oct 24, 2003
Michael S. Hancock, 29, Army Sergeant, Oct 24, 2003
Jose L. Mora, 26, Army Specialist, Oct 24, 2003
Jakia Sheree Cannon, 20, Navy Seaman, Oct 25, 2003
Steven Acosta, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 26, 2003
Rachel K. Bosveld, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 26, 2003
Charles H. Buehring, 40, Army Lieutenant Colonel, Oct 26, 2003
Joseph R. Guerrera, 20, Army Private, Oct 26, 2003
Jamie L. Huggins, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 26, 2003
Jonathan I. Falaniko, 20, Army Private, Oct 27, 2003
Aubrey D. Bell, 33, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 27, 2003
Michael Paul Barrera, 26, Army Sergeant, Oct 28, 2003
Isaac Campoy, 21, Army Specialist, Oct 28, 2003
Algernon Adams, 36, Army National Guard Private, Oct 28, 2003
Todd J. Bryant, 23, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Oct 31, 2003
Joshua C. Hurley, 24, Army 1st Lieutenant, Nov 01, 2003
Maurice J. Johnson, 21, Army Specialist, Nov 01, 2003
Daniel A. Bader, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 02, 2003
Ernest G. Bucklew, 33, Army Sergeant, Nov 02, 2003
Steven Daniel Conover, 21, Army Specialist, Nov 02, 2003
Anthony D. Dagostino, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 02, 2003
Darius T. Jennings, 22, Army Specialist, Nov 02, 2003
Karina S. Lau, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 02, 2003
Keelan L. Moss, 23, Army Sergeant, Nov 02, 2003
Brian H. Penisten, 28, Army Specialist, Nov 02, 2003
Ross A. Pennanen, 36, Army Sergeant, Nov 02, 2003
Joel Perez, 25, Army Sergeant, Nov 02, 2003
Frances M. Vega, 20, Army Specialist, Nov 02, 2003
Paul A. Velasquez, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 02, 2003
Joe Nathan Wilson, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 02, 2003
Brian D. Slavenas, 30, Army National Guard 1st Lieutenant, Nov 02, 2003
Bruce A. Smith, 41, Army National Guard Chief Warrant Officer, Nov 02, 2003
Benjamin J. Colgan, 30, Army Reserve 1st Lieutenant, Nov 02, 2003
Rayshawn S. Johnson, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 03, 2003
Robert T. Benson, 20, Army Specialist, Nov 04, 2003
Francisco Martinez, 28, Army Sergeant, Nov 04, 2003
Jose A. Rivera, 34, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Nov 05, 2003
James R. Wolf, 21, Army Specialist, Nov 06, 2003
James A. Chance III, 25, Army National Guard Specialist, Nov 06, 2003
Paul F. Fisher, 39, Army National Guard Sergeant, Nov 06, 2003
Cornell W. Gilmore I, 45, Army Command Sergeant Major, Nov 07, 2003
Kyran E. Kennedy, 43, Army Chief Warrant Officer (CW3), Nov 07, 2003
Morgan DeShawn Kennon, 23, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 07, 2003
Paul M. Neff II, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 07, 2003
Scott C. Rose, 30, Army Sergeant, Nov 07, 2003
Benedict J. Smith, 29, Army Captain, Nov 07, 2003
Sharon T. Swartworth, 43, Army Chief Warrant Officer (CW5), Nov 07, 2003
Gary L. Collins, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 08, 2003
Kurt R. Frosheiser, 22, Army Private, Nov 08, 2003
Linda C. Jimenez, 39, Army Sergeant, Nov 08, 2003
Mark D. Vasquez, 35, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 08, 2003
Nicholas A. Tomko, 24, Army Reserve Sergeant, Nov 09, 2003
Genaro Acosta, 26, Army Specialist, Nov 11, 2003
Marlon P. Jackson, 25, Army Specialist, Nov 11, 2003
Nathan J. Bailey, 46, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Nov 12, 2003
Robert A. Wise, 21, Army National Guard Specialist, Nov 12, 2003
Jacob S. Fletcher, 28, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 13, 2003
Joseph Minucci II, 23, Army Sergeant, Nov 13, 2003
Irving Medina, 22, Army Specialist, Nov 14, 2003
Michael D. Acklin II, 25, Army Sergeant, Nov 15, 2003
Ryan T. Baker, 24, Army Specialist, Nov 15, 2003
Jeremiah J. DiGiovanni, 21, Army Specialist, Nov 15, 2003
William D. Dusenbery, 30, Army Specialist, Nov 15, 2003
Richard W. Hafer, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 15, 2003
Warren S. Hansen, 36, Army Sergeant, Nov 15, 2003
Sheldon R. Hawk Eagle, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 15, 2003
Timothy L. Hayslett, 26, Army Sergeant, Nov 15, 2003
Damian L. Heidelberg, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 15, 2003
Erik C. Kesterson, 29, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Nov 15, 2003
Pierre E. Piche, 29, Army Captain, Nov 15, 2003
John W. Russell, 26, Army Sergeant, Nov 15, 2003
Scott A. Saboe, 33, Army Chief Warrant Officer (CW2), Nov 15, 2003
John R. Sullivan, 26, Army Specialist, Nov 15, 2003
Eugene A. Uhl III, 21, Army Specialist, Nov 15, 2003
Joey D. Whitener, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 15, 2003
Jeremy L. Wolfe, 27, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Nov 15, 2003
Kelly Bolor, 37, Army Reserve Sergeant 1st Class, Nov 15, 2003
Alexander S. Coulter, 35, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Nov 17, 2003
Nathan S. Dalley, 27, Army Captain, Nov 17, 2003
Dale A. Panchot, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 17, 2003
James A. Shull, 32, Army Captain, Nov 17, 2003
Joseph L. Lister, 22, Army Specialist, Nov 20, 2003
Scott Matthew Tyrrell, 21, Army Private, Nov 20, 2003
George A. Wood, 33, Army Captain, Nov 20, 2003
Gary B. Coleman, 24, Army Corporal, Nov 21, 2003
Damian S. Bushart, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 22, 2003
Robert D. Roberts, 21, Army Corporal, Nov 22, 2003
Eddie E. Menyweather, 35, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 23, 2003
Christopher G. Nason, 39, Army Chief Warrant Officer (CW2), Nov 23, 2003
Rel A. Ravago IV, 21, Army Specialist, Nov 23, 2003
Jerry L. Wilson, 45, Army Command Sergeant Major, Nov 23, 2003
Darrell L. Smith, 28, Army National Guard Corporal, Nov 23, 2003
David J. Goldberg, 20, Army Reserve Sergeant, Nov 26, 2003
Thomas J. Sweet II, 23, Army Sergeant, Nov 27, 2003
Ariel Rico, 25, Army Sergeant, Nov 28, 2003
Stephen A. Bertolino, 40, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 29, 2003
Aaron J. Sissel, 22, Army National Guard Specialist, Nov 29, 2003
Uday Singh, 21, Army Sergeant, Dec 01, 2003
Clarence E. Boone, 50, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Dec 02, 2003
Ryan C. Young, 21, Army Sergeant, Dec 02, 2003
Raphael S. Davis, 24, Army National Guard Specialist, Dec 02, 2003
Arron R. Clark, 20, Army Specialist, Dec 05, 2003
Ray J. Hutchinson, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 07, 2003
Joseph M. Blickenstaff, 23, Army Specialist, Dec 08, 2003
Steven H. Bridges, 33, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 08, 2003
Christopher Jude Rivera Wesley, 26, Army Specialist, Dec 08, 2003
Jason G. Wright, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 08, 2003
Richard A. Burdick, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 10, 2003
Jerrick M. Petty, 25, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 10, 2003
Todd M. Bates, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 10, 2003
Aaron T. Reese, 31, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Dec 10, 2003
Marshall L. Edgerton, 27, Army Specialist, Dec 11, 2003
Jarrod W. Black, 26, Army Sergeant, Dec 12, 2003
Jeffrey F. Braun, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 12, 2003
Rian C. Ferguson, 22, Army Specialist, Dec 14, 2003
Kimberly A. Voelz, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 14, 2003
Kenneth C. Souslin, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 15, 2003
Nathan W. Nakis, 19, Army National Guard Specialist, Dec 15, 2003
Christopher J. Holland, 26, Army Specialist, Dec 17, 2003
Glenn R. Allison, 24, Army Sergeant, Dec 18, 2003
Charles E. Bush Jr., 43, Army Reserve Private 1st Class, Dec 19, 2003
Stuart W. Moore, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 22, 2003
Edward M. Saltz, 27, Army Reserve 1st Lieutenant, Dec 22, 2003
Benjamin W. Biskie, 27, Army Sergeant, Dec 24, 2003
Eric F. Cooke, 43, Army Command Sergeant Major, Dec 24, 2003
Christopher F. Soelzer, 26, Army Captain, Dec 24, 2003
Christopher J. Splinter, 43, Army Major, Dec 24, 2003
Michael E. Yashinski, 24, Army Sergeant, Dec 24, 2003
Thomas W. Christensen, 42, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Dec 25, 2003
Stephen C. Hattamer, 43, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Dec 25, 2003
Charles G. Haight, 23, Army Specialist, Dec 26, 2003
Michael G. Mihalakis, 18, Army National Guard Specialist, Dec 26, 2003
Michael J. Sutter, 28, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Dec 26, 2003
Ernesto M. Blanco, 28, Army Captain, Dec 28, 2003
Rey D. Cuervo, 24, Army Private, Dec 28, 2003
Curt E. Jordan Jr., 25, Army Sergeant, Dec 28, 2003
Justin W. Pollard, 21, Army Specialist, Dec 30, 2003
Solomon C. "Kelly" Bangayan, 24, Army Specialist, Jan 02, 2004
Dennis A. Corral, 33, Army Sergeant, Jan 02, 2004
Kimberly N. Hampton, 27, Army Captain, Jan 02, 2004
Eric Thomas Paliwoda, 28, Army Captain, Jan 02, 2004
Marc S. Seiden, 26, Army Specialist, Jan 02, 2004
Luke P. Frist, 20, Army Reserve Specialist, Jan 05, 2004
Jesse D. Mizener, 24, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 07, 2004
Craig Davis, 37, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 08, 2004
Michael A. Diraimondo, 22, Army Sergeant, Jan 08, 2004
Christopher A. Golby, 26, Army Sergeant, Jan 08, 2004
Gregory B. Hicks, 35, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jan 08, 2004
Philip A. Johnson Jr., 31, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Jan 08, 2004
Nathaniel H. Johnson, 22, Army Specialist, Jan 08, 2004
Ian D. Manuel, 23, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Jan 08, 2004
Jeffrey C. Walker, 33, Army Sergeant, Jan 08, 2004
Aaron A. Weaver, 32, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Jan 08, 2004
Ricky L. Crockett, 37, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 12, 2004
Keicia M. Hines, 27, Army Sergeant, Jan 13, 2004
Roland L. Castro, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 16, 2004
Cody J. Orr, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 17, 2004
Larry E. Polley Jr., 20, Army Specialist, Jan 17, 2004
Edmond Lee Randle Jr., 26, Army Sergeant, Jan 17, 2004
Kelly L. Hornbeck, 36, Army Master Sergeant, Jan 18, 2004
Gabriel T. Palacios, 22, Army Specialist, Jan 21, 2004
James D. Parker, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 21, 2004
Michael T. Blaise, 29, Army Chief Warrant Officer (CW2), Jan 23, 2004
Brian D. Hazelgrove, 29, Army Chief Warrant Officer (CW2), Jan 23, 2004
Jason K. Chappell, 22, Army Specialist, Jan 24, 2004
Randy S. Rosenberg, 23, Army Sergeant, Jan 24, 2004
William R. Sturges Jr., 24, Army Specialist, Jan 24, 2004
Kenneth W. Hendrickson, 41, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Jan 24, 2004
Keith L. Smette, 25, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jan 24, 2004
Christopher Bunda, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 25, 2004
Ervin Dervishi, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 25, 2004
Patrick D. Dorff, 32, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Jan 25, 2004
Adam G. Mooney, 28, Army 1st Lieutenant, Jan 25, 2004
Matthew J. August, 28, Army Captain, Jan 27, 2004
James T. Hoffman, 41, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jan 27, 2004
Luke S. James, 24, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Jan 27, 2004
Lester O. Kinney II, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 27, 2004
Travis A. Moothart, 23, Army Sergeant, Jan 27, 2004
Cory R. Mracek, 26, Army Sergeant, Jan 27, 2004
Sean G. Landrus, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 29, 2004
Luis A. Moreno, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 29, 2004
Juan C. Cabralbanuelos, 25, Army Corporal, Jan 31, 2004
Holly J. McGeogh, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 31, 2004
Eliu A. Miersandoval, 27, Army Sergeant, Jan 31, 2004
Armando Soriano, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 01, 2004
Roger C. Turner Jr., 37, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 01, 2004
Seth J. Dvorin, 24, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Feb 03, 2004
Joshua L. Knowles, 23, Army National Guard Specialist, Feb 05, 2004
Richard P. Ramey, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 08, 2004
Thomas D. Robbins, 27, Army Sergeant, Feb 09, 2004
Elijah Tai Wah Wong, 42, Army National Guard Sergeant, Feb 09, 2004
Jude C. Mariano, 39, Air Force Master Sergeant, Feb 10, 2004
William C. Ramirez, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 11, 2004
Patrick S. Tainsh, 33, Army Sergeant, Feb 11, 2004
Eric U. Ramirez, 31, Army National Guard Specialist, Feb 12, 2004
Bryan N. Spry, 19, Army Private, Feb 14, 2004
Michael M. Merila, 23, Army Sergeant, Feb 16, 2004
Christopher M. Taylor, 25, Army National Guard Specialist, Feb 16, 2004
Nichole M. Frye, 19, Army Reserve Private 1st Class, Feb 16, 2004
Jeffrey C. Graham, 24, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Feb 19, 2004
Roger G. Ling, 20, Army Specialist, Feb 19, 2004
Henry A. Bacon, 45, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Feb 20, 2004
Matthew C. Laskowski, 32, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Feb 25, 2004
Stephen M. Wells, 29, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Feb 25, 2004
Michael R. Woodliff, 22, Army Sergeant, Mar 02, 2004
Michael J. Gray, 32, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Mar 05, 2004
Gussie M. Jones, 41, Army Captain, Mar 07, 2004
Matthew G. Milczark, 18, Marine Private 1st Class, Mar 08, 2004
Edward W. Brabazon, 20, Army Specialist, Mar 09, 2004
Richard S. Gottfried, 42, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Mar 09, 2004
Fern L. Holland, 33, Dept. of the Army Civilian, Mar 09, 2004
Robert J. Zangas, 44, Dept. of the Army Civilian, Mar 09, 2004
Bert Edward Hoyer, 23, Army Reserve Private 1st Class, Mar 10, 2004
Joe L. Dunigan Jr., 37, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 11, 2004
Christopher K. Hill, 26, Army Specialist, Mar 11, 2004
Joel K. Brattain, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 13, 2004
Clint D. Ferrin, 31, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Mar 13, 2004
Jason C. Ford, 21, Army Specialist, Mar 13, 2004
John F. "Hans" Kurth, 31, Army Captain, Mar 13, 2004
Daniel J. Londono, 22, Army Sergeant, Mar 13, 2004
Jocelyn "Joce" L. Carrasquillo, 28, Army National Guard Specialist, Mar 14, 2004
William J. Normandy, 42, Army National Guard Sergeant, Mar 14, 2004
Michael R. Adams, 24, Army 1st Lieutenant, Mar 16, 2004
Thomas R. Thigpen Sr., 52, Army National Guard Master Sergeant, Mar 16, 2004
Tracy L. Laramore, 30, Army Specialist, Mar 17, 2004
Ivory L. Phipps, 44, Army National Guard Sergeant, Mar 17, 2004
Ernest Harold Sutphin, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 18, 2004
Doron Chan, 20, Army Reserve Specialist, Mar 18, 2004
Andrew D. Brownfield, 24, Marine Corporal, Mar 18, 2004
Ricky A. Morris Jr., 20, Marine Private 1st Class, Mar 18, 2004
Brandon C. Smith, 20, Marine Private 1st Class, Mar 18, 2004
Jason C. Ludlam, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 19, 2004
Clint Richard "Bones" Matthews, 31, Army Specialist, Mar 19, 2004
David M. Vicente, 25, Marine Corporal, Mar 19, 2004
Matthew J. Sandri, 24, Army Sergeant, Mar 20, 2004
Mark D. Taylor, 41, Army Major, Mar 20, 2004
Michael W. Vega, 41, Army National Guard 1st Lieutenant, Mar 20, 2004
Christopher E. Hudson, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 21, 2004
Dustin L. Kreider, 19, Army Private, Mar 21, 2004
Bruce Miller Jr., 23, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 22, 2004
Andrew S. Dang, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 22, 2004
Wentz Jerome Henry Shanaberger III, 33, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 24, 2004
Adam D. Froehlich, 21, Army Specialist, Mar 25, 2004
Jeffrey C. Burgess, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 25, 2004
James A. Casper, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 25, 2004
Leroy Sandoval Jr., 21, Marine Private 1st Class, Mar 26, 2004
Timothy Toney, 37, Marine Master Sergeant, Mar 27, 2004
Sean M. Schneider, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 29, 2004
Jeremiah J. Holmes, 27, Army National Guard Sergeant, Mar 29, 2004
Richard L. Ferguson, 45, Army Master Sergeant, Mar 30, 2004
William J. Wiscowiche, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 30, 2004
Brandon L. Davis, 20, Army Private, Mar 31, 2004
Doyle M. Hufstedler, 25, Army 1st Lieutenant, Mar 31, 2004
Michael G. Karr Jr., 23, Army Specialist, Mar 31, 2004
Sean R. Mitchell, 24, Army Sergeant, Mar 31, 2004
Cleston C. Raney, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 31, 2004
Dustin M. Sekula, 18, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 01, 2004
William R. Strange, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 02, 2004
Geoffrey S. Morris, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 03, 2004
John D. Amos II, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 04, 2004
Robert R. Arsiaga, 25, Army Specialist, Apr 04, 2004
Ahmed Akil "Mel" Cason, 24, Army Specialist, Apr 04, 2004
Yihiyh L. Chen, 31, Army Sergeant, Apr 04, 2004
Israel Garza, 25, Army Specialist, Apr 04, 2004
Stephen D. "Dusty" Hiller, 25, Army Specialist, Apr 04, 2004
Forest Joseph Jostes, 22, Army Corporal, Apr 04, 2004
Michael W. Mitchell, 25, Army Sergeant, Apr 04, 2004
Philip G. Rogers, 23, Army Specialist, Apr 04, 2004
Casey Sheehan, 24, Army Specialist, Apr 04, 2004
Aric J. Barr, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 04, 2004
Tyler R. Fey, 22, Marine Corporal, Apr 04, 2004
Scott Quentin Larson Jr., 22, Army Specialist, Apr 05, 2004
David M. McKeever, 25, Army Sergeant, Apr 05, 2004
Shane Lee Goldman, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 05, 2004
Deryk L. Hallal, 24, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 05, 2004
Moises A. Langhorst, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 05, 2004
Christopher Ramos, 26, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 05, 2004
Matthew K. Serio, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 05, 2004
Jesse L. Thiry, 23, Marine Corporal, Apr 05, 2004
Gerardo Moreno, 23, Army Sergeant, Apr 06, 2004
Lee Duane Todacheene, 29, Army Sergeant, Apr 06, 2004
Benjamin R. Carman, 20, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 06, 2004
Marcus M. Cherry, 18, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 06, 2004
Christopher R. Cobb, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 06, 2004
Kyle D. Crowley, 18, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 06, 2004
Ryan M. Jerabek, 18, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 06, 2004
Travis J. Layfield, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 06, 2004
Christopher D. Mabry, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 06, 2004
Anthony P. Roberts, 18, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 06, 2004
Allan K. Walker, 28, Marine Staff Sergeant, Apr 06, 2004
Fernando A. Mendez-Aceves, 27, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, Apr 06, 2004
Tyanna S. Felder, 22, Army Specialist, Apr 07, 2004
Marvin Lee Miller, 38, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Apr 07, 2004
George S. Rentschler, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 07, 2004
William W. Labadie Jr., 45, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Apr 07, 2004
Brent L. Morel, 27, Marine Captain, Apr 07, 2004
John Thomas "J.T." Wroblewski, 25, Marine 2nd Lieutenant, Apr 07, 2004
Isaac Michael Nieves, 20, Army Specialist, Apr 08, 2004
Levi T. Angell, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 08, 2004
Nicholas J. Dieruf, 21, Marine Corporal, Apr 08, 2004
Phillip E. Frank, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 08, 2004
William M. Harrell, 30, Marine Staff Sergeant, Apr 08, 2004
Joshua M. Palmer, 25, Marine 1st Lieutenant, Apr 08, 2004
Michael B. Wafford, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 08, 2004
Christopher B. Wasser, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 08, 2004
Peter G. Enos, 24, Army Sergeant, Apr 09, 2004
Raymond Edison Jones Jr., 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 09, 2004
Jonathan Roy Kephart, 21, Army Specialist, Apr 09, 2004
Toby W. Mallet, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 09, 2004
Don Steven McMahan, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 09, 2004
Allen Jeffrey "A.J." Vandayburg, 20, Army Specialist, Apr 09, 2004
Felix M. Delgreco, 22, Army National Guard Sergeant, Apr 09, 2004
Michelle M. Witmer, 20, Army National Guard Specialist, Apr 09, 2004
Gregory R. Goodrich, 37, Army Reserve Private 1st Class, Apr 09, 2004
Elmer C. Krause, 40, Army Reserve Sergeant, Apr 09, 2004
Eric A. Ayon, 26, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 09, 2004
Matthew E. Matula, 20, Marine Corporal, Apr 09, 2004
Chance R. Phelps, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 09, 2004
Michael Raymond Speer, 24, Marine Corporal, Apr 09, 2004
Elias Torrez III, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 09, 2004
Antoine J. Holt, 20, Air Force Airman 1st Class, Apr 10, 2004
Adolf C. Carballo, 20, Army Specialist, Apr 10, 2004
William C. Eckhart, 25, Army Sergeant, Apr 10, 2004
Justin W. Johnson, 22, Army Specialist, Apr 10, 2004
John T. Sims Jr., 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 10, 2004
Lawrence S. Colton, 32, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Apr 11, 2004
Wesley C. Fortenberry, 38, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Apr 11, 2004
Michael Boyd Stack, 48, Army Sergeant Major, Apr 11, 2004
Nathan P. Brown, 21, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Apr 11, 2004
Daniel R. Amaya, 22, Marine Corporal, Apr 11, 2004
Torrey L. Gray, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 11, 2004
Oscar Jimenez, 34, Marine 1st Lieutenant, Apr 11, 2004
George D. Torres, 23, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 11, 2004
Brad S. Shuder, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 12, 2004
Robert Paul Zurheide Jr., 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 12, 2004
Victor A. Rosaleslomeli, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 13, 2004
Noah L. Boye, 21, Marine Private, Apr 13, 2004
Kevin T. Kolm, 23, Marine Corporal, Apr 13, 2004
Christopher Ramirez, 34, Army Sergeant, Apr 14, 2004
Frank K. Rivers Jr., 23, Army Specialist, Apr 14, 2004
Richard K. Trevithick, 20, Army Specialist, Apr 14, 2004
Jimmy J. Arroyave, 30, Marine Staff Sergeant, Apr 15, 2004
Brian M. Wood, 21, Army Sergeant, Apr 16, 2004
Marvin A. Camposiles, 25, Army Specialist, Apr 17, 2004
Edward W. Carman, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 17, 2004
Jonathan N. Hartman, 27, Army Sergeant, Apr 17, 2004
Clayton Welch Henson, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 17, 2004
Michael A. McGlothin, 21, Army Specialist, Apr 17, 2004
Robert L. Henderson II, 33, Army National Guard 1st Lieutenant, Apr 17, 2004
Dennis B. Morgan, 22, Army National Guard Sergeant, Apr 17, 2004
Richard J. Gannon II, 31, Marine Captain, Apr 17, 2004
Christopher A. Gibson, 23, Marine Corporal, Apr 17, 2004
Michael J. Smith Jr., 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 17, 2004
Ruben Valdez Jr., 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 17, 2004
Gary F. Van Leuven, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 17, 2004
Bradley C. Fox, 34, Army 1st Sergeant, Apr 20, 2004
Leroy Harris-Kelly, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 20, 2004
Christopher D. Gelineau, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, Apr 20, 2004
Jason L. Dunham, 22, Marine Corporal, Apr 22, 2004
Shawn C. Edwards, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 23, 2004
Stacey C. Brandon, 35, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Apr 24, 2004
Cory W. Brooks, 32, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Apr 24, 2004
Arthur L. "Bo" Felder, 36, Army National Guard Captain, Apr 24, 2004
Patrick W. Kordsmeier, 49, Army National Guard Chief Warrant Officer, Apr 24, 2004
Billy J. Orton, 41, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Apr 24, 2004
Michael J. Pernaselli, 27, Navy Petty Officer 1st Class, Apr 24, 2004
Christopher E. Watts, 28, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Apr 24, 2004
Kenneth A. Melton, 30, Army National Guard Specialist, Apr 25, 2004
Nathan B. Bruckenthal, 24, Coast Guard Petty Officer 3rd Class, Apr 25, 2004
Sherwood R. Baker, 30, Army National Guard Sergeant, Apr 26, 2004
Lawrence A. Roukey, 33, Army Reserve Sergeant, Apr 26, 2004
Aaron C. Austin, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 26, 2004
Abraham D. Penamedina, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 27, 2004
Marquis A. Whitaker, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 27, 2004
Jacob R. Herring, 21, Army Sergeant, Apr 28, 2004
Kendall Thomas, 36, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 28, 2004
James L. Beckstrand, 27, Army Specialist, Apr 29, 2004
Ryan M. Campbell, 25, Army Sergeant, Apr 29, 2004
Norman Darling, 29, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 29, 2004
Jeffrey F. Dayton, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 29, 2004
Adam W. Estep, 23, Army Sergeant, Apr 29, 2004
Jeremy Ricardo Ewing, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 29, 2004
Martin W. Kondor, 20, Army Specialist, Apr 29, 2004
Esau G. Patterson Jr., 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 29, 2004
Ryan E. Reed, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 29, 2004
Justin B. Schmidt, 23, Army Specialist, Apr 29, 2004
Landis W. Garrison, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, Apr 29, 2004
Scott M. Vincent, 21, Marine Corporal, Apr 30, 2004
Joshua S. Wilfong, 22, Marine Corporal, Apr 30, 2004
Christopher M. Dickerson, 33, Naval Reserve Petty Officer 3rd Class, Apr 30, 2004
Jason B. Dwelley, 31, Naval Reserve Petty Officer 2nd Class, Apr 30, 2004
Ramon C. Ojeda, 22, Army Specialist, May 01, 2004
Oscar D. Vargas-Medina, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, May 01, 2004
Trevor A. Wine, 22, Army Specialist, May 01, 2004
Joshua S. Ladd, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 01, 2004
Ervin Caradine Jr., 33, Army Specialist, May 02, 2004
Jeremy L. Drexler, 23, Army Private, May 02, 2004
Todd E. Nunes, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, May 02, 2004
John E. Tipton, 32, Army Captain, May 02, 2004
Michael C. Anderson, 36, Naval Reserve Petty Officer 2nd Class, May 02, 2004
Trace W. Dossett, 37, Naval Reserve Petty Officer 2nd Class, May 02, 2004
Ronald A. Ginther, 37, Naval Reserve Petty Officer 3rd Class, May 02, 2004
Robert B. Jenkins, 35, Naval Reserve Petty Officer 2nd Class, May 02, 2004
Scott R. Mchugh, 33, Naval Reserve Petty Officer 2nd Class, May 02, 2004
Christopher J. Kenny, 32, Army 1st Lieutenant, May 03, 2004
Lyndon A. Marcus Jr., 21, Army Private 1st Class, May 03, 2004
Erickson H. Petty, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, May 03, 2004
Marvin R. Sprayberry III, 24, Army Sergeant, May 03, 2004
Gregory L. Wahl, 30, Army Sergeant, May 03, 2004
Ronald E. Baum, 38, Marine Gunnery Sergeant, May 03, 2004
Jesse R. Buryj, 21, Army Private 1st Class, May 05, 2004
Bradley G. Kritzer, 18, Army Private 1st Class, May 05, 2004
James E. Marshall, 19, Army Specialist, May 05, 2004
Jeffrey G. Green, 20, Marine Corporal, May 05, 2004
Hesley Box Jr., 24, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, May 06, 2004
Dustin H. Schrage, 20, Marine Corporal, May 06, 2004
Isela Rubalcava, 25, Army Sergeant, May 08, 2004
Chase R. Whitman, 21, Army Specialist, May 08, 2004
Philip D. Brown, 21, Army National Guard Specialist, May 08, 2004
James J. Holmes, 28, Army National Guard Specialist, May 08, 2004
Rodney A. Murray, 28, Army Reserve Sergeant, May 09, 2004
Andrew L. Tuazon, 21, Army Private 1st Class, May 10, 2004
Kyle A. Brinlee, 21, Army National Guard Specialist, May 11, 2004
Jeffrey R. Shaver, 26, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 12, 2004
Jeremiah E. Savage, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, May 12, 2004
Brian K. Cutter, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, May 13, 2004
Brandon C. Sturdy, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, May 13, 2004
Brud J. Cronkrite, 22, Army Sergeant, May 14, 2004
Michael A. Mora, 19, Army Private 1st Class, May 14, 2004
Philip I. Spakosky, 25, Army Specialist, May 14, 2004
Edward C. Barnhill, 50, Army Reserve Command Sergeant Major, May 14, 2004
James William Harlan, 44, Army Reserve Sergeant, May 14, 2004
Pedro I. Espaillat Jr., 20, Air Force Senior Airman, May 15, 2004
Rene Ledesma, 34, Army Staff Sergeant, May 15, 2004
Leonard M. Cowherd Jr., 22, Army 2nd Lieutenant, May 16, 2004
Carl F. Curran, 22, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 17, 2004
Mark Joseph Kasecky, 20, Army National Guard Specialist, May 17, 2004
Bob W. Roberts, 30, Marine Lance Corporal, May 17, 2004
Joseph P. Garyantes, 34, Army Staff Sergeant, May 18, 2004
Marcos O. Nolasco, 34, Army Specialist, May 18, 2004
William D. Chaney, 59, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, May 18, 2004
Michael M. Carey, 20, Marine Private 1st Class, May 18, 2004
Michael C. Campbell, 34, Army Specialist, May 19, 2004
Leslie D. Jackson, 18, Army Private 1st Class, May 20, 2004
Troy "Leon" Miranda, 44, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, May 20, 2004
Rudy Salas, 20, Marine Corporal, May 20, 2004
Jeremy R. Horton, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, May 21, 2004
Andrew J. Zabierek, 25, Marine Lance Corporal, May 21, 2004
Jeremy L. Ridlen, 23, Army National Guard Specialist, May 23, 2004
Jorge A. Molina Bautista, 37, Marine Staff Sergeant, May 23, 2004
Beau R. Beaulieu, 20, Army Specialist, May 24, 2004
Owen D. Witt, 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 24, 2004
James P. Lambert, 23, Army Private 1st Class, May 25, 2004
Richard H. Rosas, 21, Army Private 1st Class, May 25, 2004
Alan N. Bean Jr., 22, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 25, 2004
Kevin F. Sheehan, 36, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 25, 2004
Daniel Paul Unger, 19, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, May 25, 2004
Kyle W. Codner, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, May 26, 2004
Matthew C. Henderson, 25, Marine Corporal, May 26, 2004
Dominique J. Nicolas, 25, Marine Corporal, May 26, 2004
Michael J. Wiesemann, 20, Army Specialist, May 28, 2004
Cody S. Calavan, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, May 29, 2004
Benjamin R. Gonzalez, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, May 29, 2004
Rafael Reynosasuarez, 28, Marine Lance Corporal, May 29, 2004
Kenneth Michael Ballard, 26, Army 1st Lieutenant, May 30, 2004
Bradli N. Coleman, 19, Army Private, May 30, 2004
Aaron C. Elandt, 23, Army Sergeant, May 30, 2004
Charles E. Odums II, 22, Army Specialist, May 30, 2004
Nicholaus E. Zimmer, 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 30, 2004
Robert C. Scheetz Jr., 31, Army Captain, May 31, 2004
Dustin L. Sides, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, May 31, 2004
Markus J. Johnson, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 01, 2004
Bumrok Lee, 21, Marine Corporal, Jun 02, 2004
Todd J. Bolding, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 03, 2004
Frank T. Carvill, 51, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 04, 2004
Christopher M. Duffy, 26, Army National Guard Specialist, Jun 04, 2004
Justin L. Eyerly, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 04, 2004
Justin W. Linden, 22, Army National Guard Specialist, Jun 04, 2004
Erik S. McCrae, 25, Army National Guard 1st Lieutenant, Jun 04, 2004
Ryan E. Doltz, 26, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 05, 2004
Humberto F. Timoteo, 25, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 05, 2004
Melissa J. Hobart, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 06, 2004
Melvin Y. Mora Lopez, 27, Army Reserve Sergeant, Jun 06, 2004
Jamie A. Gray, 29, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 07, 2004
Jeremy L. Bohlman, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 07, 2004
Humayun S. M. Khan, 27, Army Captain, Jun 08, 2004
Thomas D. Caughman, 20, Army Reserve Private 1st Class, Jun 09, 2004
Eric S. McKinley, 24, Army National Guard Specialist, Jun 13, 2004
Shawn M. Atkins, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 14, 2004
Paul R. Syverson III, 32, Army Major, Jun 16, 2004
Jeremy M. Dimaranan, 29, Army Reserve Specialist, Jun 16, 2004
Arthur S. (Stacey) Mastrapa, 35, Army Reserve Sergeant, Jun 16, 2004
Jason N. Lynch, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 18, 2004
Thai Vue, 22, Army Specialist, Jun 18, 2004
Sean Horn, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Jun 19, 2004
Marvin Best, 33, Marine Staff Sergeant, Jun 20, 2004
Gregory V. Pennington, 36, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 21, 2004
Pedro Contreras, 27, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 21, 2004
Juan Lopez, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 21, 2004
Deshon E. Otey, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 21, 2004
Tommy L. Parker Jr., 21, Marine Corporal, Jun 21, 2004
Patrick R. McCaffrey Sr., 34, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 22, 2004
Andre D. Tyson, 33, Army National Guard 1st Lieutenant, Jun 22, 2004
Christopher S. Cash, 36, Army National Guard Captain, Jun 24, 2004
Daniel A. Desens, 20, Army National Guard Specialist, Jun 24, 2004
Charles A. Kiser, 37, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Jun 24, 2004
Jeremy M. Heines, 25, Army Specialist, Jun 26, 2004
Manuel A. Ceniceros, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 26, 2004
Ernest E. Utt, 38, Army 1st Sergeant, Jun 27, 2004
Patrick R. Adle, 21, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Jun 29, 2004
Alan David Sherman, 36, Marine Reserve Sergeant, Jun 29, 2004
John H. Todd III, 24, Marine Reserve Corporal, Jun 29, 2004
Robert L. DuSang, 24, Army Specialist, Jun 30, 2004
Christopher A. Wagener, 24, Army Sergeant, Jul 01, 2004
Kenneth Conde Jr., 23, Marine Sergeant, Jul 01, 2004
Timothy R. Creager, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 01, 2004
Brian D. Smith, 30, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Jul 02, 2004
Stephen G. Martin, 39, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Jul 02, 2004
James B. Huston Jr., 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 02, 2004
Dallas L. Kerns, 21, Marine Corporal, Jul 05, 2004
Michael S. Torres, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 05, 2004
John J. Vangyzen IV, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 05, 2004
Scott Eugene Dougherty, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 06, 2004
Justin T. Hunt, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 06, 2004
Jeffrey D. Lawrence, 22, Marine Corporal, Jul 06, 2004
Rodricka Antwan Youmans, 22, Marine Private 1st Class, Jul 06, 2004
Michael C. Barkey, 22, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 07, 2004
Samuel R. Bowen, 38, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Jul 07, 2004
Collier Edwin Barcus, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 08, 2004
Robert E. Colvill Jr., 31, Army Sergeant, Jul 08, 2004
Shawn M. Davies, 22, Army Specialist, Jul 08, 2004
William River Emanuel IV, 19, Army Specialist, Jul 08, 2004
Joseph M. Garmback Jr., 24, Army Specialist, Jul 08, 2004
Sonny Gene Sampler, 23, Army Specialist, Jul 08, 2004
Jeremiah W. Schmunk, 21, Army National Guard Specialist, Jul 08, 2004
Terry Holmes Ordóñez, 22, Marine Corporal, Jul 10, 2004
Krisna Nachampassak, 27, Marine Sergeant, Jul 10, 2004
Christopher J. Reed, 20, Marine Private 1st Class, Jul 10, 2004
Trevor Spink, 36, Marine Staff Sergeant, Jul 10, 2004
Dustin W. Peters, 25, Air Force Staff Sergeant, Jul 11, 2004
James G. West, 34, Army Sergeant, Jul 11, 2004
Dana N. Wilson, 26, Army Specialist, Jul 11, 2004
Jeremy J. Fischer, 26, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 11, 2004
Linda Ann Tarango-Griess, 33, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Jul 11, 2004
Torry D. Harris, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 13, 2004
Jesse J. Martinez, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 14, 2004
Demetrius Lamont Rice, 24, Army Corporal, Jul 14, 2004
Paul C. Mardis Jr., 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 15, 2004
Bryan P. Kelly, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 16, 2004
Craig S. Frank, 24, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 17, 2004
David A. Hartman, 41, Army Reserve Sergeant 1st Class, Jul 17, 2004
Dale Thomas Lloyd, 22, Army Sergeant, Jul 19, 2004
Charles C. "C.C." Persing, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 19, 2004
Danny B. Daniels II, 23, Army Specialist, Jul 20, 2004
Michael J. Clark, 29, Marine Staff Sergeant, Jul 20, 2004
Todd J. Godwin, 21, Marine Corporal, Jul 20, 2004
Nicholas H. Blodgett, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 21, 2004
Mark E. Engel, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 21, 2004
Torey J. Dantzler, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 22, 2004
Tatjana Reed, 34, Army Sergeant, Jul 22, 2004
Nicholas J. Zangara, 21, Army Specialist, Jul 24, 2004
Vincent M. Sullivan, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 24, 2004
DeForest L. "Dee" Talbert, 24, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 27, 2004
Ken W. Leisten, 20, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Jul 28, 2004
Shawn A. Lane, 33, Marine Gunnery Sergeant, Jul 28, 2004
David S. Greene, 39, Marine Reserve Lieutenant Colonel, Jul 28, 2004
Joseph F. Herndon II, 21, Army Corporal, Jul 29, 2004
Anthony J. Dixon, 20, Army Specialist, Aug 01, 2004
Armando Hernandez, 22, Army Sergeant, Aug 01, 2004
Justin B. Onwordi, 28, Army Sergeant, Aug 02, 2004
Juan Calderon Jr., 26, Marine Sergeant, Aug 02, 2004
Dean P. Pratt, 22, Marine Corporal, Aug 02, 2004
Tommy L. Gray, 34, Army Sergeant, Aug 03, 2004
Harry N. Shondee Jr., 19, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 03, 2004
Gregory A. Ratzlaff, 36, Marine Captain, Aug 03, 2004
Elia P. Fontecchio, 30, Marine Gunnery Sergeant, Aug 04, 2004
Joseph L. Nice, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 04, 2004
Raymond J. Faulstich Jr., 24, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 05, 2004
Donald R. McCune, 20, Army National Guard Specialist, Aug 05, 2004
Yadir G. Reynoso, 27, Marine Sergeant, Aug 05, 2004
Moses Daniel Rocha, 33, Marine Sergeant, Aug 05, 2004
Joshua I. Bunch, 23, Army Specialist, Aug 06, 2004
Roberto Abad, 22, Marine Corporal, Aug 06, 2004
Larry L. Wells, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 06, 2004
David L. Potter, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 07, 2004
Rick A. Ulbright, 49, Dept. of the Air Force Civilian, Aug 08, 2004
Jonathan W. Collins, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 08, 2004
Andrew R. Houghton, 25, Army Captain, Aug 09, 2004
John R. Howard, 26, Marine Staff Sergeant, Aug 11, 2004
Tavon L. Hubbard, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 11, 2004
Michael Yury Tarlavsky, 30, Army Captain, Aug 12, 2004
Neil Anthony Santoriello, 24, Army 1st Lieutenant, Aug 13, 2004
Kane M. Funke, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 13, 2004
Nicholas B. Morrison, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 13, 2004
James Michael Goins, 23, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Aug 15, 2004
Brandon R. Sapp, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 15, 2004
Daniel Michael Shepherd, 23, Army Sergeant, Aug 15, 2004
Mark Anthony Zapata, 27, Army Specialist, Aug 15, 2004
Fernando B. Hannon, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Aug 15, 2004
Geoffrey Perez, 24, Marine Private 1st Class, Aug 15, 2004
David M. Heath, 30, Army Sergeant, Aug 16, 2004
Brandon T. Titus, 20, Army Specialist, Aug 17, 2004
Caleb J. Powers, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 17, 2004
Jacob D. Martir, 21, Army Specialist, Aug 18, 2004
Henry C. Risner, 26, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 18, 2004
Dustin R. Fitzgerald, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 18, 2004
Richard M. Lord, 24, Marine Sergeant, Aug 18, 2004
Harvey Emmett Parkerson III, 27, Marine Sergeant, Aug 18, 2004
Brad Preston McCormick, 23, Marine Reserve Corporal, Aug 19, 2004
Ryan A. Martin, 22, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Aug 20, 2004
Charles L. Wilkins III, 38, Army National Guard 1st Lieutenant, Aug 20, 2004
Kevin A. Cuming, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 21, 2004
Nicanor Alvarez, 22, Marine Corporal, Aug 21, 2004
Jason Cook, 25, Marine Sergeant, Aug 21, 2004
Seth Huston, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 21, 2004
Edward T. Reeder, 32, Marine Gunnery Sergeant, Aug 21, 2004
Nachez Washalanta, 21, Marine Private 1st Class, Aug 21, 2004
Matthew R. Stovall, 25, Army National Guard 2nd Lieutenant, Aug 22, 2004
Christopher Belchik, 30, Marine Corporal, Aug 22, 2004
Robert C. Thornton Jr., 35, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 23, 2004
Donald N. Davis, 42, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Aug 24, 2004
Jacob R. Lugo, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 24, 2004
Marco D. Ross, 20, Army Specialist, Aug 25, 2004
Charles L. Neeley, 19, Army Reserve Specialist, Aug 25, 2004
Alexander S. Arredondo, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 25, 2004
Barton R. Humlhanz, 23, Marine Corporal, Aug 26, 2004
Nicholas M. Skinner, 20, Marine Private 1st Class, Aug 26, 2004
Omead H. Razani, 19, Army Specialist, Aug 27, 2004
Luis A. Perez, 19, Army Reserve Private 1st Class, Aug 27, 2004
Nickalous N. Aldrich, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 27, 2004
Edgar E. Lopez, 27, Marine Sergeant, Aug 28, 2004
Carl L. Anderson Jr., 21, Air Force Airman 1st Class, Aug 29, 2004
Aaron N. Holleyman, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 30, 2004
Joseph C. Thibodeaux III, 24, Army Corporal, Sep 01, 2004
Nicholas Perez, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 03, 2004
Alan Rowe, 35, Marine Captain, Sep 03, 2004
Nicholas Wilt, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 03, 2004
Ronald Winchester, 25, Marine 1st Lieutenant, Sep 03, 2004
Eric L. Knott, 21, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, Sep 04, 2004
Ryan Michael McCauley, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 05, 2004
Gary A. Vaillant, 41, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 05, 2004
Charles R. Lamb, 23, Army National Guard Specialist, Sep 05, 2004
Shawna M. Morrison, 26, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 05, 2004
John J. Boria, 29, Air Force Captain, Sep 06, 2004
Elvis Bourdon, 36, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 06, 2004
Tomas Garces, 19, Army National Guard Specialist, Sep 06, 2004
Devin J. Grella, 21, Army Reserve Private 1st Class, Sep 06, 2004
Brandon Michael Read, 21, Army Reserve Sergeant, Sep 06, 2004
Michael J. Allred, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 06, 2004
David Paul Burridge, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Sep 06, 2004
Derek L. Gardner, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 06, 2004
Quinn A. Keith, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 06, 2004
Joseph C. McCarthy, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 06, 2004
Mick R. Nygardbekowsky, 21, Marine Corporal, Sep 06, 2004
Lamont N. Wilson, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 06, 2004
Clarence Adams III, 28, Army Specialist, Sep 07, 2004
Yoe M. Aneiros, 20, Army Specialist, Sep 07, 2004
Chad H. Drake, 23, Army Specialist, Sep 07, 2004
Timothy E. Price, 25, Army 1st Lieutenant, Sep 07, 2004
James Daniel Faulkner, 23, Army Sergeant, Sep 08, 2004
Michael A. Martinez, 29, Army Specialist, Sep 08, 2004
Jason L. Sparks, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 08, 2004
Lauro G. DeLeon Jr., 20, Army Reserve Specialist, Sep 08, 2004
Edgar P. Daclan Jr., 24, Army Specialist, Sep 10, 2004
David A. Cedergren, 25, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, Sep 11, 2004
Jason T. Poindexter, 20, Marine Private 1st Class, Sep 12, 2004
Alexander E. Wetherbee, 27, Marine 1st Lieutenant, Sep 12, 2004
Guy Stanley Hagy Jr., 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 13, 2004
Carl Thomas, 29, Army Sergeant, Sep 13, 2004
Benjamin W. Isenberg, 27, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 13, 2004
David J. Weisenburg, 26, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Sep 13, 2004
Dominic C. Brown, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 13, 2004
Michael J. Halal, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 13, 2004
Cesar F. Machado-Olmos, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 13, 2004
Jaygee Ngirmidol Meluat, 24, Marine Corporal, Sep 13, 2004
Mathew D. Puckett, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 13, 2004
Adrian V. Soltau, 21, Marine Corporal, Sep 13, 2004
Tyler Hall Brown, 26, Army 1st Lieutenant, Sep 14, 2004
Jacob H. Demand, 29, Army Sergeant, Sep 14, 2004
Kevin M. Shea, 38, Marine Major, Sep 14, 2004
Gregory C. Howman, 28, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 15, 2004
Drew M. Uhles, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 15, 2004
Steven A. Rintamaki, 21, Marine Corporal, Sep 16, 2004
Andrew K. Stern, 24, Marine 1st Lieutenant, Sep 16, 2004
Christopher S. Ebert, 21, Marine Corporal, Sep 17, 2004
James W. Price, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 18, 2004
Thomas Chad Rosenbaum, 25, Army Sergeant, Sep 18, 2004
Brandon E. Adams, 22, Army Sergeant, Sep 19, 2004
Joshua J. Henry, 21, Army Specialist, Sep 20, 2004
Steven C. T. Cates, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 20, 2004
Foster L. Harrington, 31, Marine Reserve Sergeant, Sep 20, 2004
Nathan E. Stahl, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 21, 2004
Adam J. Harris, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 22, 2004
Skipper Soram, 23, Army Sergeant, Sep 22, 2004
Lance J. Koenig, 33, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Sep 22, 2004
Benjamin K. Smith, 24, Marine Sergeant, Sep 22, 2004
Aaron Boyles, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 24, 2004
Timothy Folmar, 21, Marine Sergeant, Sep 24, 2004
Ryan Leduc, 28, Marine 2nd Lieutenant, Sep 24, 2004
Ramon Mateo, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 24, 2004
Robert Oliver Unruh, 25, Army Specialist, Sep 25, 2004
David W. Johnson, 37, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 25, 2004
Clifford L. Moxley Jr., 51, Army National Guard Specialist, Sep 25, 2004
Eric L. Allton, 34, Army Captain, Sep 26, 2004
Gregory A. Cox, 21, Army Specialist, Sep 27, 2004
Joselito O. Villanueva, 36, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Sep 27, 2004
Kenneth L. Sickels, 20, Marine Private 1st Class, Sep 27, 2004
Tyler D. Prewitt, 22, Army Sergeant, Sep 28, 2004
Mike A. Dennie, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 29, 2004
Joshua K. Titcomb, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 29, 2004
Darren J. Cunningham, 40, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 30, 2004
Rodney A. Jones, 21, Army Specialist, Sep 30, 2004
Allen Nolan, 38, Army Reserve Specialist, Sep 30, 2004
Jack Taft Hennessy, 21, Army Sergeant, Oct 01, 2004
Michael A. Uvanni, 27, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 01, 2004
Russell L. Collier, 48, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 03, 2004
Christopher S. Potts, 38, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 03, 2004
James L. Pettaway Jr., 37, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Oct 03, 2004
Gina R. Sparks, 35, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 04, 2004
Richard L. Morgan Jr., 38, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Oct 05, 2004
Jeungjin Na "Nikky" Kim, 23, Army Private, Oct 06, 2004
Jessica L. Cawvey, 21, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 06, 2004
Morgen N. Jacobs, 20, Army Specialist, Oct 07, 2004
Andrew W. Brown, 22, Army Sergeant, Oct 08, 2004
Michael S. Voss, 35, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Oct 08, 2004
Andrew Halverson, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Oct 09, 2004
James E. Prevete, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 10, 2004
Carson J. Ramsey, 22, Army Private, Oct 10, 2004
Michael Lee Burbank, 34, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 11, 2004
Anthony W. Monroe, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 11, 2004
Pamela G. Osbourne, 38, Army Sergeant, Oct 11, 2004
Aaron J. Rusin, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 11, 2004
Christopher A. Merville, 26, Army Specialist, Oct 12, 2004
Dennis L. Pintor, 30, Army Captain, Oct 12, 2004
Michael S. Weger, 30, Army Specialist, Oct 12, 2004
Oscar A. Martinez, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Oct 12, 2004
Ian T. Zook, 24, Marine Corporal, Oct 12, 2004
Daniel R. Wyatt, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Oct 12, 2004
Jaime Moreno, 28, Army Specialist, Oct 13, 2004
Jeremy F. Regnier, 22, Army Specialist, Oct 13, 2004
Ronald W. Baker, 34, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 13, 2004
Mark P. Phelan, 44, Army Reserve Lieutenant Colonel, Oct 13, 2004
Charles R. Soltes Jr., 36, Army Reserve Major, Oct 13, 2004
Paul M. Felsberg, 27, Marine 2nd Lieutenant, Oct 13, 2004
Victor A. Gonzalez, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 13, 2004
Mark A. Barbret, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 14, 2004
Bradley S. Beard, 22, Army Specialist, Oct 14, 2004
Omer T. Hawkins II, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 14, 2004
Josiah H. Vandertulip, 21, Army Specialist, Oct 14, 2004
David L. Waters, 19, Army Private, Oct 14, 2004
Michael G. Owen, 31, Army Sergeant, Oct 15, 2004
Jonathan J. Santos, 22, Army Corporal, Oct 15, 2004
Alan J. Burgess, 24, Army National Guard Specialist, Oct 15, 2004
William I. Salazar, 26, Marine Corporal, Oct 15, 2004
Brian K. Schramm, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 15, 2004
William I. Brennan, 36, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Oct 16, 2004
Christopher B. Johnson, 29, Army Captain, Oct 16, 2004
Andrew C. Ehrlich, 21, Army Specialist, Oct 18, 2004
Douglas E. Bascom, 25, Marine (IRR) Sergeant, Oct 20, 2004
Jonathan E. Gadsden, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 22, 2004
Dennis J. Boles, 46, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 24, 2004
Richard Patrick Slocum, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 24, 2004
Brian Oliveira, 22, Marine Corporal, Oct 25, 2004
Jerome Lemon, 42, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Oct 27, 2004
Michael Battles Sr., 38, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Oct 28, 2004
Stephen P. Downing II, 30, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 28, 2004
Segun Frederick Akintade, 34, Army National Guard Specialist, Oct 28, 2004
Maurice Keith Fortune, 25, Army Sergeant, Oct 29, 2004
Jeremy D. Bow, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 30, 2004
John T. Byrd II, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 30, 2004
Kelley L. Courtney, 28, Marine Sergeant, Oct 30, 2004
Travis A. Fox, 25, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 30, 2004
Christopher J. Lapka, 22, Marine Corporal, Oct 30, 2004
John Lukac, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Oct 30, 2004
Andrew G. Riedel, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Oct 30, 2004
Michael P. Scarborough, 28, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 30, 2004
Matthew D. Lynch, 25, Marine 1st Lieutenant, Oct 31, 2004
Charles Joseph Webb, 22, Army Sergeant, Nov 03, 2004
Cody L. Wentz, 21, Army National Guard Specialist, Nov 04, 2004
Jeremiah A. Baro, 21, Marine Corporal, Nov 04, 2004
Jared P. Hubbard, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 04, 2004
Carlos M. Camacho-Rivera, 24, Army Sergeant, Nov 05, 2004
Justin R. Yoemans, 20, Army Private, Nov 06, 2004
Brian K. Baker, 27, Army Specialist, Nov 07, 2004
Quoc Binh Tran, 26, Army National Guard Sergeant, Nov 07, 2004
Otie Joseph McVey, 53, Army Reserve Sergeant 1st Class, Nov 07, 2004
Sean M. Langley, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 07, 2004
Don Allen Clary, 21, Army National Guard Sergeant, Nov 08, 2004
Clinton Lee Wisdom, 39, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Nov 08, 2004
Bryan L. Freeman, 31, Army Reserve Sergeant, Nov 08, 2004
Thomas J. Zapp, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 08, 2004
Nathaniel T. Hammond, 24, Marine Reserve Corporal, Nov 08, 2004
Jeffrey Lam, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Nov 08, 2004
Shane K. O'Donnell, 24, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Nov 08, 2004
Joshua D. Palmer, 24, Marine Reserve Corporal, Nov 08, 2004
Branden P. Ramey, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Nov 08, 2004
David G. Ries, 29, Marine Reserve Staff Sergeant, Nov 08, 2004
Robert P. Warns II, 23, Marine Reserve Corporal, Nov 08, 2004
Steven E. Auchman, 37, Air Force Master Sergeant, Nov 09, 2004
Travis A. Babbitt, 24, Army Specialist, Nov 09, 2004
Steven W. Faulkenburg, 45, Army Command Sergeant Major, Nov 09, 2004
Horst Gerhard "Gary" Moore, 38, Army Major, Nov 09, 2004
John Byron Trotter, 25, Army Sergeant, Nov 09, 2004
Todd R. Cornell, 38, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Nov 09, 2004
David M. Caruso, 25, Marine Sergeant, Nov 09, 2004
William C. James, 24, Marine Corporal, Nov 09, 2004
Nicholas D. Larson, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 09, 2004
Juan E. Segura, 26, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 09, 2004
Abraham Simpson, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 09, 2004
Russell L. Slay, 28, Marine Staff Sergeant, Nov 09, 2004
Lonny D. Wells, 29, Marine Sergeant, Nov 09, 2004
Nathan R. Wood, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 09, 2004
Dennis J. Miller Jr., 21, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 10, 2004
Michael C. Ottolini, 45, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Nov 10, 2004
Wesley J. Canning, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 10, 2004
Erick J. Hodges, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 10, 2004
Romulo J. Jimenez II, 21, Marine Corporal, Nov 10, 2004
Dan T. Malcom Jr., 25, Marine 1st Lieutenant, Nov 10, 2004
Aaron C. Pickering, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 10, 2004
Gene Ramirez, 28, Marine Staff Sergeant, Nov 10, 2004
Julian Woods, 22, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, Nov 10, 2004
Thomas K. Doerflinger, 20, Army Specialist, Nov 11, 2004
Sean P. Huey, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 11, 2004
James P. "JP" Blecksmith, 24, Marine 2nd Lieutenant, Nov 11, 2004
Theodore A. Bowling, 25, Marine Corporal, Nov 11, 2004
Kyle W. Burns, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 11, 2004
Theodore S. "Sam" Holder II, 27, Marine Staff Sergeant, Nov 11, 2004
Justin D. Reppuhn, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 11, 2004
Peter J. Giannopoulos, 22, Marine Reserve Corporal, Nov 11, 2004
Edward D. Iwan, 28, Army 1st Lieutenant, Nov 12, 2004
James C. "J.C." Matteson, 23, Army Sergeant, Nov 12, 2004
Jonathan B. Shields, 25, Army Sergeant, Nov 12, 2004
Raymond L. White, 22, Army Specialist, Nov 12, 2004
Nathan R. Anderson, 22, Marine Corporal, Nov 12, 2004
Nicholas H. Anderson, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 12, 2004
David M. Branning, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 12, 2004
Jarrod L. Maher, 21, Marine Corporal, Nov 12, 2004
Brian A. Medina, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 12, 2004
Morgan W. Strader, 23, Marine Sergeant, Nov 12, 2004
Brian P. Prening, 24, Marine Reserve Corporal, Nov 12, 2004
Cole W. Larsen, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 13, 2004
Sean P. Sims, 32, Army Captain, Nov 13, 2004
Jose A. Velez, 23, Army Corporal, Nov 13, 2004
Catalin D. Dima, 36, Army Reserve Sergeant, Nov 13, 2004
Benjamin S. Bryan, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 13, 2004
Kevin J. Dempsey, 23, Marine Corporal, Nov 13, 2004
Justin M. Ellsworth, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 13, 2004
Victor R. Lu, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 13, 2004
Justin D. McLeese, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 13, 2004
Byron W. Norwood, 25, Marine Sergeant, Nov 13, 2004
Dale A. Burger Jr., 21, Marine Corporal, Nov 14, 2004
George J. Payton, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 14, 2004
Andres H. Perez, 21, Marine Corporal, Nov 14, 2004
Nicholas L. Ziolkowski, 22, Marine Corporal, Nov 14, 2004
Isaiah R. Hunt, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 15, 2004
Jeramy A. Ailes, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 15, 2004
Travis R. Desiato, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 15, 2004
Shane E. Kielion, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 15, 2004
William L. Miller, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 15, 2004
Bradley L. Parker, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 15, 2004
Rafael Peralta, 25, Marine Sergeant, Nov 15, 2004
Patrick Marc M. Rapicault, 34, Marine Captain, Nov 15, 2004
Marc T. Ryan, 25, Marine Corporal, Nov 15, 2004
Antoine D. Smith, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 15, 2004
James E. Swain, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 15, 2004
Lance M. Thompson, 21, Marine Corporal, Nov 15, 2004
Marshall H. Caddy, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 16, 2004
Jose Ricardo Flores-Mejia, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 16, 2004
Daniel James McConnell, 27, Army Specialist, Nov 16, 2004
Luke C. Wullenwaber, 24, Army 1st Lieutenant, Nov 16, 2004
Christopher T. Heflin, 26, Marine Sergeant, Nov 16, 2004
Louis W. Qualls, 20, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Nov 16, 2004
Michael Wayne Hanks, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 17, 2004
Joseph M. Nolan, 27, Army Sergeant, Nov 18, 2004
Luis A. Figueroa, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 18, 2004
Demarkus D. Brown, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 19, 2004
Michael A. Downey, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 19, 2004
Dimitrios Gavriel, 29, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 19, 2004
Phillip G. West, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 19, 2004
Bradley Thomas Arms, 20, Marine Reserve Corporal, Nov 19, 2004
Jack Bryant Jr., 23, Army Sergeant, Nov 20, 2004
David L. Roustum, 22, Army National Guard Sergeant, Nov 20, 2004
Joseph J. Heredia, 22, Marine Corporal, Nov 20, 2004
Joseph T. Welke, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 20, 2004
Blain M. Ebert, 22, Army Specialist, Nov 22, 2004
Michael R. Cohen, 23, Marine Corporal, Nov 22, 2004
Benjamin C. Edinger, 24, Marine Sergeant, Nov 23, 2004
Sergio R. Diaz Varela, 21, Army Specialist, Nov 24, 2004
Nicholas S. Nolte, 25, Marine Sergeant, Nov 24, 2004
Jeffery Scott Holmes, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 25, 2004
Gentian Marku, 22, Marine Corporal, Nov 25, 2004
Ryan J. Cantafio, 22, Marine Reserve Private 1st Class, Nov 25, 2004
Brian K. Grant, 31, Army Private, Nov 26, 2004
Harrison J. Meyer, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 26, 2004
Bradley M. Faircloth, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 26, 2004
David B. Houck, 25, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 26, 2004
Jordan D. Winkler, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 26, 2004
Jeremy E. Christensen, 27, Army Specialist, Nov 27, 2004
Michael A. Smith, 24, Army National Guard Sergeant, Nov 27, 2004
Kirk J. Bosselmann, 21, Marine Corporal, Nov 27, 2004
Joshua E. Lucero, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 27, 2004
Stephen C. Benish, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 28, 2004
Carl W. Lee, 23, Army Sergeant, Nov 28, 2004
Trinidad R. Martinezluis, 22, Army Sergeant, Nov 28, 2004
Michael B. Shackelford, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 28, 2004
Adam R. Brooks, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 28, 2004
Charles A. Hanson Jr., 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 28, 2004
Erik W. Hayes, 24, Army Specialist, Nov 29, 2004
Daryl A. Davis, 20, Army National Guard Specialist, Nov 29, 2004
Christian P. Engeldrum, 39, Army National Guard Sergeant, Nov 29, 2004
Wilfredo F. Urbina, 29, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Nov 29, 2004
Blake A. Magaoay, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 29, 2004
Pablo A. Calderon, 26, Army Sergeant, Nov 30, 2004
Jose Guereca Jr., 24, Army Sergeant, Nov 30, 2004
David M. Fisher, 21, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 01, 2004
Javier Obleas-Prado Pena, 36, Marine Gunnery Sergeant, Dec 01, 2004
Bryan S. Wilson, 22, Marine Corporal, Dec 01, 2004
Zachary A. Kolda, 23, Marine Reserve Corporal, Dec 01, 2004
George Daniel Harrison, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 02, 2004
David P. Mahlenbrock, 20, Army Specialist, Dec 03, 2004
Henry E. Irizarry, 38, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Dec 03, 2004
Binh N. Le, 20, Marine Corporal, Dec 03, 2004
Matthew A. Wyatt, 21, Marine Corporal, Dec 03, 2004
Michael L. Boatright, 24, Army Sergeant, Dec 04, 2004
Cari Anne Gasiewicz, 28, Army Sergeant, Dec 04, 2004
David A. Mitts, 24, Army Sergeant, Dec 04, 2004
Salamo J. Tuialuuluu, 23, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 04, 2004
Joseph O. Behnke, 45, Army National Guard Corporal, Dec 04, 2004
Kyle A. Eggers, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 05, 2004
Edwin William Roodhouse, 36, Army Specialist, Dec 05, 2004
Marvin Lee Trost III, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 05, 2004
Andrew M. Ward, 25, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 05, 2004
Todd Clayton Gibbs, 37, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Dec 07, 2004
Mark N. Stubenhofer, 30, Army Captain, Dec 07, 2004
In C. Kim, 23, Marine Corporal, Dec 07, 2004
Arthur C. Williams IV, 31, Army Sergeant, Dec 08, 2004
Patrick D. Leach, 39, Army National Guard Chief Warrant Officer, Dec 09, 2004
Andrew C. Shields, 25, Army National Guard 1st Lieutenant, Dec 09, 2004
Christopher S. Adlesperger, 20, Marine Private 1st Class, Dec 09, 2004
Kyle J. Renehan, 21, Marine Corporal, Dec 09, 2004
Robert W. Hoyt, 21, Army National Guard Specialist, Dec 11, 2004
Gregory P. Rund, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 11, 2004
Joshua A. Ramsey, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 12, 2004
Jeffery S. Blanton, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 12, 2004
Melvin L. Blazer, 38, Marine Staff Sergeant, Dec 12, 2004
Jason S. Clairday, 21, Marine Corporal, Dec 12, 2004
Joshua W. Dickinson, 25, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 12, 2004
Jeffrey L. Kirk, 24, Marine Sergeant, Dec 12, 2004
Hilario F. Lopez, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 12, 2004
Ian W. Stewart, 21, Marine Corporal, Dec 12, 2004
Tina Safaira Time, 22, Army Reserve Sergeant, Dec 13, 2004
Brent T. Vroman, 21, Marine Reserve Private 1st Class, Dec 13, 2004
Richard D. Warner, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Dec 13, 2004
Victor A. Martinez, 21, Army Specialist, Dec 14, 2004
Michael D. Anderson, 21, Marine Corporal, Dec 14, 2004
Franklin A. Sweger, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 16, 2004
Donald B. Farmer, 33, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 19, 2004
Barry K. Meza, 23, Army Sergeant, Dec 19, 2004
Lionel Ayro, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 21, 2004
Jonathan Castro, 21, Army Corporal, Dec 21, 2004
Cory Michael Hewitt, 26, Army Corporal, Dec 21, 2004
William W. Jacobsen Jr., 31, Army Captain, Dec 21, 2004
Robert S. Johnson, 23, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 21, 2004
Julian S. Melo, 47, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 21, 2004
Robert D. ODell, 38, Army Sergeant Major, Dec 21, 2004
Darren D. VanKomen, 33, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 21, 2004
Thomas John Dostie, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 21, 2004
Nicholas C. "Nick" Mason, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 21, 2004
Lynn Robert Poulin Sr., 47, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 21, 2004
David A. Ruhren, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 21, 2004
Paul D. Karpowich, 30, Army Reserve Sergeant 1st Class, Dec 21, 2004
Neil D. Petsche, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 21, 2004
Joel Egan Baldwin, 37, Navy Chief Petty Officer, Dec 21, 2004
Christopher W. Barnett, 32, Army National Guard 1st Lieutenant, Dec 23, 2004
Eric Hillenburg, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 23, 2004
James R. Phillips, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 23, 2004
Raleigh C. Smith, 21, Marine Corporal, Dec 23, 2004
Jose A. Rivera-Serrano, 26, Army Specialist, Dec 27, 2004
Todd D. Olson, 36, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Dec 27, 2004
Nathaniel J. Nyren, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 28, 2004
Jason A. Lehto, 31, Marine Reserve Staff Sergeant, Dec 28, 2004
Pablito Pena Briones Jr., 22, Navy Seaman, Dec 28, 2004
Oscar Sanchez, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 29, 2004
Craig L. Nelson, 21, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 29, 2004
Damien T. Ficek, 26, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 30, 2004
Jason E. Smith, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 31, 2004
Jeff LeBrun, 21, Army Specialist, Jan 01, 2005
Brian P. Parrello, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 01, 2005
Thomas E. Houser, 22, Marine Sergeant, Jan 03, 2005
Cory R. Depew, 21, Army Private, Jan 04, 2005
Bennie J. Washington, 25, Army Sergeant, Jan 04, 2005
Curtis L. Wooten III, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 04, 2005
Jimmy D. Buie, 44, Army National Guard Corporal, Jan 04, 2005
Joshua S. Marcum, 33, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jan 04, 2005
Jeremy W. McHalffey, 28, Army National Guard Specialist, Jan 04, 2005
Christopher J. Babin, 27, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jan 06, 2005
Bradley J. Bergeron, 25, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jan 06, 2005
Kurt J. Comeaux, 34, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Jan 06, 2005
Huey P. L. Fassbender, 24, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jan 06, 2005
Armand L. Frickey, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jan 06, 2005
Warren A. Murphy, 29, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jan 06, 2005
Kenneth G. Vonronn, 20, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Jan 06, 2005
Julio C. Cisneros-Alvarez, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 06, 2005
Zachariah Scott Davis, 25, Marine Sergeant, Jan 06, 2005
Daniel F. Guastaferro, 27, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 07, 2005
Dwayne James McFarlane Jr., 20, Army Specialist, Jan 09, 2005
Joseph E. Fite, 23, Marine Reserve Corporal, Jan 09, 2005
William F. Manuel, 34, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Jan 10, 2005
Robert Wesley Sweeney III, 22, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jan 10, 2005
Michael J. Smith, 24, Army Specialist, Jan 11, 2005
Gunnar D. Becker, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 13, 2005
Brian A. Mack, 36, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jan 13, 2005
Matthew W. Holloway, 21, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Jan 13, 2005
Juan Rodrigo Rodriguez Velasco, 23, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Jan 13, 2005
Paul C. Holter III, 21, Marine Corporal, Jan 14, 2005
Nathaniel T. Swindell, 24, Army Sergeant, Jan 15, 2005
Jayton D. Patterson, 26, Marine Sergeant, Jan 15, 2005
Alain L. Kamolvathin, 21, Army National Guard Specialist, Jan 16, 2005
Jesus Fonseca, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 17, 2005
George R. Geer, 27, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 17, 2005
Thomas E. Vitagliano, 33, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 17, 2005
Francis C. Obaji, 21, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Jan 17, 2005
Christopher J. Sullivan, 29, Army Captain, Jan 18, 2005
Kyle William Childress, 29, Army Sergeant, Jan 21, 2005
Joe Fenton Lusk II, 25, Army Captain, Jan 21, 2005
Nainoa K. Hoe, 27, Army 1st Lieutenant, Jan 22, 2005
Jose C. Rangel, 43, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Jan 23, 2005
Michael C. Carlson, 22, Army Sergeant, Jan 24, 2005
Jesus A. Leon-Perez, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 24, 2005
Javier Marin Jr., 29, Army Sergeant, Jan 24, 2005
Joseph W. Stevens, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 24, 2005
Brett D. Swank, 21, Army Sergeant, Jan 24, 2005
Viktar V. Yolkin, 24, Army Specialist, Jan 24, 2005
Leonard W. Adams, 42, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jan 24, 2005
Taylor J. Burk, 21, Army Specialist, Jan 26, 2005
William S. Kinzer Jr., 27, Army Sergeant, Jan 26, 2005
Paul C. Alaniz, 32, Marine Captain, Jan 26, 2005
Brian D. Bland, 26, Marine Staff Sergeant, Jan 26, 2005
Jonathan Edward Etterling, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Michael W. Finke Jr., 28, Marine Sergeant, Jan 26, 2005
Travis J. Fuller, 26, Marine 1st Lieutenant, Jan 26, 2005
Timothy M. Gibson, 23, Marine Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Richard A. Gilbert Jr., 26, Marine Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Lyle L. Gordon, 30, Marine Captain, Jan 26, 2005
Kyle J. Grimes, 21, Marine Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Tony L. Hernandez, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Brian C. Hopper, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Saeed Jafarkhani-Torshizi Jr., 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Stephen P. Johnson, 24, Marine Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Sean P. Kelly, 23, Marine Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Dexter S. Kimble, 30, Marine Staff Sergeant, Jan 26, 2005
Allan Klein, 34, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Timothy A. Knight, 22, Marine Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Fred L. Maciel, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
James Lee Moore, 24, Marine Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Nathaniel K. Moore, 22, Marine Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Mourad Ragimov, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Rhonald Dain Rairdan, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Hector Ramos, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Gael Saintvil, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Nathan A. Schubert, 22, Marine Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Darrell J. Schumann, 25, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Dustin M. Shumney, 30, Marine 1st Lieutenant, Jan 26, 2005
Matthew R. Smith, 24, Marine Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Joseph B. Spence, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Michael L. Starr Jr., 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Jonathan W. Bowling, 23, Marine Reserve Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Karl R. Linn, 20, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
Jesse W. Strong, 24, Marine Reserve Sergeant, Jan 26, 2005
Christopher L. Weaver, 24, Marine Reserve Corporal, Jan 26, 2005
John Daniel House, 28, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, Jan 26, 2005
Kevin M. Luna, 26, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 27, 2005
Jonathan S. Beatty, 22, Marine Corporal, Jan 27, 2005
Orlando A. Bonilla, 27, Army Captain, Jan 28, 2005
Stephen A. Castellano, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 28, 2005
Charles S. Jones, 34, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Jan 28, 2005
Joseph E. Rodriguez, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 28, 2005
Mickey E. Zaun, 27, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jan 28, 2005
Michael S. Evans II, 22, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jan 28, 2005
Christopher J. Ramsey, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jan 28, 2005
Jonathan Ray Reed, 25, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Jan 28, 2005
Lyle W. Rymer II, 24, Army National Guard Specialist, Jan 28, 2005
Andrew K. Farrar Jr., 31, Marine Sergeant, Jan 28, 2005
Lindsey T. James, 23, Army Sergeant, Jan 29, 2005
Barbara Heald, 60, Dept. of the Army Civilian, Jan 29, 2005
Edward E. Jack, 51, Navy Lieutenant Commander, Jan 29, 2005
Keith Edward Taylor, 47, Navy Lieutenant Commander, Jan 29, 2005
James H. Miller IV, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 30, 2005
Nazario Serrano, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 30, 2005
Mark C. Warren, 44, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Jan 31, 2005
Jason C. Redifer, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 31, 2005
Harry R. Swain IV, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 31, 2005
Christopher E. Zimny, 27, Marine Corporal, Jan 31, 2005
Robert T. Hendrickson, 24, Army Specialist, Feb 01, 2005
Sean Lee Brock, 29, Marine Captain, Feb 02, 2005
Sean P. Maher, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 02, 2005
Stephen R. Sherman, 27, Army Sergeant, Feb 03, 2005
Sean Michael Cooley, 35, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Feb 03, 2005
Richard C. Clifton, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 03, 2005
Steven G. Bayow, 42, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 04, 2005
Daniel Torres, 23, Army Sergeant, Feb 04, 2005
Travis M. Wichlacz, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Feb 05, 2005
Jeremy O. Allmon, 22, Army Specialist, Feb 06, 2005
Zachary Ryan Wobler, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 06, 2005
Jeffrey S. Henthorn, 25, Army Specialist, Feb 08, 2005
Jessica M. Housby, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, Feb 09, 2005
William T. Robbins, 31, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Feb 10, 2005
Richard A. Perez Jr., 19, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Feb 10, 2005
Kristopher L. Shepherd, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 11, 2005
Robert A. McNail, 30, Army National Guard Sergeant, Feb 11, 2005
Ray Rangel, 29, Air Force Staff Sergeant, Feb 13, 2005
David J. Brangman, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 13, 2005
Dakotah L. Gooding, 21, Army Sergeant, Feb 13, 2005
Rene Knox Jr., 22, Army Sergeant, Feb 13, 2005
Chad W. Lake, 26, Army Sergeant, Feb 13, 2005
David J. Salie, 34, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Feb 14, 2005
Michael A. Arciola, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 15, 2005
Katrina Lani Bell-Johnson, 32, Army Specialist, Feb 16, 2005
Justin B. Carter, 21, Army Specialist, Feb 16, 2005
Jason R. Hendrix, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 16, 2005
Adam J. Plumondore, 22, Army Sergeant, Feb 16, 2005
Christopher M. Pusateri, 21, Army Sergeant, Feb 16, 2005
Timothy R. Osbey, 34, Army National Guard Sergeant, Feb 16, 2005
Joseph A. Rahaim, 22, Army National Guard Sergeant, Feb 16, 2005
Frank B. Hernandez, 21, Army Sergeant, Feb 17, 2005
Carlos J. Gil, 30, Army Sergeant, Feb 18, 2005
Clinton R. Gertson, 26, Army Specialist, Feb 19, 2005
Adam Malson, 23, Army 1st Lieutenant, Feb 19, 2005
Seth R. Trahan, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Feb 19, 2005
Kevin Michael Clarke, 21, Marine Corporal, Feb 19, 2005
David F. Day, 25, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Feb 21, 2005
Jesse M. Lhotka, 24, Army National Guard Sergeant, Feb 21, 2005
Jason G. Timmerman, 24, Army National Guard 1st Lieutenant, Feb 21, 2005
John T. Olson, 21, Marine Corporal, Feb 21, 2005
Trevor D. Aston, 32, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Feb 22, 2005
Eric M. Steffeney, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 23, 2005
Nicholas J. Olivier, 26, Army National Guard Sergeant, Feb 23, 2005
Alexander B. Crackel, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 24, 2005
Michael S. Deem, 35, Army Specialist, Feb 24, 2005
Daniel G. Gresham, 23, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 24, 2005
Jacob C. Palmatier, 29, Army Corporal, Feb 24, 2005
Adam Noel Brewer, 22, Army Specialist, Feb 25, 2005
Colby M. Farnan, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 25, 2005
Chassan S. Henry, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 25, 2005
Jason L. Moski, 24, Army Specialist, Feb 25, 2005
Min-su Choi, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 26, 2005
Landon S. Giles, 19, Army Private, Feb 26, 2005
Andrew W. Nowacki, 24, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Feb 26, 2005
Danny L. Anderson, 29, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 27, 2005
Richard Brian Gienau, 29, Army National Guard 2nd Lieutenant, Feb 27, 2005
Julio E. Negron, 28, Army Sergeant, Feb 28, 2005
Lizbeth Robles, 31, Army Sergeant, Mar 01, 2005
Azhar Ali, 27, Army National Guard Specialist, Mar 02, 2005
Wai Pyoe Lwin, 27, Army National Guard Specialist, Mar 02, 2005
Robert Shane Pugh, 25, Army National Guard Sergeant, Mar 02, 2005
Donald W. Eacho, 38, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Mar 04, 2005
Sean Grimes, 31, Army Captain, Mar 04, 2005
Stephen M. McGowan, 26, Army Corporal, Mar 04, 2005
Adriana N. Salem, 21, Army Specialist, Mar 04, 2005
Juan M. Solorio, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 04, 2005
Wade Michael Twyman, 27, Army Specialist, Mar 04, 2005
Seth K. Garceau, 27, Army National Guard Sergeant, Mar 04, 2005
Andrew L. Bossert, 24, Army Sergeant, Mar 07, 2005
Michael W. Franklin, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 07, 2005
Matthew A. Koch, 23, Army Specialist, Mar 09, 2005
Donald D. Griffith Jr., 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 11, 2005
Nicholas E. Wilson, 21, Army Specialist, Mar 11, 2005
Joshua L. Torrence, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 14, 2005
Paul M. Heltzel, 39, Army National Guard Sergeant, Mar 15, 2005
Ricky A. Kieffer, 36, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Mar 15, 2005
Rocky D. Payne, 26, Army Sergeant, Mar 16, 2005
Lee A. Lewis Jr., 28, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 18, 2005
Jonathan A. Hughes, 21, Army National Guard Sergeant, Mar 19, 2005
Francisco G. Martinez, 20, Army Specialist, Mar 20, 2005
Paul W. Thomason III, 37, Army National Guard Sergeant, Mar 20, 2005
Kevin S. Smith, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 21, 2005
Travis R. Bruce, 22, Army Corporal, Mar 23, 2005
Bryan J. Richardson, 23, Marine Reserve Corporal, Mar 25, 2005
Lee M. Godbolt, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, Mar 26, 2005
Isiah J. Sinclair, 31, Army National Guard Sergeant, Mar 26, 2005
Samuel S. Lee, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 28, 2005
Kelly S. Morris, 24, Army Sergeant, Mar 30, 2005
Kenneth L. Ridgley, 30, Army Sergeant, Mar 30, 2005
Eric L. Toth, 21, Army National Guard Specialist, Mar 30, 2005
Charles G. Wells Jr., 32, Marine Reserve Warrant Officer, Mar 30, 2005
Robbie D. McNary, 42, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Mar 31, 2005
Garrywesley Tan Rimes, 30, Marine Corporal, Apr 01, 2005
Ioasa F. Tavae Jr., 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 02, 2005
Tenzin Dengkhim, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 02, 2005
William D. Richardson, 23, Army Corporal, Apr 03, 2005
James Alexander Sherrill, 27, Army National Guard Sergeant, Apr 03, 2005
Stephen C. Kennedy, 35, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Apr 04, 2005
Christopher W. Dill, 32, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Apr 04, 2005
Jeremiah C. Kinchen, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Apr 04, 2005
Javier J. Garcia, 25, Army Sergeant, Apr 05, 2005
Glenn J. Watkins, 42, Army National Guard Corporal, Apr 05, 2005
Juan C. Venegas, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 07, 2005
Kevin Dewayne Davis, 41, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Apr 08, 2005
Casey M. LaWare, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 09, 2005
Tyler J. Dickens, 20, Army Corporal, Apr 12, 2005
Manuel Lopez III, 20, Army Corporal, Apr 12, 2005
John W. Miller, 21, Army National Guard Sergeant, Apr 12, 2005
Michael B. Lindemuth, 27, Marine Reserve Corporal, Apr 13, 2005
James C. Edge, 31, Marine Captain, Apr 14, 2005
Aleina Ramirezgonzalez, 33, Army Specialist, Apr 15, 2005
Aaron M. Hudson, 20, Army Private, Apr 16, 2005
Angelo L. Lozada Jr., 36, Army Sergeant, Apr 16, 2005
Randy Lee Stevens, 21, Army Specialist, Apr 16, 2005
Tromaine K. Toy Sr., 24, Army Sergeant, Apr 16, 2005
Joseph L. Knott, 21, Army Private, Apr 17, 2005
Steven F. Sirko, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 17, 2005
Sam W. Huff, 18, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 18, 2005
Steven W. Thornton, 46, Army Major, Apr 18, 2005
Jacob M. Pfister, 27, Army Corporal, Apr 19, 2005
Kevin S. K. Wessel, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 19, 2005
Kelly M. Cannan, 21, Marine Corporal, Apr 20, 2005
Marty G. Mortenson, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 20, 2005
Robert A. "Bobby" Guy, 26, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 21, 2005
Gavin J. Colburn, 20, Army Reserve Private 1st Class, Apr 22, 2005
Anthony J. Davis Jr., 22, Army Sergeant, Apr 23, 2005
Kevin William Prince, 22, Army Corporal, Apr 23, 2005
Aaron A. Kent, 28, Navy Seaman, Apr 23, 2005
Gary W. Walters Jr., 31, Army Corporal, Apr 24, 2005
Timmy J. Millsap, 39, Army 1st Sergeant, Apr 25, 2005
David L. Rice, 22, Army Specialist, Apr 26, 2005
Joseph S. Tremblay, 23, Marine Reserve Corporal, Apr 27, 2005
William A. Edens, 29, Army 1st Lieutenant, Apr 28, 2005
Eric Wayne Morris, 31, Army Sergeant, Apr 28, 2005
Robert W. Murray Jr., 21, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 28, 2005
Ricky W. Rockholt Jr., 28, Army Specialist, Apr 28, 2005
Timothy Craig Kiser, 37, Army National Guard Sergeant, Apr 28, 2005
Charles S. Cooper Jr., 19, Army Private, Apr 29, 2005
Darren A. Deblanc, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 29, 2005
Stephen W. Frank, 29, Army Captain, Apr 29, 2005
Clifford V. "CC" Gadsden, 25, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Apr 29, 2005
Ralph J. "Jay" Harting III, 28, Army Captain, Apr 29, 2005
Juan de Dios Garcia-Arana, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 30, 2005
Kenya A. Parker, 26, Army Sergeant, Apr 30, 2005
Derrick Joseph Lutters, 24, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 01, 2005
Tommy S. Little, 47, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, May 02, 2005
John E. McGee, 36, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 02, 2005
Kelly C. Hinz, 30, Marine Captain, May 02, 2005
John C. Spahr, 42, Marine Major, May 02, 2005
William J. Brooks, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, May 03, 2005
Stephen P. Saxton, 24, Army Sergeant, May 03, 2005
Michael V. Postal, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, May 07, 2005
Aaron N. Cepeda Sr., 22, Marine Reserve Sergeant, May 07, 2005
Lance Tanner Graham, 26, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, May 07, 2005
Michael A. Marzano, 28, Marine Reserve Sergeant, May 07, 2005
Jeffery L. Wiener, 32, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, May 07, 2005
Steven Ray Givens, 26, Army Specialist, May 08, 2005
Thor H. Ingraham, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, May 08, 2005
Nicolas E. Messmer, 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 08, 2005
Gary A. "Andy" Eckert Jr., 24, Army Reserve Sergeant, May 08, 2005
Lawrence R. Philippon, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, May 08, 2005
Dustin A. Derga, 24, Marine Reserve Corporal, May 08, 2005
Stephen P. Baldwyn, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, May 09, 2005
Anthony L. Goodwin, 33, Marine Staff Sergeant, May 09, 2005
Marcus Mahdee, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, May 09, 2005
Taylor B. Prazynski, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, May 09, 2005
Michael J. Bordelon, 37, Army 1st Sergeant, May 10, 2005
Samuel Tyrone Castle, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, May 11, 2005
Kendall H. Ivy II, 28, Marine Staff Sergeant, May 11, 2005
John T. Schmidt III, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, May 11, 2005
Wesley G. Davids, 20, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, May 11, 2005
Christopher R. Dixon, 18, Marine Reserve Private 1st Class, May 11, 2005
Nicholas B. Erdy, 21, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, May 11, 2005
Jonathan Walter Grant, 23, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, May 11, 2005
Jourdan L. Grez, 24, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, May 11, 2005
Andrew R. Jodon, 27, Army Sergeant, May 12, 2005
John M. Smith, 22, Army Sergeant, May 12, 2005
Kenneth E. Zeigler II, 22, Army Private 1st Class, May 12, 2005
Travis W. Anderson, 28, Army Private 1st Class, May 13, 2005
Charles C. Gillican III, 35, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 14, 2005
Jacob M. Simpson, 24, Army Sergeant, May 16, 2005
Wesley R. Riggs, 19, Army Private 1st Class, May 17, 2005
Antwan L. "Twan" Walker, 22, Army Sergeant, May 18, 2005
Wyatt D. Eisenhauer, 26, Army Private 1st Class, May 19, 2005
Robin V. Fell, 22, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 19, 2005
Bernard L. Sembly, 25, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 19, 2005
Kurt D. Schamberg, 26, Army Sergeant, May 20, 2005
Brad A. Wentz, 21, Army Reserve Sergeant, May 20, 2005
Tyler L. Creamean, 21, Army Specialist, May 22, 2005
Benjamin C. Morton, 24, Army Sergeant, May 22, 2005
Kenneth J. Schall, 22, Army Sergeant, May 22, 2005
Aaron N. Seesan, 25, Army 1st Lieutenant, May 22, 2005
Charles T. Wilkerson, 30, Army Sergeant, May 22, 2005
Carl J. Morgain, 40, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 22, 2005
John B. Ogburn III, 45, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 22, 2005
Joshua T. Brazee, 25, Army Specialist, May 23, 2005
Russell J. Verdugo, 34, Army Staff Sergeant, May 23, 2005
Bryan Edward Barron, 26, Army National Guard Specialist, May 23, 2005
Audrey Daron Lunsford, 29, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 23, 2005
Saburant "Sabe" Parker, 43, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, May 23, 2005
Daniel Ryan Varnado, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 23, 2005
Christopher S. Perez, 30, Marine Sergeant, May 23, 2005
Randy D. Collins, 36, Army Sergeant 1st Class, May 24, 2005
Charles A. "Chuck" Drier, 28, Army Sergeant, May 24, 2005
Dustin C. Fisher, 22, Army Specialist, May 24, 2005
Jeffrey R. Wallace, 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 24, 2005
Peter J. Hahn, 31, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, May 24, 2005
Alfred Barton Siler, 33, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 25, 2005
David Neil Wimberg, 24, Marine Reserve Sergeant, May 25, 2005
Ricardo A. Crocker, 39, Marine Reserve Major, May 26, 2005
Matthew Scott Lourey, 40, Army Chief Warrant Officer (CW4), May 27, 2005
Mark A. Maida, 22, Army Sergeant, May 27, 2005
Joshua Michael Scott, 28, Army Chief Warrant Officer (CW2), May 27, 2005
Phillip N. Sayles, 26, Army Specialist, May 28, 2005
Albert E. Smart, 41, Army Reserve Lieutenant Colonel, May 28, 2005
Michael S. Barnhill, 39, Marine Reserve 1st Sergeant, May 28, 2005
Victor M. Cortes III, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, May 29, 2005
Derek Argel, 28, Air Force Captain, May 30, 2005
Casey Crate, 26, Air Force Staff Sergeant, May 30, 2005
William Downs, 40, Air Force Major, May 30, 2005
Jeremy Fresques, 26, Air Force Captain, May 30, 2005
Jeffrey B. Starr, 22, Marine Corporal, May 30, 2005
Steven M. Langmack, 33, Army Sergeant 1st Class, May 31, 2005
Miguel A. Ramos, 39, Army Reserve Sergeant, May 31, 2005
Phillip C. Edmundson, 22, Army Corporal, Jun 01, 2005
Louis E. Niedermeier, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 01, 2005
Virgil R. Case, 37, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Jun 01, 2005
Linda J. Villar, 41, Dept. of the Army Civilian, Jun 03, 2005
Antonio Mendoza, 21, Marine Corporal, Jun 03, 2005
Eric J. Poelman, 21, Army Specialist, Jun 05, 2005
Brian Scott "Scotty" Ulbrich, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 05, 2005
Justin L. Vasquez, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 05, 2005
Theodore S. Westhusing, 44, Army Colonel, Jun 05, 2005
Carrie L. French, 19, Army National Guard Corporal, Jun 05, 2005
Brian M. Romines, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 06, 2005
Robert T. Mininger, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 06, 2005
Jonathan L. Smith, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 06, 2005
Eric T. Burri, 21, Army Specialist, Jun 07, 2005
Terrence K. Crowe, 44, Army Reserve Lieutenant Colonel, Jun 07, 2005
Michael J. Fasnacht, 25, Army 1st Lieutenant, Jun 08, 2005
Douglas E. Kashmer, 27, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 08, 2005
Louis E. Allen, 34, Army National Guard 1st Lieutenant, Jun 08, 2005
Phillip T. Esposito, 30, Army National Guard Captain, Jun 08, 2005
Roberto Arizola Jr., 31, Army Reserve Sergeant, Jun 08, 2005
Marc Lucas Tucker, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 08, 2005
Mark O. Edwards, 40, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Jun 09, 2005
David Joseph Murray, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 09, 2005
Daniel Chavez, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 09, 2005
Dustin V. Birch, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Jun 09, 2005
Thomas O. Keeling, 23, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Jun 09, 2005
Devon Paul Seymour, 21, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Jun 09, 2005
Brad D. Squires, 26, Marine Reserve Corporal, Jun 09, 2005
Mario Alberto Castillo, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 10, 2005
Andrew J. Kilpela, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 10, 2005
Stanley J. Lapinski, 35, Army Corporal, Jun 11, 2005
Neil A. Prince, 35, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jun 11, 2005
Larry R. Arnold Sr., 46, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 11, 2005
Casey Byers, 22, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 11, 2005
Terrance D. Lee Sr., 25, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 11, 2005
Anthony D. Kinslow, 21, Army Specialist, Jun 13, 2005
Larry R. Kuhns Jr., 24, Army Sergeant, Jun 13, 2005
John J. Mattek Jr., 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 13, 2005
Anthony G. Jones, 25, Army Sergeant, Jun 14, 2005
Michael Ray Hayes, 29, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Jun 14, 2005
Nathan B. Clemons, 20, Marine Private 1st Class, Jun 14, 2005
Joshua P. Klinger, 21, Marine Private 1st Class, Jun 14, 2005
Jonathan R. Flores, 18, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 15, 2005
Jesse Jaime, 22, Marine Corporal, Jun 15, 2005
Chad B. Maynard, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 15, 2005
Tyler S. Trovillion, 23, Marine Corporal, Jun 15, 2005
Dion M. Whitley, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 15, 2005
Cesar O. Baez, 37, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Jun 15, 2005
Anthony S. Cometa, 21, Army National Guard Specialist, Jun 16, 2005
Erik R. Heldt, 26, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 16, 2005
John W. Maloney, 36, Marine Captain, Jun 16, 2005
Robert M. Horrigan, 40, Army Master Sergeant, Jun 17, 2005
Michael L. McNulty, 36, Army Master Sergeant, Jun 17, 2005
Noah Harris, 23, Army 1st Lieutenant, Jun 18, 2005
William A. Long, 26, Army Corporal, Jun 18, 2005
Adam J. Crumpler, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 18, 2005
Christopher R. Kilpatrick, 18, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 20, 2005
Christopher L. Hoskins, 21, Army Specialist, Jun 21, 2005
Nicholas R. Idalski, 23, Army Specialist, Jun 21, 2005
James D. Stewart, 29, Army Sergeant, Jun 21, 2005
Brian A. Vaughn, 23, Army Specialist, Jun 21, 2005
Arnold Duplantier II, 26, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 22, 2005
Christopher W. Phelps, 39, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jun 23, 2005
Joseph M. Tackett, 22, Army Sergeant, Jun 23, 2005
Holly A. Charette, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 23, 2005
Veashna Muy, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 23, 2005
Chad W. Powell, 22, Marine Corporal, Jun 23, 2005
Ramona M. Valdez, 20, Marine Corporal, Jun 23, 2005
Regina R. Clark, 43, Naval Reserve Petty Officer 1st Class, Jun 23, 2005
Carlos Pineda, 23, Marine Corporal, Jun 24, 2005
Charles A. Kaufman, 20, Army National Guard Specialist, Jun 26, 2005
Matthew S. Coutu, 23, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Jun 27, 2005
Keith R. Mariotti, 39, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Jun 27, 2005
Steven E. Shepard, 30, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Jun 27, 2005
Rafael A. "T. J." Carrillo Jr., 21, Army Specialist, Jun 28, 2005
Manny Hornedo, 27, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 28, 2005
Robert E. Hall Jr., 30, Army Reserve Specialist, Jun 28, 2005
Chad M. Mercer, 25, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 30, 2005
Jeremy A. Brown, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 03, 2005
Ryan J. Montgomery, 22, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 03, 2005
Scottie L. Bright, 36, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 05, 2005
Lyle J. Cambridge, 23, Army Corporal, Jul 05, 2005
Christopher W. Dickison, 26, Army Specialist, Jul 05, 2005
Anthony M. Mazzarella, 22, Army Private, Jul 05, 2005
Deyson K. Cariaga, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 08, 2005
Hoby F. Bradfield Jr., 22, Army Specialist, Jul 09, 2005
Eric Paul Woods, 26, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 09, 2005
Joseph P. Goodrich, 32, Marine Reserve Staff Sergeant, Jul 10, 2005
Ryan J. Kovacicek, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Jul 10, 2005
Timothy J. Sutton, 22, Army Sergeant, Jul 11, 2005
Benyahmin B. Yahudah, 24, Army Specialist, Jul 13, 2005
Timothy J. Hines Jr., 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 14, 2005
Tricia L. Jameson, 34, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Jul 14, 2005
Clifton Blake Mounce, 22, Marine Corporal, Jul 14, 2005
Christopher D. Winchester, 23, Marine Corporal, Jul 14, 2005
Jared D. Hartley, 22, Army Specialist, Jul 15, 2005
Jorge Luis Pena-Romero, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 16, 2005
Travis S. Cooper, 24, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 16, 2005
Ronald T. Wood, 28, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Jul 16, 2005
Ronnie D. Williams, 26, Army Specialist, Jul 17, 2005
Frank F. Tiai, 45, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Jul 17, 2005
Efrain Sanchez Jr., 26, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 17, 2005
Lavena L. Johnson, 19, Army Private, Jul 19, 2005
Arthur R. McGill, 25, Army Sergeant, Jul 19, 2005
Jefferey J. Farrow, 28, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Jul 19, 2005
Steven P. Gill, 24, Marine Reserve Corporal, Jul 21, 2005
Travis L. Youngblood, 26, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, Jul 21, 2005
Bryan James Opskar, 32, Marine Sergeant, Jul 23, 2005
Ernest W. Dallas Jr., 21, Army Specialist, Jul 24, 2005
Jason W. Montefering, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 24, 2005
Milton M. Monzon Jr., 21, Army Sergeant, Jul 24, 2005
Christopher J. Taylor, 22, Army Sergeant, Jul 24, 2005
Ramon A. Villatoro Jr., 19, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 24, 2005
Jacques Earl "Gus" Brunson, 30, Army National Guard Specialist, Jul 24, 2005
Carl Ray Fuller, 44, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Jul 24, 2005
James Ondra Kinlow, 35, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 24, 2005
John Frank Thomas, 33, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 24, 2005
Adam J. Harting, 21, Army Specialist, Jul 25, 2005
Adrian J. Butler, 28, Army Specialist, Jul 27, 2005
Edward L. Myers, 21, Army Specialist, Jul 27, 2005
John O. Tollefson, 22, Army Specialist, Jul 27, 2005
Benjamin D. Jansky, 28, Army Reserve Captain, Jul 27, 2005
Christopher P. Lyons, 24, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Jul 28, 2005
Andre L. Williams, 23, Marine Reserve Corporal, Jul 28, 2005
Ernesto R. Guerra, 20, Army Private, Jul 29, 2005
Jason D. Scheuerman, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 30, 2005
Robert A. Swaney, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 30, 2005
Victor A. Anderson, 39, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Jul 30, 2005
Jonathon C. Haggin, 26, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 30, 2005
David R. Jones Sr., 45, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Jul 30, 2005
Ronnie L. "Rod" Shelley Sr., 34, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 30, 2005
James D. Carroll, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 31, 2005
Jeffrey A. Boskovitch, 25, Marine Reserve Corporal, Aug 01, 2005
Roger D. Castleberry Jr., 26, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 01, 2005
David J. Coullard, 32, Marine Reserve Sergeant, Aug 01, 2005
Daniel Nathan Deyarmin Jr., 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 01, 2005
James R. Graham III, 25, Marine Reserve Sergeant, Aug 01, 2005
Brian P. Montgomery, 26, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 01, 2005
Nathaniel S. Rock, 26, Marine Reserve Sergeant, Aug 01, 2005
James D. McNaughton, 27, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Aug 02, 2005
Thomas C. Hull, 41, Navy Petty Officer 1st Class, Aug 02, 2005
Jerry Lewis Ganey Jr., 29, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 03, 2005
Mathew V. Gibbs, 21, Army National Guard Specialist, Aug 03, 2005
Charles Houghton Warren, 36, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Aug 03, 2005
Adam J. Strain, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 03, 2005
Timothy Michael Bell Jr., 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 03, 2005
Eric J. Bernholtz, 23, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 03, 2005
Nicholas William B. Bloem, 20, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 03, 2005
Michael J. Cifuentes, 25, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 03, 2005
Christopher Jenkins Dyer, 19, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 03, 2005
Grant B. Fraser, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 03, 2005
Bradley J. Harper, 25, Marine Reserve Sergeant, Aug 03, 2005
Justin F. Hoffman, 27, Marine Reserve Sergeant, Aug 03, 2005
David Kenneth J. Kreuter, 26, Marine Reserve Corporal, Aug 03, 2005
Aaron H. Reed, 21, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 03, 2005
Edward August Schroeder II, 23, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 03, 2005
David S. Stewart, 24, Marine Reserve Corporal, Aug 03, 2005
Kevin G. Waruinge, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 03, 2005
William Brett Wightman, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 03, 2005
Nils George Thompson, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 04, 2005
Chad J. Simon, 32, Marine Reserve Staff Sergeant, Aug 04, 2005
Brett Eugene Walden, 40, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Aug 05, 2005
Robert V. Derenda, 42, Army Reserve Sergeant 1st Class, Aug 05, 2005
Terry W. Ball Jr., 36, Marine Gunnery Sergeant, Aug 05, 2005
Brahim J. Jeffcoat, 25, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 06, 2005
Kurt E. Krout, 43, Army National Guard Specialist, Aug 06, 2005
Chase Johnson Comley, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 06, 2005
Seferino J. Reyna, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 07, 2005
Anthony N. Kalladeen, 26, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 08, 2005
Hernando Rios, 29, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Aug 08, 2005
Ramon E. Gonzales Cordova, 30, Marine Staff Sergeant, Aug 08, 2005
Miguel Carrasquillo, 25, Army Specialist, Aug 09, 2005
Nathaniel E. "Nate" Detample, 19, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Aug 09, 2005
John Kulick, 35, Army National Guard Specialist, Aug 09, 2005
Ryan S. Ostrom, 25, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Aug 09, 2005
Gennaro Pellegrini Jr., 31, Army National Guard Specialist, Aug 09, 2005
Francis J. Straub Jr., 24, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 09, 2005
Michael A. Benson, 40, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Aug 10, 2005
Evenor C. Herrera, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 10, 2005
Rusty W. Bell, 21, Army Specialist, Aug 12, 2005
David L. Giaimo, 24, Army 1st Lieutenant, Aug 12, 2005
Brian K. Derks, 21, Army Specialist, Aug 13, 2005
Toccara R. Green, 23, Army Specialist, Aug 14, 2005
Asbury F. Hawn II, 35, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Aug 14, 2005
Gary L. Reese Jr., 22, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 14, 2005
Shannon D. Taylor, 30, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 14, 2005
Jose L. Ruiz, 28, Army Specialist, Aug 15, 2005
Joshua P. Dingler, 19, Army National Guard Specialist, Aug 15, 2005
Paul A. Saylor, 21, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 15, 2005
Thomas J. Strickland, 27, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 15, 2005
Michael J. Stokely, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 16, 2005
Nathan K. Bouchard, 24, Army Sergeant, Aug 18, 2005
Jeremy W. Doyle, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 18, 2005
Ray M. Fuhrmann II, 28, Army Specialist, Aug 18, 2005
Timothy J. Seamans, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 18, 2005
Willard Todd Partridge, 35, Army Sergeant, Aug 20, 2005
Elden D. Arcand, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 21, 2005
Brian Lee Morris, 38, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 21, 2005
Joseph C. Nurre, 22, Army Reserve Sergeant, Aug 21, 2005
James J. Cathey, 24, Marine 2nd Lieutenant, Aug 21, 2005
Hatim S. Kathiria, 23, Army Specialist, Aug 22, 2005
Joseph Daniel Hunt, 27, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 22, 2005
Victoir P. Lieurance, 34, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Aug 22, 2005
Ramon Romero, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Aug 22, 2005
Carlos J. Diaz, 27, Army 1st Lieutenant, Aug 23, 2005
Chris S. Chapin, 39, Army National Guard Master Sergeant, Aug 23, 2005
Trevor J. Diesing, 30, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Aug 25, 2005
Ivica Jerak, 42, Army Master Sergeant, Aug 25, 2005
Timothy M. Shea, 22, Army Corporal, Aug 25, 2005
Joseph L. Martinez, 21, Army Corporal, Aug 27, 2005
Obediah J. Kolath, 32, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Aug 28, 2005
Dennis P. Hay, 32, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Aug 29, 2005
Charles R. Rubado, 23, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Aug 29, 2005
Gregory J. Fester, 41, Army Reserve Major, Aug 30, 2005
Jason E. Ames, 21, Army Specialist, Aug 31, 2005
Monta S. Ruth, 26, Army Sergeant, Aug 31, 2005
Lowell T. Miller II, 35, Army National Guard Captain, Aug 31, 2005
George Ray Draughn Jr., 29, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 01, 2005
Robert Lee Hollar Jr., 35, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Sep 01, 2005
Lonnie J. Parson, 39, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Sep 02, 2005
Matthew Charles Bohling, 22, Army Sergeant, Sep 05, 2005
Jeffrey A. Williams, 20, Army Corporal, Sep 05, 2005
Luke C. Williams, 35, Army Corporal, Sep 05, 2005
Jude R. Jonaus, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 06, 2005
Franklin R. Vilorio, 26, Army Sergeant, Sep 06, 2005
Robert N. Martens, 20, Navy Hospitalman, Sep 06, 2005
Christopher L. Everett, 23, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Sep 07, 2005
Kurtis Dean K. Arcala, 22, Army Sergeant, Sep 11, 2005
Jeremy M. Campbell, 21, Army Sergeant, Sep 11, 2005
Robert D. Macrum, 22, Navy Seaman Apprentice, Sep 12, 2005
Alfredo B. Silva, 35, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 15, 2005
Shane C. Swanberg, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 15, 2005
Matthew L. Deckard, 29, Army Sergeant, Sep 16, 2005
David H. Ford IV, 20, Army Specialist, Sep 16, 2005
Alan Nye Gifford, 39, Army 1st Sergeant, Sep 16, 2005
Regilio E. Nelom, 45, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 17, 2005
Mark H. Dooley, 27, Army National Guard 1st Lieutenant, Sep 19, 2005
Michael Egan, 36, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 19, 2005
William L. Evans, 22, Army National Guard Specialist, Sep 19, 2005
William V. Fernandez, 37, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 19, 2005
Lawrence E. Morrison, 45, Army Reserve Sergeant 1st Class, Sep 19, 2005
William Alvin Allers III, 28, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Sep 20, 2005
Pierre A. Raymond, 28, Army Reserve Sergeant, Sep 20, 2005
Travis M. Arndt, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 21, 2005
Kevin M. Jones, 21, Army Corporal, Sep 22, 2005
Scott P. McLaughlin, 29, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 22, 2005
Mike T. Sonoda Jr., 34, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 22, 2005
Andrew Joseph Derrick, 25, Army Sergeant, Sep 23, 2005
Paul C. Neubauer, 40, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 23, 2005
Daniel R. Scheile, 37, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Sep 24, 2005
Brian E. Dunlap, 34, Marine Reserve Sergeant, Sep 24, 2005
Shawn A. Graham, 34, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 25, 2005
Casey E. Howe, 32, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Sep 26, 2005
Tulsa T. Tuliau, 33, Army Master Sergeant, Sep 26, 2005
Howard P. Allen, 31, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 26, 2005
Andrew P. Wallace, 25, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 26, 2005
Michael J. Wendling, 20, Army National Guard Specialist, Sep 26, 2005
Elijah M. Ortega, 19, Marine Private, Sep 26, 2005
Jason A. Benford, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 27, 2005
Elizabeth Nicole Jacobson, 21, Air Force Airman 1st Class, Sep 28, 2005
Daniel L. Arnold, 27, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Sep 28, 2005
Oliver J. Brown, 19, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Sep 28, 2005
Steve Morin Jr., 34, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 28, 2005
George A. Pugliese, 39, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Sep 28, 2005
Eric W. Slebodnik, 21, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 28, 2005
Lee A. Wiegand, 20, Army National Guard Specialist, Sep 28, 2005
Joshua J. Kynoch, 23, Army Corporal, Oct 01, 2005
Jens E. Schelbert, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 01, 2005
Marshall A. Westbrook, 43, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 01, 2005
Timothy J. Roark, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 02, 2005
Roberto C. Baez, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 03, 2005
Bryan W. Large, 31, Army Sergeant, Oct 03, 2005
Jacob T. Vanderbosch, 21, Army Specialist, Oct 03, 2005
Sean B. Berry, 26, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 03, 2005
Larry Wayne Pankey Jr., 34, Army Reserve Sergeant, Oct 03, 2005
John R. Stalvey, 22, Marine Corporal, Oct 03, 2005
Andrew D. Bedard, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Oct 04, 2005
Brian K. Joplin, 32, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Oct 04, 2005
Jeremiah W. Robinson, 20, Army National Guard Corporal, Oct 06, 2005
Shayne M. Cabino, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 06, 2005
Nicholas O. Cherava, 21, Marine Corporal, Oct 06, 2005
Jason L. Frye, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Oct 06, 2005
Patrick Brian Kenny, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 06, 2005
Daniel M. McVicker, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 06, 2005
Carl L. Raines II, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 06, 2005
Eric A. Fifer, 22, Army Sergeant, Oct 07, 2005
Nicholas J. Greer, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 07, 2005
Sergio H. Escobar, 18, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 08, 2005
Gary R. Harper Jr., 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 09, 2005
Leon G. James II, 46, Army Lieutenant Colonel, Oct 10, 2005
Leon M. Johnson, 28, Army Sergeant, Oct 10, 2005
Brandon K. Sneed, 33, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Oct 10, 2005
Jerry L. Bonifacio Jr., 28, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Oct 10, 2005
Jeremy M. Hodge, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 10, 2005
Matthew A. Kimmell, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 11, 2005
Donald D. Furman, 30, Army Sergeant, Oct 12, 2005
Lorenzo Ponce Ruiz, 26, Army Sergeant, Oct 12, 2005
James T. Grijalva, 26, Army National Guard Specialist, Oct 12, 2005
Kenneth E. Hunt Jr., 40, Marine Master Sergeant, Oct 12, 2005
Robert W. Tucker, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 13, 2005
Howard E. Babcock IV, 33, Navy Petty Officer 1st Class, Oct 13, 2005
Samuel M. Boswell, 20, Army National Guard Corporal, Oct 14, 2005
Bernard L. Ceo, 23, Army National Guard Corporal, Oct 14, 2005
Brian R. Conner, 36, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 14, 2005
Thomas H. Byrd, 21, Army Specialist, Oct 15, 2005
Jeffrey W. Corban, 30, Army Specialist, Oct 15, 2005
Richard Allen Hardy, 24, Army Specialist, Oct 15, 2005
Vincent E. Summers, 38, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 15, 2005
Timothy D. Watkins, 24, Army Specialist, Oct 15, 2005
Mark P. Adams, 24, Marine Reserve Sergeant, Oct 15, 2005
Paul J. Pillen, 28, Army National Guard Chief Warrant Officer, Oct 17, 2005
Daniel Scott R. Bubb, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 17, 2005
Chad R. Hildebrandt, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 17, 2005
Christopher M. Poston, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 17, 2005
Lucas A. Frantz, 22, Army Corporal, Oct 18, 2005
Daniel D. Bartels, 22, Army Specialist, Oct 19, 2005
Arthur A. Mora Jr., 23, Army Sergeant, Oct 19, 2005
Russell H. Nahvi, 24, Army Specialist, Oct 19, 2005
Jose E. Rosario, 20, Army Specialist, Oct 19, 2005
Tommy Ike Folks Jr., 31, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Oct 19, 2005
Kendall K. Frederick, 21, Army Reserve Sergeant, Oct 19, 2005
Norman W. Anderson III, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 19, 2005
Jacob D. Dones, 21, Army Sergeant, Oct 20, 2005
Dennis P. Merck, 38, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Oct 20, 2005
Richard T. Pummill, 27, Marine Staff Sergeant, Oct 20, 2005
Andrew D. Russoli, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 20, 2005
Steven W. Szwydek, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 20, 2005
Kenneth J. Butler, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 21, 2005
Benny Gray Cockerham III, 21, Marine Corporal, Oct 21, 2005
Tyler B. Swisher, 35, Marine Captain, Oct 21, 2005
Seamus M. Davey, 25, Marine Reserve Corporal, Oct 21, 2005
Christopher W. Thompson, 25, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, Oct 21, 2005
George T. Alexander Jr., 34, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 22, 2005
Jonathan R. Spears, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 23, 2005
Michael T. Robertson, 28, Army Sergeant, Oct 25, 2005
Benjamin D. Hoeffner, 21, Army Reserve Corporal, Oct 25, 2005
Christopher T. Monroe, 19, Army Reserve Specialist, Oct 25, 2005
Ramon A. Acevedoaponte, 51, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Oct 26, 2005
Lewis J. Gentry, 48, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 26, 2005
Thomas A. Wallsmith, 38, Army Master Sergeant, Oct 26, 2005
Evan S. Parker, 25, Army Reserve Sergeant, Oct 26, 2005
James Witkowski, 32, Army Reserve Sergeant, Oct 26, 2005
Michael J. Mackinnon, 30, Army Captain, Oct 27, 2005
William W. Wood, 44, Army Colonel, Oct 27, 2005
Daniel R. Lightner Jr., 28, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Oct 27, 2005
Robert F. Eckfield Jr., 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 27, 2005
Jared J. Kremm, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 27, 2005
Dillon M. Jutras, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 28, 2005
Debra A. Banaszak, 35, Army National Guard 1st Lieutenant, Oct 28, 2005
Kenny D. Rojas, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 29, 2005
Shaker T. Guy, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 29, 2005
Raymond D. Hill II, 39, Army National Guard Captain, Oct 29, 2005
Joel P. Dameron, 27, Marine Staff Sergeant, Oct 30, 2005
Michael Paul Hodshire, 25, Marine Sergeant, Oct 30, 2005
William J. Byler, 23, Army Specialist, Oct 31, 2005
Adam R. "A.J." Johnson, 22, Army Private, Oct 31, 2005
David J. Martin, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 31, 2005
Jonathan Tessar, 36, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Oct 31, 2005
Robert C. Oneto-Sikorski, 33, Army National Guard 1st Lieutenant, Oct 31, 2005
Derence W. Jack, 31, Army Reserve Specialist, Oct 31, 2005
Matthew R. Kading, 32, Army Reserve Sergeant 1st Class, Oct 31, 2005
Wilgene T. Lieto, 28, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Oct 31, 2005
Daniel A. Tsue, 27, Marine Sergeant, Nov 01, 2005
Allan M. Espiritu, 28, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Nov 01, 2005
Dennis J. Ferderer Jr., 20, Army Specialist, Nov 02, 2005
Tyler R. MacKenzie, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 02, 2005
Joshua J. Munger, 22, Army Specialist, Nov 02, 2005
Benjamin A. Smith, 21, Army Specialist, Nov 02, 2005
Mark J. Procopio, 28, Army National Guard 2nd Lieutenant, Nov 02, 2005
Gerald M. Bloomfield II, 38, Marine Major, Nov 02, 2005
Michael D. Martino, 32, Marine Captain, Nov 02, 2005
Darren D. Howe, 21, Army Specialist, Nov 03, 2005
Jeffrey P. Toczylowski, 30, Army Major, Nov 03, 2005
Daniel J. Pratt, 48, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Nov 03, 2005
Kyle B. Wehrly, 28, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Nov 03, 2005
Jason A. Fegler, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 04, 2005
James M. Gurbisz, 25, Army Captain, Nov 04, 2005
Dustin A. Yancey, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 04, 2005
Timothy D. Brown, 23, Army National Guard Specialist, Nov 04, 2005
Darrell W. Boatman, 38, Marine Gunnery Sergeant, Nov 04, 2005
Thomas A. Wren, 44, Army Reserve Lieutenant Colonel, Nov 05, 2005
Joel E. Cahill, 34, Army Captain, Nov 06, 2005
James F. Hayes, 48, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Nov 06, 2005
Ryan J. Sorensen, 26, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 06, 2005
Brian L. Freeman, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 07, 2005
Robert C. Pope II, 22, Army Corporal, Nov 07, 2005
Mario A. Reyes, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 07, 2005
Justin S. Smith, 28, Army 1st Lieutenant, Nov 07, 2005
Alwyn C. "Al" Cashe, 35, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Nov 08, 2005
Jeremy P. Tamburello, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 08, 2005
Michael C. Parrott, 49, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Nov 10, 2005
Joshua A. Terando, 27, Army Reserve Sergeant, Nov 10, 2005
Daniel Freeman Swaim, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 10, 2005
Tyrone L. Chisholm, 27, Army Sergeant, Nov 11, 2005
Donald E. Fisher II, 21, Army Corporal, Nov 11, 2005
Antonio "Tony" Mendez Sanchez, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 11, 2005
Stephen J. Sutherland, 33, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 12, 2005
David A. Mendez Ruiz, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 12, 2005
Scott A. Zubowski, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 12, 2005
John M. Longoria, 21, Marine Corporal, Nov 14, 2005
Ramon J. Mendoza Jr., 37, Marine Major, Nov 14, 2005
Christopher M. McCrackin, 20, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Nov 14, 2005
James E. Estep, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 15, 2005
Travis J. Grigg, 24, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 15, 2005
Matthew J. Holley, 21, Army Specialist, Nov 15, 2005
Nickolas David Schiavoni, 26, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 15, 2005
Dylan R. Paytas, 20, Army Private, Nov 16, 2005
Alexis Roman-Cruz, 33, Army Specialist, Nov 16, 2005
Roger W. Deeds, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 16, 2005
John A. "JT" Lucente, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 16, 2005
Donald R. McGlothin, 26, Marine 2nd Lieutenant, Nov 16, 2005
Jeremy E. Murray, 27, Marine Sergeant, Nov 16, 2005
Jeffry A. Rogers, 21, Marine Corporal, Nov 16, 2005
Joshua J. Ware, 20, Marine Corporal, Nov 16, 2005
Ivan Vargas Alarcon, 23, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 17, 2005
Vernon R. Widner, 34, Army Corporal, Nov 17, 2005
Anthony Alexander "Alex" Gaunky, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 18, 2005
Luis R. Reyes, 26, Army National Guard Sergeant, Nov 18, 2005
Christopher M. Alcozer, 21, Army Private, Nov 19, 2005
Jonathan F. Blair, 21, Army Corporal, Nov 19, 2005
Dominic Joseph Hinton, 24, Army Specialist, Nov 19, 2005
Michael J. Idanan, 21, Army Sergeant, Nov 19, 2005
Edward Karolasz, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 19, 2005
Anthony R. C. Yost, 39, Army Master Sergeant, Nov 19, 2005
Dennis W. Zilinski, 23, Army 1st Lieutenant, Nov 19, 2005
Miguel Terrazas, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 19, 2005
Tyler J. Troyer, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 19, 2005
Dominic J. Sacco, 32, Army Sergeant, Nov 20, 2005
John Wilson "J.W." Dearing, 21, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Nov 21, 2005
Denis J. Gallardo, 22, Army Sergeant, Nov 22, 2005
Aram J. Bass, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 23, 2005
Allen J. Knop, 22, Army Specialist, Nov 23, 2005
William B. Meeuwsen, 24, Army Sergeant, Nov 23, 2005
Ryan D. Christensen, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 24, 2005
Marc A. Delgado, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 24, 2005
Eric P. Pearrow, 40, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Nov 24, 2005
Steven C. Reynolds, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 24, 2005
Javier A. Villanueva, 25, Army Specialist, Nov 24, 2005
Gregory L. Tull, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Nov 25, 2005
Brett E. Angus, 40, Marine Master Sergeant, Nov 26, 2005
Donald J. Hasse, 28, Army Sergeant, Nov 29, 2005
Jerry W. Mills Jr., 23, Army Sergeant, Nov 29, 2005
Grzegorz Jakoniuk, 25, Army Sergeant, Nov 30, 2005
William D. Richardson, 30, Marine Staff Sergeant, Nov 30, 2005
Joshua D. Snyder, 20, Marine Corporal, Nov 30, 2005
William G. Taylor, 26, Marine Corporal, Nov 30, 2005
Brent A. Adams, 40, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Dec 01, 2005
Daniel J. Clay, 27, Marine Staff Sergeant, Dec 01, 2005
John M. Holmason, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 01, 2005
David A. Huhn, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 01, 2005
Adam Wade Kaiser, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 01, 2005
Robert Alexander Martinez, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 01, 2005
Anthony T. McElveen, 20, Marine Corporal, Dec 01, 2005
Scott T. Modeen, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 01, 2005
Andrew G. Patten, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 01, 2005
Andy A. Stevens, 29, Marine Sergeant, Dec 01, 2005
Craig N. Watson, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 01, 2005
Philip Allan Dodson Jr., 42, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 02, 2005
Marcus S. Futrell, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 02, 2005
Philip L. Travis, 41, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Dec 02, 2005
Jimmy Lee Shelton, 21, Army Corporal, Dec 03, 2005
Daniel M. Cuka, 27, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Dec 04, 2005
Richard L. Schild, 40, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Dec 04, 2005
Thomas C. Siekert, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 06, 2005
Brian A. Wright, 19, Army National Guard Specialist, Dec 06, 2005
Michael C. Taylor, 23, Army Sergeant, Dec 07, 2005
Joseph P. Bier, 22, Marine Corporal, Dec 07, 2005
Kevin J. Smith, 28, Army 1st Lieutenant, Dec 08, 2005
Spencer C. Akers, 35, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 08, 2005
Milton Rivera-Vargas, 55, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Dec 08, 2005
Adrian N. Orosco, 26, Army Sergeant, Dec 09, 2005
Julia V. Atkins, 22, Army Sergeant, Dec 10, 2005
Kenith Casica, 32, Army Sergeant, Dec 10, 2005
Clarence L. Floyd Jr., 28, Army Sergeant, Dec 10, 2005
Travis L. Nelson, 41, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 10, 2005
James S. "Shawn" Moudy, 37, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Dec 11, 2005
Keith A. Bennett, 32, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Dec 11, 2005
Jared William Kubasak, 25, Army Corporal, Dec 12, 2005
Curtis A. Mitchell, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 12, 2005
Lex S. Nelson, 21, Army Specialist, Dec 12, 2005
Brian C. Karim, 22, Army Sergeant, Dec 13, 2005
James C. Kesinger, 32, Army Specialist, Dec 13, 2005
Peter J. Navarro, 20, Army Specialist, Dec 13, 2005
Michael S. Zyla, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 13, 2005
Kenneth B. Pospisil, 35, Marine Staff Sergeant, Dec 14, 2005
Michael B. Presley, 21, Marine Corporal, Dec 14, 2005
Timothy R. Boyce, 29, Army Sergeant, Dec 15, 2005
Joseph Alan Lucas, 23, Army Specialist, Dec 15, 2005
Adam R. Fales, 21, Marine Corporal, Dec 16, 2005
Samuel Tapia, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 18, 2005
Johnnie V. Mason, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 19, 2005
Michael J. Cleary, 24, Army 1st Lieutenant, Dec 20, 2005
Richard Jr. DeGracia Naputi, 24, Army Specialist, Dec 20, 2005
Benjamin T. Britt, 24, Army 1st Lieutenant, Dec 22, 2005
William Lopez-Feliciano, 33, Army Specialist, Dec 22, 2005
Regina C. Reali, 25, Army Reserve Sergeant, Dec 23, 2005
Cheyenne C. Willey, 36, Army Reserve Sergeant, Dec 23, 2005
Joseph J. Andres Jr., 34, Army Master Sergeant, Dec 24, 2005
Myla L. Maravillosa, 24, Army Reserve Sergeant, Dec 24, 2005
Anthony O. Cardinal, 20, Army Corporal, Dec 25, 2005
Sergio Gudino, 22, Army Specialist, Dec 25, 2005
Dominic R. Coles, 25, Army Sergeant, Dec 26, 2005
Richard Matthew "Matt" Salter, 44, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Dec 26, 2005
Isaias E. Santos, 28, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Dec 26, 2005
Dane O. Carver, 20, Army National Guard Specialist, Dec 26, 2005
Joshua M. Morberg, 20, Army Private, Dec 27, 2005
Lance S. Sage, 26, Army Specialist, Dec 27, 2005
Aaron M. Forbes, 24, Army Corporal, Dec 28, 2005
George Anthony "Tony" Lutz II, 25, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 29, 2005
Prince K. Teewia, 27, Army Specialist, Dec 29, 2005
Shawn Christopher Dostie, 32, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Dec 30, 2005
Jonathan R. Pfender, 22, Army Private, Dec 30, 2005
Ayman A. Taha, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 30, 2005
Marcelino Ronald Corniel, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 31, 2005
Jason Lee Bishop, 31, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jan 01, 2006
Christopher J. Vanderhorn, 37, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 01, 2006
William F. Hecker III, 37, Army Major, Jan 05, 2006
Jason Lopezreyes, 29, Army Sergeant, Jan 05, 2006
Robbie M. Mariano, 21, Army Private, Jan 05, 2006
Johnny J. Peralez Jr., 25, Army Sergeant, Jan 05, 2006
Christopher P. Petty, 33, Army Captain, Jan 05, 2006
Ryan D. Walker, 25, Army Specialist, Jan 05, 2006
Stephen J. White, 39, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jan 05, 2006
Michael E. McLaughlin, 44, Army National Guard Lieutenant Colonel, Jan 05, 2006
Adam Leigh Cann, 23, Marine Sergeant, Jan 05, 2006
Albert Pasquale Gettings, 27, Marine Corporal, Jan 05, 2006
Ryan S. McCurdy, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 05, 2006
Radhames Camilomatos, 24, Army Sergeant, Jan 07, 2006
Joseph D. deMoors, 36, Army 1st Lieutenant, Jan 07, 2006
Douglas A. LaBouff, 36, Army Major, Jan 07, 2006
Michael R. Martinez, 43, Army Major, Jan 07, 2006
Clinton R. Upchurch, 31, Army Specialist, Jan 07, 2006
Jaime L. Campbell, 25, Army National Guard 1st Lieutenant, Jan 07, 2006
Michael I. Edwards, 26, Army National Guard Specialist, Jan 07, 2006
Jacob E. Melson, 22, Army National Guard Specialist, Jan 07, 2006
Chester W. Troxel, 45, Army National Guard Chief Warrant Officer 4, Jan 07, 2006
Stuart M. Anderson, 44, Army Reserve Major, Jan 07, 2006
Nathan R. Field, 23, Army Reserve Sergeant, Jan 07, 2006
Robert T. Johnson, 20, Army Reserve Specialist, Jan 07, 2006
Darren D. Braswell, 36, Dept. of Defense Civilian, Jan 07, 2006
Kyle W. Brown, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 07, 2006
Jeriad P. Jacobs, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 07, 2006
Jason T. Little, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 07, 2006
Brett L. Lundstrom, 22, Marine Corporal, Jan 07, 2006
Raul Mercado, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 07, 2006
Michael Joseph McMullen, 25, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Jan 10, 2006
Mitchell K. Carver Jr., 31, Army Chief Warrant Officer 3, Jan 13, 2006
Kyle E. Jackson, 28, Army Chief Warrant Officer 2, Jan 13, 2006
Jonathan Kyle Price, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 13, 2006
Michael Anthony Jordan, 35, Navy Petty Officer 1st Class, Jan 13, 2006
Justin J. Watts, 20, Marine Corporal, Jan 14, 2006
Kasper Allen Dudkiewicz, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 15, 2006
Dustin L. Kendall, 21, Army Corporal, Jan 15, 2006
Ruel M. Garcia, 34, Army Chief Warrant Officer 2, Jan 16, 2006
Rex C. Kenyon, 34, Army Chief Warrant Officer 3, Jan 16, 2006
Adam R. Shepherd, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 17, 2006
Dennis J. Flanagan, 22, Army Sergeant, Jan 20, 2006
Matthew C. Frantz, 23, Army Specialist, Jan 20, 2006
Rickey Scott, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 20, 2006
Clifton J. Yazzie, 23, Army Sergeant, Jan 20, 2006
Carlos Arrelano Pandura, 22, Marine Corporal, Jan 20, 2006
Brandon Christopher Dewey, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 20, 2006
Brian McElroy, 28, Air Force Staff Sergeant, Jan 22, 2006
Jason L. Norton, 32, Air Force Technical Sergeant, Jan 22, 2006
Lance M. Chase, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 23, 2006
Matthew D. Hunter, 31, Army Sergeant, Jan 23, 2006
Peter D. Wagler, 18, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 23, 2006
Lewis T. D. Calapini, 21, Marine Private, Jan 23, 2006
Joshua A. Scott, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 23, 2006
Sean H. Miles, 28, Marine Sergeant, Jan 24, 2006
Jerry M. "Michael" Durbin Jr., 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 25, 2006
Joshua Allen Johnson, 24, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jan 25, 2006
Hugo R. Lopez Lopez, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 27, 2006
David L. Herrera, 26, Army Sergeant, Jan 28, 2006
Brian J. Schoff, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 28, 2006
Felipe C. Barbosa, 21, Marine Corporal, Jan 28, 2006
Garrison C. Avery, 23, Army 1st Lieutenant, Feb 01, 2006
Marlon A. Bustamante, 25, Army Specialist, Feb 01, 2006
Anthony Chad Owens, 21, Army Specialist, Feb 01, 2006
Caesar S. Viglienzone, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 01, 2006
Sean T. Cardelli, 20, Marine Private 1st Class, Feb 01, 2006
Simon T. Cox Jr., 30, Army 1st Lieutenant, Feb 02, 2006
Walter B. Howard II, 35, Army Corporal, Feb 02, 2006
Scott A. Messer, 26, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 02, 2006
Lance S. Cornett, 33, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Feb 03, 2006
Jesse M. Zamora, 22, Army Corporal, Feb 03, 2006
Roberto L. Martinez Salazar, 21, Army Specialist, Feb 04, 2006
Jeremiah J. Boehmer, 22, Army Sergeant, Feb 05, 2006
William S. Hayes III, 23, Army Specialist, Feb 05, 2006
Sergio A. Mercedes Saez, 23, Army Specialist, Feb 05, 2006
Christopher R. Morningstar, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 05, 2006
Patrick W. Herried, 29, Army Specialist, Feb 06, 2006
Orville Gerena, 21, Marine Corporal, Feb 06, 2006
David S. Parr, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 06, 2006
Brandon S. Schuck, 21, Marine Corporal, Feb 06, 2006
Jacob D. "Jake" Spann, 21, Marine Private 1st Class, Feb 06, 2006
Allen D. Kokesh Jr., 21, Army National Guard Sergeant, Feb 07, 2006
Steven L. Phillips, 27, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 07, 2006
Javier Chavez Jr., 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Feb 09, 2006
Ross A. Smith, 21, Marine Corporal, Feb 09, 2006
Felipe J. Garcia Villareal, 26, Army Specialist, Feb 12, 2006
Andrew J. Kemple, 23, Army Corporal, Feb 12, 2006
Nicholas Wilson, 25, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, Feb 12, 2006
Matthew Ron Barnes, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 14, 2006
Michael S. Probst, 26, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 14, 2006
Rusty L. Washam, 21, Marine Corporal, Feb 14, 2006
Anthony R. Garcia, 48, Army Captain, Feb 17, 2006
Amos C. Edwards Jr., 41, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Feb 17, 2006
Charles E. Matheny IV, 23, Army Sergeant, Feb 18, 2006
Matthew D. Conley, 21, Marine Corporal, Feb 18, 2006
Jessie Davila, 29, Army National Guard Sergeant, Feb 20, 2006
Daniel J. Kuhlmeier, 30, Dept. of the Air Force Civilian, Feb 20, 2006
Jay T. Collado, 31, Marine Staff Sergeant, Feb 20, 2006
Almar L. Fitzgerald, 23, Marine 2nd Lieutenant, Feb 21, 2006
Gregson G. Gourley, 38, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 22, 2006
Curtis T. Howard II, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 22, 2006
Rickey E. Jones, 21, Army Sergeant, Feb 22, 2006
Christopher L. Marion, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 22, 2006
Gordon F. Misner II, 23, Army Sergeant, Feb 22, 2006
Allan A. Morr, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 22, 2006
Thomas J. Wilwerth, 21, Army Specialist, Feb 22, 2006
Dimitri Muscat, 21, Army Sergeant, Feb 24, 2006
Joshua Francis Powers, 21, Army Private, Feb 24, 2006
Benjamin C. Schuster, 21, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Feb 25, 2006
John Joshua Thornton, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 25, 2006
Adam J. VanAlstine, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 25, 2006
Clay P. Farr, 21, Army Specialist, Feb 26, 2006
Joshua U. Humble, 21, Army Specialist, Feb 26, 2006
Joshua M. Pearce, 21, Army Specialist, Feb 26, 2006
Christopher J. Schornak, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 26, 2006
Dwayne Peter R. Lewis, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 27, 2006
Tina M. Priest, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 01, 2006
Christopher S. Merchant, 32, Army National Guard Specialist, Mar 01, 2006
Joshua V. Youmans, 26, Army National Guard Sergeant, Mar 01, 2006
Matthew A. Snyder, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 03, 2006
Kevin P. Jessen, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 05, 2006
Adam O. Zanutto, 26, Marine Corporal, Mar 06, 2006
Ricky Salas Jr., 22, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 07, 2006
Justin R. Martone, 31, Marine Gunnery Sergeant, Mar 07, 2006
John D. Fry, 28, Marine Gunnery Sergeant, Mar 08, 2006
Bunny Long, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 10, 2006
Amy A. Duerksen, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 11, 2006
Kristen K. Marino (Figueroa), 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 12, 2006
Corey A. Dan, 22, Army Sergeant, Mar 13, 2006
Bryan A. Lewis, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 13, 2006
Marco A. Silva, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 13, 2006
Angelo A. Zawaydeh, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 15, 2006
Carlos M. Gonzalez, 22, Army Corporal, Mar 16, 2006
Amanda N. Pinson, 21, Army Sergeant, Mar 16, 2006
Nyle Yates III, 22, Army Corporal, Mar 16, 2006
Ricardo Barraza, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 18, 2006
Dale G. Brehm, 23, Army Sergeant, Mar 18, 2006
Antoine J. McKinzie, 25, Army Corporal, Mar 21, 2006
Brock A. Beery, 30, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Mar 23, 2006
Randy D. McCaulley, 44, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Mar 23, 2006
Frederick A. Carlson, 25, Army National Guard Specialist, Mar 25, 2006
Michael D. Rowe, 23, Army Sergeant, Mar 28, 2006
Sean D. Tharp, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 28, 2006
Robert Hernandez, 47, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Mar 28, 2006
Walter M. Moss Jr., 37, Air Force Technical Sergeant, Mar 30, 2006
Joseph J. Duenas, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 30, 2006
Jacob Walter Beisel, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 31, 2006
Darrell P. Clay, 34, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 01, 2006
Israel Devora Garcia, 23, Army Sergeant, Apr 01, 2006
Michael L. Hartwick, 37, Army Chief Warrant Officer (CW3), Apr 01, 2006
Timothy J. Moshier, 25, Army Captain, Apr 01, 2006
Jeremy W. Ehle, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 02, 2006
Andres Aguilar Jr., 21, Marine Corporal, Apr 02, 2006
David A. Bass, 20, Marine Corporal, Apr 02, 2006
Patrick J. Gallagher, 27, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 02, 2006
Kun Y. Kim, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 02, 2006
Eric A. McIntosh, 29, Marine Staff Sergeant, Apr 02, 2006
Eric A. Palmisano, 27, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 02, 2006
Scott J. Procopio, 20, Marine Corporal, Apr 02, 2006
Felipe D. Sandoval-Flores, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 02, 2006
Brian R. St. Germain, 22, Marine Corporal, Apr 02, 2006
Abraham G. Twitchell, 28, Marine Staff Sergeant, Apr 02, 2006
Marcques J. Nettles, 22, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, Apr 02, 2006
Geovani Padilla Aleman, 20, Navy Hospitalman, Apr 02, 2006
Ty J. Johnson, 28, Army Corporal, Apr 04, 2006
Dustin J. Harris, 21, Army Specialist, Apr 06, 2006
Daniel L. Sesker, 22, Army National Guard Sergeant, Apr 06, 2006
Chase A. Edwards, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 06, 2006
Bryan N. Taylor, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 06, 2006
Richard P. Waller, 22, Marine Corporal, Apr 07, 2006
Shawn R. Creighton, 21, Army Corporal, Apr 08, 2006
Jody W. Missildine, 19, Army Private, Apr 08, 2006
Philip John Martini, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 08, 2006
Juana NavarroArellano, 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 08, 2006
David S. Collins, 24, Army Sergeant, Apr 09, 2006
Joseph I. Love-Fowler, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 09, 2006
Gregory S. Rogers, 42, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Apr 09, 2006
James W. "Will" Gardner, 22, Army Specialist, Apr 10, 2006
Randall L. Lamberson, 36, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Apr 10, 2006
Joseph A. Blanco, 25, Army Corporal, Apr 11, 2006
James F. Costello III, 27, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 11, 2006
Kenneth D. Hess, 26, Army Sergeant, Apr 11, 2006
George R. Roehl Jr., 21, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 11, 2006
Scott M. Bandhold, 37, Army Corporal, Apr 12, 2006
Roland E. Calderon-Ascencio, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 12, 2006
Marcus S. Glimpse, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 12, 2006
Andrew K. Waits, 23, Army Specialist, Apr 13, 2006
Salem Bachar, 20, Marine Corporal, Apr 13, 2006
Stephen Joseph Perez, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 13, 2006
Darin T. Settle, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 14, 2006
Mark W. Melcher, 34, Army National Guard Specialist, Apr 15, 2006
Derrick J. Cothran, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 15, 2006
Pablo V. Mayorga, 33, Marine Corporal, Apr 15, 2006
Justin D. Sims, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 15, 2006
Ryan G. Winslow, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 15, 2006
Clinton W. Cubert, 38, Army National Guard Master Sergeant, Apr 16, 2006
Ian P. Weikel, 31, Army Captain, Apr 18, 2006
Robert J. Settle, 25, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 19, 2006
Patrick A. Tinnell, 25, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 19, 2006
Jason C. Ramseyer, 28, Marine Staff Sergeant, Apr 20, 2006
Jacob H. Allcott, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 22, 2006
Michael E. Bouthot, 19, Army Private, Apr 22, 2006
Kyle A. Colnot, 23, Army Sergeant, Apr 22, 2006
Eric D. King, 29, Army Specialist, Apr 22, 2006
Travis C. Zimmerman, 19, Army Private, Apr 22, 2006
Eric R. Lueken, 23, Marine Corporal, Apr 22, 2006
Jason B. Daniel, 21, Army Corporal, Apr 23, 2006
Robert W. Ehney, 26, Army Sergeant, Apr 23, 2006
Shawn Thomas Lasswell Jr., 21, Army Corporal, Apr 23, 2006
Metodio A. Bandonill, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 24, 2006
Aaron William Simons, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 24, 2006
Raymond L. Henry, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 25, 2006
Richard J. Herrema, 27, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Apr 25, 2006
Michael L. Ford, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 26, 2006
Bobby Mendez, 38, Army 1st Sergeant, Apr 27, 2006
Mark A. Wall, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 27, 2006
Matthew A. Webber, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, Apr 27, 2006
Jose Gomez, 23, Army Sergeant, Apr 28, 2006
Bryant A. Herlem, 37, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 28, 2006
Edward G. Davis III, 31, Marine Sergeant, Apr 28, 2006
Brandon M. Hardy, 25, Marine Corporal, Apr 28, 2006
Lea R. Mills, 21, Marine Sergeant, Apr 28, 2006
Steve M. Sakoda, 29, Army Sergeant, Apr 29, 2006
Robbie Glen Light, 21, Army Corporal, May 01, 2006
Robert L. Moscillo, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, May 01, 2006
Christopher M. Eckhardt, 19, Army Private 1st Class, May 03, 2006
Benjamin T. Zieske, 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 03, 2006
Joseph E. Proctor, 38, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 03, 2006
Brian S. Letendre, 27, Marine Reserve Captain, May 03, 2006
Bryan L. Quinton, 24, Army Specialist, May 04, 2006
Gavin B. Reinke, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, May 04, 2006
Stephen R. Bixler, 20, Marine Corporal, May 04, 2006
Elisha R. Parker, 21, Marine Sergeant, May 04, 2006
Alva L. Gaylord, 25, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, May 05, 2006
Carlos N. Saenz, 46, Army Reserve 1st Sergeant, May 05, 2006
Teodoro Torres, 29, Army Reserve Specialist, May 05, 2006
Nathan J. Vacho, 29, Army Reserve Sergeant, May 05, 2006
Dale James Kelly Jr., 48, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, May 06, 2006
David Michael Veverka, 25, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, May 06, 2006
Leon Deraps, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, May 06, 2006
Matthew J. Fenton, 24, Marine Sergeant, May 06, 2006
Cory L. Palmer, 21, Marine Corporal, May 06, 2006
Emmanuel L. Legaspi, 38, Army Staff Sergeant, May 07, 2006
Gregory A. Wagner, 35, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, May 08, 2006
Aaron P. Latimer, 26, Army Specialist, May 09, 2006
Alessandro Carbonaro, 28, Marine Sergeant, May 10, 2006
Armer N. Burkart, 26, Army Specialist, May 11, 2006
Eric D. Clark, 22, Army Private 1st Class, May 11, 2006
Stephen P. Snowberger III, 18, Army Private 1st Class, May 11, 2006
Jason K. Burnett, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, May 11, 2006
David J. GramesSanchez, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, May 11, 2006
Michael L. Licalzi, 24, Marine 2nd Lieutenant, May 11, 2006
Steve Vahaviolos, 21, Marine Corporal, May 11, 2006
Brandon L. Teeters, 21, Army Sergeant, May 12, 2006
Adam C. Conboy, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, May 12, 2006
Ron Gebur, 23, Army Specialist, May 13, 2006
Richard Z. James, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, May 13, 2006
John W. Engeman, 45, Army Chief Warrant Officer 4, May 14, 2006
Jamie D. Weeks, 47, Army Chief Warrant Officer 5, May 14, 2006
Robert H. West, 37, Army Master Sergeant, May 14, 2006
Matthew W. Worrel, 34, Army Major, May 14, 2006
Shane Mahaffee, 36, Army Reserve Captain, May 14, 2006
Jose S. Marin-Dominguez Jr., 22, Marine Lance Corporal, May 14, 2006
Hatak Yuka Keyu M. Yearby, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, May 14, 2006
Grant Allen Dampier, 25, Army Private 1st Class, May 15, 2006
Marion Flint Jr., 29, Army Staff Sergeant, May 15, 2006
Santiago M. Halsel, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, May 16, 2006
Lee Hamilton Deal, 23, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, May 17, 2006
Lonnie Calvin Allen Jr., 26, Army Sergeant, May 18, 2006
Nicholas Cournoyer, 25, Army Private 1st Class, May 18, 2006
Daniel E. Holland, 43, Army Lieutenant Colonel, May 18, 2006
Robert Seidel III, 23, Army 1st Lieutenant, May 18, 2006
William B. Fulks, 23, Marine Corporal, May 18, 2006
Benito A. Ramirez, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, May 21, 2006
David Christoff Jr., 25, Marine Sergeant, May 22, 2006
William J. Leusink, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, May 22, 2006
Michael L. Hermanson, 21, Army National Guard Specialist, May 23, 2006
Steven Freund, 20, Marine Private 1st Class, May 23, 2006
Robert G. Posivio III, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, May 23, 2006
Robert E. Blair, 22, Army Specialist, May 25, 2006
Douglas A. DiCenzo, 30, Army Captain, May 25, 2006
Caleb A. Lufkin, 24, Army Private 1st Class, May 25, 2006
Adam Lucas, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, May 26, 2006
J. Adan Garcia, 20, Army Corporal, May 27, 2006
Richard A. Bennett, 25, Marine Corporal, May 27, 2006
Nathanael J. Doring, 31, Marine Captain, May 27, 2006
James A. Funkhouser, 35, Army Captain, May 29, 2006
Jeremy M. Loveless, 25, Army Corporal, May 29, 2006
Brock L. Bucklin, 28, Army Specialist, May 30, 2006
Bobby R. West, 23, Army Corporal, May 30, 2006
Alexander J. Kolasa, 22, Army Corporal, May 31, 2006
Benjamin E. Mejia, 25, Army Sergeant, May 31, 2006
Brett L. Tribble, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 03, 2006
Darren Harmon, 44, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Jun 03, 2006
Ryan J. Cummings, 22, Marine Corporal, Jun 03, 2006
Michael D. Stover, 43, Marine Major, Jun 03, 2006
Issac S. Lawson, 35, Army National Guard Specialist, Jun 05, 2006
Jamie Jaenke, 30, Naval Reserve Petty Officer 2nd Class, Jun 05, 2006
Gary Rovinski, 44, Naval Reserve Petty Officer 1st Class, Jun 05, 2006
Andy D. Anderson, 24, Army Corporal, Jun 06, 2006
Daniel Gionet, 23, Army Sergeant, Jun 06, 2006
Carlos E. Pernell, 25, Army Sergeant, Jun 06, 2006
Ryan T. Sanders, 27, Army 1st Lieutenant, Jun 06, 2006
Richard A. Blakley, 34, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Jun 06, 2006
Mark T. Smykowski, 23, Marine Sergeant, Jun 06, 2006
David N. Crombie, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 07, 2006
Scott M. Love, 32, Army 1st Lieutenant, Jun 07, 2006
John Shaw Vaughan, 23, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Jun 07, 2006
Clarence D. McSwain, 31, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jun 08, 2006
Luis D. Santos, 20, Army Specialist, Jun 08, 2006
Daniel Crabtree, 31, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Jun 08, 2006
Ben Slaven, 22, Army Reserve Private 1st Class, Jun 09, 2006
Jose M. Velez, 35, Army Reserve Sergeant, Jun 09, 2006
Salvador Guerrero, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 09, 2006
Brent Zoucha, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 09, 2006
Zachary M. Alday, 22, Navy Seaman, Jun 09, 2006
Michael A. Estrella, 20, Marine Corporal, Jun 14, 2006
Jeremiah S. Santos, 21, Army Corporal, Jun 15, 2006
David J. Babineau, 25, Army Specialist, Jun 16, 2006
Kristian Menchaca, 23, Army Private, Jun 16, 2006
Thomas Lowell Tucker, 25, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 16, 2006
Brent W. Koch, 22, Army National Guard Specialist, Jun 16, 2006
Robert L. Jones, 22, Army Specialist, Jun 17, 2006
Reyes Ramirez, 23, Army Sergeant, Jun 17, 2006
Christopher D. Leon, 20, Marine Corporal, Jun 20, 2006
Brandon J Webb, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 20, 2006
Christopher N. White, 23, Marine Private 1st Class, Jun 20, 2006
Benjamin D. Williams, 30, Marine Staff Sergeant, Jun 20, 2006
Jason J. Buzzard, 31, Army Sergeant, Jun 21, 2006
Sirlou C. Cuaresma, 21, Army Sergeant, Jun 21, 2006
Nicholas J. Whyte, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 21, 2006
Riley E. Baker, 22, Marine Corporal, Jun 22, 2006
Paul A. Beyer, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 23, 2006
Mario J. Bievre, 34, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 23, 2006
Ryan J. Buckley, 21, Army Corporal, Jun 23, 2006
Devon J. Gibbons, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 23, 2006
Channing G. Singletary, 30, Army National Guard Specialist, Jun 23, 2006
Benjamin J. Laymon, 22, Army Sergeant, Jun 24, 2006
Justin Dean Norton, 21, Army Sergeant, Jun 24, 2006
Virrueta A. Sanchez, 33, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 24, 2006
Paul N. King, 23, Marine Reserve Corporal, Jun 25, 2006
Terry Lisk, 26, Army Sergeant, Jun 26, 2006
Michael J. Potocki, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 26, 2006
Raymond J. Plouhar, 30, Marine Staff Sergeant, Jun 26, 2006
Jeremy Jones, 25, Army Corporal, Jun 27, 2006
Terry O.P. Wallace, 33, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jun 27, 2006
Jason W. Morrow, 27, Marine Corporal, Jun 27, 2006
Rex A. Page, 21, Marine Private 1st Class, Jun 28, 2006
Ryan. J. Clark, 19, Army Corporal, Jun 29, 2006
Bryan C. Luckey, 25, Army Sergeant, Jun 29, 2006
James P. Muldoon, 23, Army Sergeant, Jun 29, 2006
Christopher D. Rose, 21, Army Corporal, Jun 29, 2006
Kyle Miller, 19, Army National Guard Specialist, Jun 29, 2006
Carl Jerome Ware Jr., 22, Air Force Airman 1st Class, Jul 01, 2006
Collin T. Mason, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 02, 2006
Justin Noyes, 23, Marine Sergeant, Jul 02, 2006
Paul Pabla, 23, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Jul 03, 2006
Omar Flores, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 08, 2006
Troy Carlin Linden, 22, Army Corporal, Jul 08, 2006
Joseph P. Micks, 22, Army Corporal, Jul 08, 2006
Damien M. Montoya, 21, Army Specialist, Jul 09, 2006
Duane J. Dreasky, 31, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 10, 2006
Irving Hernandez Jr., 28, Army Sergeant, Jul 12, 2006
Jerry A. Tharp, 44, Naval Reserve Petty Officer 1st Class, Jul 12, 2006
Al'Kaila Floyd, 23, Army Sergeant, Jul 13, 2006
Thomas B. Turner Jr., 31, Army Sergeant, Jul 14, 2006
Andres J. Contreras, 23, Army Sergeant, Jul 15, 2006
Manuel J. Holguin, 21, Army Specialist, Jul 15, 2006
Jason M. Evey, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 16, 2006
Nathaniel S. Baughman, 23, Army Corporal, Jul 17, 2006
Michael A Dickinson II, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 17, 2006
Kenneth I. Pugh, 39, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 17, 2006
Scott R. Smith, 34, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jul 17, 2006
Mark Richard Vecchione, 25, Army Sergeant, Jul 18, 2006
Geofrey R. Cayer, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 18, 2006
Derek J. Plowman, 20, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Jul 20, 2006
Julian A. Ramon, 22, Marine Corporal, Jul 20, 2006
Matthew P. Wallace, 22, Army Corporal, Jul 21, 2006
Christopher T. Pate, 29, Marine Reserve Captain, Jul 21, 2006
Adam J. Fargo, 22, Army Corporal, Jul 22, 2006
Blake H. Russell, 35, Army Captain, Jul 22, 2006
Christopher Swanson, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 22, 2006
Dennis K. Samson Jr., 24, Army Specialist, Jul 24, 2006
Jason M. West, 28, Army Captain, Jul 24, 2006
Stephen W. Castner, 27, Army National Guard Corporal, Jul 24, 2006
Joseph A. Graves, 21, Army Specialist, Jul 25, 2006
Edward A Koth, 30, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Jul 26, 2006
James W. Higgins, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 27, 2006
Adam R. Murray, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 27, 2006
Timothy D. Roos, 21, Marine Corporal, Jul 27, 2006
Enrique Henry Sanchez, 21, Marine Private 1st Class, Jul 27, 2006
Phillip E. Baucus, 28, Marine Corporal, Jul 29, 2006
Anthony E. Butterfield, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 29, 2006
Jason Hanson, 21, Marine Private 1st Class, Jul 29, 2006
Christian B. Williams, 27, Marine Sergeant, Jul 29, 2006
Joshua Ford, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 31, 2006
Hai Ming Hsia, 37, Army Specialist, Aug 01, 2006
Ryan D. Jopek, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 02, 2006
Dustin D. Laird, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 02, 2006
Joseph A. Tomci, 21, Marine Corporal, Aug 02, 2006
Marc A. Lee, 28, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Aug 02, 2006
George M. Ulloa Jr., 23, Marine Sergeant, Aug 03, 2006
Kurt Edward Dechen, 24, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 03, 2006
Bradley H. Beste, 22, Army Sergeant, Aug 04, 2006
Leroy Segura Jr., 23, Army Sergeant, Aug 04, 2006
Clint J. Storey, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 04, 2006
Brian J. Kubik, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 05, 2006
Carlton A. Clark, 22, Army Sergeant, Aug 06, 2006
Tracy L. Melvin, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 06, 2006
Stephen A. Seale, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 06, 2006
Jose Zamora, 24, Army Corporal, Aug 06, 2006
Jeffery S. Brown, 25, Army Sergeant, Aug 09, 2006
Aaron Jagger, 43, Army 1st Sergeant, Aug 09, 2006
Steven P. Mennemeyer, 26, Army Sergeant, Aug 09, 2006
Ignacio Ramirez, 22, Army Specialist, Aug 09, 2006
Shane W. Woods, 23, Army Specialist, Aug 09, 2006
Jeremy Z. Long, 18, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 10, 2006
Kenneth A. Jenkins, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 12, 2006
Michael C. Lloyd, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 12, 2006
Kevin L. Zeigler, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 12, 2006
Jeffrey S. Loa, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 16, 2006
John P. Phillips, 29, Marine Sergeant, Aug 16, 2006
Michael Dennis Glover, 28, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Aug 16, 2006
John James McKenna IV, 30, Marine Reserve Captain, Aug 16, 2006
James J. Arellano, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 17, 2006
Ruben J. Villa Jr, 36, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Aug 18, 2006
Marquees A. Quick, 28, Army Sergeant, Aug 19, 2006
Gabriel G. DeRoo, 23, Army Sergeant, Aug 20, 2006
Adam Anthony Galvez, 21, Marine Corporal, Aug 20, 2006
Randy Lee Newman, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 20, 2006
Chadwick Thomas Kenyon, 20, Navy Hospitalman, Aug 20, 2006
Brad A. Clemmons, 37, Air Force Master Sergeant, Aug 21, 2006
Paul J. Darga, 34, Navy Chief Petty Officer, Aug 22, 2006
Thomas J. Barbieri, 24, Army Specialist, Aug 23, 2006
James Daniel Hirlston, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 23, 2006
Jeremy E. King, 23, Army Sergeant, Aug 24, 2006
William E. Thorne, 26, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 24, 2006
Gordon George Solomon, 35, Marine Staff Sergeant, Aug 24, 2006
Dwayne E. Williams, 28, Marine Staff Sergeant, Aug 24, 2006
Jordan C. Pierson, 21, Marine Reserve Corporal, Aug 25, 2006
Edgardo Zayas, 29, Army Specialist, Aug 26, 2006
David G. Weimortz, 28, Marine Corporal, Aug 26, 2006
David J. Almazan, 27, Army Sergeant, Aug 27, 2006
Kenneth Cross, 21, Army Corporal, Aug 27, 2006
Dan Dolan, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 27, 2006
Seth A. Hildreth, 26, Army Specialist, Aug 27, 2006
Moises Jazmine, 25, Army Sergeant, Aug 27, 2006
Joshua D. Jones, 24, Army Corporal, Aug 27, 2006
Qixing Lee, 20, Army Specialist, Aug 27, 2006
Shaun A. Novak, 21, Army Specialist, Aug 27, 2006
Tristan Smith, 23, Army Specialist, Aug 27, 2006
Darry Benson, 46, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 27, 2006
Jeffrey J. Hansen, 31, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Aug 27, 2006
Donald E. Champlin, 28, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 27, 2006
Matthew E. Schneider, 23, Army Specialist, Aug 28, 2006
Shannon L. Squires, 25, Army Corporal, Aug 28, 2006
Matthew J. Vosbein, 30, Army Sergeant, Aug 29, 2006
Christopher Tyler Warndorf, 21, Marine Corporal, Aug 29, 2006
Joshua R. Hanson, 27, Army National Guard Sergeant, Aug 30, 2006
Colin Joseph Wolfe, 18, Marine Private 1st Class, Aug 30, 2006
Michael L. Deason, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 31, 2006
Angel D. Mercado-Velazquez, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 01, 2006
Cliff Golla, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 01, 2006
Eugene Alex, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 02, 2006
Edwin Anthony Andino Jr., 23, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 03, 2006
Justin W. Dreese, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 03, 2006
Richard J. Henkes II, 32, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Sep 03, 2006
Nicholas A. Madaras, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 03, 2006
Jason L. Merrill, 22, Army Sergeant, Sep 03, 2006
Ralph N. Porras, 36, Army Sergeant, Sep 03, 2006
Shane P. Harris, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 03, 2006
Philip A. Johnson, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 03, 2006
Ryan Edwin Miller, 21, Marine Private, Sep 03, 2006
Hannah L. Gunterman, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 04, 2006
Marshall A. Gutierrez, 41, Army Lieutenant Colonel, Sep 04, 2006
Germaine L. Debro, 33, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 04, 2006
Jared M. Shoemaker, 29, Marine Reserve Corporal, Sep 04, 2006
Eric P. Valdepenas, 21, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Sep 04, 2006
Christopher Walsh, 30, Naval Reserve Petty Officer 2nd Class, Sep 04, 2006
John A. Carroll, 26, Army Sergeant, Sep 06, 2006
Jeremy R. Shank, 18, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 06, 2006
Luis A. Montes, 22, Army Sergeant, Sep 07, 2006
David J. Ramsey, 27, Army Specialist, Sep 07, 2006
Vincent M. Frassetto, 21, Marine Private 1st Class, Sep 07, 2006
David W. Gordon, 23, Army Sergeant, Sep 08, 2006
Anthony P. Seig, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 09, 2006
Johnathan Benson, 21, Marine Corporal, Sep 09, 2006
Alexander Jordan, 31, Army Corporal, Sep 10, 2006
Harley D. Andrews, 22, Army Specialist, Sep 11, 2006
Emily J.T. Perez, 23, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Sep 12, 2006
Matthew C. Mattingly, 30, Army Captain, Sep 13, 2006
Jeffrey Shaffer, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 13, 2006
Marcus A. Cain, 20, Army Corporal, Sep 14, 2006
Jennifer M. Hartman, 21, Army Sergeant, Sep 14, 2006
Russell M. Makowski, 23, Army Specialist, Sep 14, 2006
Aaron A. Smith, 31, Army Sergeant, Sep 14, 2006
David Thomas Weir, 23, Army Sergeant, Sep 14, 2006
Clint E. Williams, 24, Army Sergeant, Sep 14, 2006
Ryan A. Miller, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 14, 2006
Cesar A. Granados, 21, Army Corporal, Sep 15, 2006
David Sean Roddy, 32, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Sep 16, 2006
David J. Davis, 32, Army Sergeant, Sep 17, 2006
Adam L. Knox, 21, Army Reserve Sergeant, Sep 17, 2006
James R. Worster, 24, Army Sergeant, Sep 18, 2006
Robert Thomas Callahan, 22, Army Corporal, Sep 19, 2006
Ashley L. Henderson Huff, 23, Army 1st Lieutenant, Sep 19, 2006
Jared J. Raymond, 20, Army Specialist, Sep 19, 2006
Jane Elizabeth Lanham, 43, Navy Lieutenant Commander, Sep 19, 2006
Eric Kavanagh, 20, Army Private, Sep 20, 2006
Charles Jason Jones, 29, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Sep 20, 2006
Robb Gordon Needham, 51, Army Reserve Master Sergeant, Sep 20, 2006
Yull Estrada Rodriguez, 21, Marine Corporal, Sep 20, 2006
Christopher Michael Zimmerman, 28, Marine Sergeant, Sep 20, 2006
Allan R. Bevington, 22, Army Sergeant, Sep 21, 2006
IV, Kenneth E Kincaid, 25, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 23, 2006
III, Velton Locklear, 29, Army Sergeant, Sep 23, 2006
Windell J. Simmons, 20, Army Specialist, Sep 23, 2006
Carlos Dominguez, 57, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Sep 23, 2006
Howard S. March Jr., 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 24, 2006
Rene Martinez, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 24, 2006
Casey L. Mellen, 21, Army Corporal, Sep 25, 2006
Jose A. Lanzarin, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 26, 2006
Henry Paul, 24, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 26, 2006
Edward C. Reynolds Jr., 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 26, 2006
Christopher T. Riviere, 21, Marine Private 1st Class, Sep 26, 2006
James N. Lyons, 28, Army 1st Lieutenant, Sep 27, 2006
James Chamroeun, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 28, 2006
Christopher T. Blaney, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 29, 2006
Michael A. Monsoor, 25, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Sep 29, 2006
Luis E. Tejeda, 20, Army Corporal, Sep 30, 2006
Robert Weber, 22, Army Corporal, Sep 30, 2006
Scott E. Nisely, 48, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Sep 30, 2006
Kampha B. Sourivong, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Sep 30, 2006
Chase A. Haag, 22, Army Corporal, Oct 01, 2006
Mario Nelson, 26, Army Sergeant, Oct 01, 2006
Denise A. Lannaman, 46, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 01, 2006
Justin D. Peterson, 32, Marine Captain, Oct 01, 2006
Christopher B. Cosgrove III, 23, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Oct 01, 2006
Aaron L. Seal, 23, Marine Reserve Corporal, Oct 01, 2006
Raymond S. Armijo, 22, Army Specialist, Oct 02, 2006
James D. Ellis, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 02, 2006
Satieon V. Greenlee, 24, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 02, 2006
Justin R. Jarrett, 21, Army Specialist, Oct 02, 2006
Joe A. Narvaez, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 02, 2006
Michael K. Oremus, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 02, 2006
Joseph W. Perry, 23, Army Sergeant, Oct 02, 2006
Kristofer C. Walker, 20, Army Specialist, Oct 02, 2006
Daniel Isshak, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 03, 2006
Jonathan Rojas, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 03, 2006
Dean Bright, 32, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 04, 2006
Timothy Burke, 24, Army Specialist, Oct 04, 2006
Christopher O. Moudry, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 04, 2006
George R. Obourn Jr., 20, Army Specialist, Oct 04, 2006
Edward M. Garvin, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 04, 2006
Benjamin S. Rosales, 20, Marine Corporal, Oct 04, 2006
Nicholas A. Arvanitis, 22, Army Corporal, Oct 06, 2006
John Edward Hale, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 06, 2006
Bradford H. Payne, 24, Marine Corporal, Oct 06, 2006
Brandon S. Asbury, 21, Army Sergeant, Oct 07, 2006
Carl W. Johnson II, 21, Army Corporal, Oct 07, 2006
Lawrence Parrish, 36, Army National Guard Sergeant, Oct 07, 2006
John Edward Wood, 37, Army National Guard Specialist, Oct 07, 2006
Roger Alan Napper Jr, 20, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, Oct 07, 2006
Shane R. Austin, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 08, 2006
Timothy Fulkerson, 20, Army Specialist, Oct 08, 2006
Stephen F. Johnson, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 08, 2006
Derek W. Jones, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 08, 2006
Jeremy Scott Sandvick Monroe, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 08, 2006
Robert M. Secher, 33, Marine Captain, Oct 08, 2006
Phillip B. Williams, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 09, 2006
Julian M. Arechaga, 23, Marine Sergeant, Oct 09, 2006
Jon Eric Bowman, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 09, 2006
Shelby J. Feniello, 25, Marine Private 1st Class, Oct 09, 2006
Shane T. Adcock, 27, Army Captain, Oct 11, 2006
Nicholas R. Sowinski, 25, Army Sergeant, Oct 11, 2006
Justin T. Walsh, 24, Marine Sergeant, Oct 11, 2006
Gene A. Hawkins, 24, Army Sergeant, Oct 12, 2006
Johnny K. Craver, 37, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Oct 13, 2006
Kenny F. Stanton Jr., 20, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 13, 2006
Thomas J. Hewett, 22, Army Reserve Private 1st Class, Oct 13, 2006
Leebenard E. Chavis, 21, Air Force Airman 1st Class, Oct 14, 2006
Joseph M. Kane, 35, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 14, 2006
Charles M. King, 48, Army 1st Sergeant, Oct 14, 2006
Timothy J. Lauer, 25, Army Specialist, Oct 14, 2006
Keith J. Moore, 28, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 14, 2006
Jonathan J. Simpson, 25, Marine Sergeant, Oct 14, 2006
Jr., Lester Domenico Baroncini, 33, Army Sergeant, Oct 15, 2006
Stephen Bicknell, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 15, 2006
Joshua Deese, 25, Army 1st Lieutenant, Oct 15, 2006
Jonathan E. Lootens, 25, Army Sergeant, Oct 15, 2006
Mark C. Paine, 32, Army Captain, Oct 15, 2006
Brock A. Babb, 40, Marine Reserve Sergeant, Oct 15, 2006
Joshua M. Hines, 26, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Oct 15, 2006
Russell G. Culbertson III, 22, Army Corporal, Oct 17, 2006
Joseph C. Dumas Jr., 25, Army Corporal, Oct 17, 2006
Nathan J. Frigo, 23, Army Petty Officer 1st Class, Oct 17, 2006
Ryan E. Haupt, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 17, 2006
Christopher E. Loudon, 23, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Oct 17, 2006
Garth D. Sizemore, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 17, 2006
Norman R. Taylor III, 21, Army Sergeant, Oct 17, 2006
David M. Unger, 21, Army Corporal, Oct 17, 2006
Daniel W. Winegeart, 23, Army Sergeant, Oct 17, 2006
Ronald L. Paulsen, 53, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Oct 17, 2006
Joshua L. Booth, 23, Marine 2nd Lieutenant, Oct 17, 2006
Patrick O. Barlow, 42, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 18, 2006
Jesus M. Montalvo, 46, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 18, 2006
Jose R. Perez, 21, Army Corporal, Oct 18, 2006
Daniel A. Brozovich, 42, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Oct 18, 2006
Edwardo Lopez Jr., 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 19, 2006
Kevin M. Witte, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 20, 2006
Tony L. Knier, 31, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Oct 21, 2006
Clifford R. Collinsworth, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 21, 2006
Nathan R. Elrod, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 21, 2006
Eric W. Herzberg, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 21, 2006
Nicholas J. Manoukian, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 21, 2006
Joshua C. Watkins, 25, Marine Corporal, Oct 21, 2006
Nathaniel A. Aguirre, 21, Army Specialist, Oct 22, 2006
Matthew W. Creed, 23, Army Specialist, Oct 22, 2006
Willsun M. Mock, 23, Army Sergeant, Oct 22, 2006
Nicholas K. Rogers, 27, Army Specialist, Oct 22, 2006
David G. Taylor, 37, Army Major, Oct 22, 2006
Amos C. R Bock, 24, Army 1st Lieutenant, Oct 23, 2006
Carl A. Eason, 29, Army Specialist, Oct 23, 2006
Richard A. Buerstetta, 20, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Oct 23, 2006
Tyler R. Overstreet, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Oct 23, 2006
Charles O. Sare, 23, Navy Hospital Corpsman, Oct 23, 2006
Donald S. Brown, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Oct 25, 2006
Daniel B. Chaires, 20, Marine Private 1st Class, Oct 25, 2006
Thomas M. Gilbert, 24, Marine Reserve Sergeant, Oct 25, 2006
Jonathan B. Thornsberry, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Oct 25, 2006
Charles V. Komppa, 35, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Oct 25, 2006
Ricky L. McGinnis, 42, Army 1st Sergeant, Oct 26, 2006
Luke J. Zimmerman, 24, Marine Sergeant, Oct 27, 2006
Troy D. Nealey, 24, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Oct 29, 2006
Kenneth E. Bostic, 21, Army Sergeant, Oct 30, 2006
Kraig D. Foyteck, 26, Army Sergeant, Oct 30, 2006
Michael T. Seeley, 27, Army Sergeant, Oct 30, 2006
Michael R. Weidemann, 23, Army Sergeant, Oct 31, 2006
Jason Franco, 18, Marine Private 1st Class, Oct 31, 2006
Kevin J. Ellenburg, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 01, 2006
Gary A. Koehler, 21, Marine Corporal, Nov 01, 2006
Minhee Kim, 20, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Nov 01, 2006
Michael P. Bridges, 23, Army Private, Nov 02, 2006
Paul J. Finken, 40, Army Lieutenant Colonel, Nov 02, 2006
Joseph A. Gage, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 02, 2006
Eric J. Kruger, 40, Army Lieutenant Colonel, Nov 02, 2006
James Brown, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 02, 2006
Jason D. Whitehouse, 27, Marine Staff Sergeant, Nov 02, 2006
Luke B. Holler, 21, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Nov 02, 2006
Michael H. Lasky, 22, Marine Reserve Corporal, Nov 02, 2006
James L. Bridges, 22, Army Corporal, Nov 04, 2006
Mark C. Gelina, 33, Marine 2nd Lieutenant, Nov 04, 2006
Kyle W. Powell, 21, Marine Corporal, Nov 04, 2006
Douglas C. Desjardins, 24, Army Specialist, Nov 05, 2006
Jose A. Galvan, 22, Marine Corporal, Nov 05, 2006
Miles P. Henderson, 24, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Nov 06, 2006
John R. Priestner, 42, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Nov 06, 2006
Lucas T. White, 28, Army Sergeant, Nov 06, 2006
Richwell A. Doria, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 07, 2006
Ryan T. McCaughn, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 07, 2006
Courtland A. Kennard, 22, Army Sergeant, Nov 09, 2006
Gregory W. G. McCoy, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 09, 2006
Rudy A. Salcido, 31, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Nov 09, 2006
Bryan Burgess, 35, Marine Reserve Sergeant, Nov 09, 2006
Kristopher C. Warren, 19, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Nov 09, 2006
William Samuel Jackson II, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 11, 2006
Misael Martinez, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 11, 2006
Angel De Jesus Lucio Ramirez, 22, Army Sergeant, Nov 11, 2006
Michael A. Cerrone, 24, Army 1st Lieutenant, Nov 12, 2006
Harry A. Winkler III, 32, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 12, 2006
Daniel J. Allman II, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 13, 2006
Jang H. Kim, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 13, 2006
Peter E. Winston, 56, Army Reserve Lieutenant Colonel, Nov 13, 2006
Thomas H. Felts Sr., 45, Army Colonel, Nov 14, 2006
Justin R. Garcia, 26, Army Corporal, Nov 14, 2006
Tung M. Nguyen, 38, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Nov 14, 2006
Eric G. Palacios Rivera, 21, Army Specialist, Nov 14, 2006
Timothy W. Brown, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 14, 2006
Mario D. Gonzalez, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 14, 2006
Michael D. Scholl, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 14, 2006
John R. Dennison, 24, Army Captain, Nov 15, 2006
Schuyler B. Haynes, 40, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Nov 15, 2006
Mitchel T. Mutz, 23, Army Sergeant, Nov 15, 2006
Rhett W. Schiller, 26, Army Captain, Nov 16, 2006
Bradley N. Shilling, 22, Army National Guard Specialist, Nov 18, 2006
Jeremy S. Shock, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Nov 19, 2006
James P. Musack, 23, Army Sergeant, Nov 21, 2006
Eric Vizcaino, 21, Army Specialist, Nov 21, 2006
Donovan E. Watts, 46, Army Command Sergeant Major, Nov 21, 2006
Joshua C. Alonzo, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 22, 2006
James R. Davenport, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 22, 2006
Heath Warner, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Nov 22, 2006
James D. Priestap, 39, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Nov 23, 2006
Reece D. Moreno, 19, Army Private, Nov 24, 2006
Nicholas P. Rapavi, 22, Marine Corporal, Nov 24, 2006
Daniel M. Morris, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 25, 2006
Michael C. Ledsome, 24, Marine Corporal, Nov 25, 2006
Jeromy D. West, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 25, 2006
Joshua C. Burrows, 20, Army Private, Nov 26, 2006
Jeannette T. Dunn, 44, Army Sergeant, Nov 26, 2006
David M. Fraser, 25, Army 1st Lieutenant, Nov 26, 2006
Jason R. Hamill, 31, Army Captain, Nov 26, 2006
Troy L. Gilbert, 34, Air Force Major, Nov 27, 2006
Michael A. Schwarz, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Nov 27, 2006
Jonerik Loney, 21, Army Corporal, Nov 28, 2006
Chris Mason, 32, Army Corporal, Nov 28, 2006
Theodore M. West, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 29, 2006
John L. Hartman Jr., 39, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 30, 2006
Jeremy W. Mulhair, 35, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 30, 2006
Robert L. Love Jr., 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 01, 2006
Keith E. Fiscus, 26, Army Sergeant, Dec 02, 2006
Bryan T. McDonough, 22, Army National Guard Specialist, Dec 02, 2006
Corey J. Rystad, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 02, 2006
Jesse D. Tillery, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 02, 2006
Kermit O. Evans, 31, Air Force Captain, Dec 03, 2006
Troy D. Cooper, 21, Army Private, Dec 03, 2006
Shawn L. English, 35, Army Captain, Dec 03, 2006
Billy B. Farris, 20, Army Corporal, Dec 03, 2006
Kenneth W. Haines, 25, Army Specialist, Dec 03, 2006
Joseph Trane McCloud, 39, Marine Major, Dec 03, 2006
Joshua C. Sticklen, 24, Marine Corporal, Dec 03, 2006
Dustin M. Adkins, 22, Army Sergeant, Dec 04, 2006
Jay R. Gauthreaux, 26, Army Sergeant, Dec 04, 2006
Ross A. McGinnis, 19, Army Private, Dec 04, 2006
Albert M. Nelson, 31, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 04, 2006
Roger A. Suarez-Gonzalez, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 04, 2006
Nicholas D. Turcotte, 23, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 04, 2006
Thomas P. Echols, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 04, 2006
Christopher A. Anderson, 24, Navy Hospitalman, Dec 04, 2006
Jordan W. Hess, 26, Army Specialist, Dec 05, 2006
Marco L. Miller, 36, Army Sergeant, Dec 05, 2006
Jesse J.J. Castro, 22, Army Sergeant, Dec 06, 2006
Nicholas R. Gibbs, 25, Army Specialist, Dec 06, 2006
Jason Huffman, 23, Army Corporal, Dec 06, 2006
Travis C. Krege, 24, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 06, 2006
Joshua B. Madden, 21, Army Sergeant, Dec 06, 2006
Yari Mokri, 26, Army Specialist, Dec 06, 2006
Travis L. Patriquin, 32, Army Captain, Dec 06, 2006
Vincent J. Pomante III, 22, Army Specialist, Dec 06, 2006
Yevgeniy Ryndych, 24, Army Sergeant, Dec 06, 2006
Dustin J. Libby, 22, Marine Corporal, Dec 06, 2006
Cody G. Watson, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 06, 2006
Megan M. McClung, 34, Marine Reserve Major, Dec 06, 2006
Kristofer R. Ciraso, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 07, 2006
Micah S. Gifford, 27, Army Specialist, Dec 07, 2006
Henry W. Linck, 23, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 07, 2006
Brent E. Beeler, 22, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Dec 07, 2006
Nathan M. Krissoff, 25, Marine 1st Lieutenant, Dec 09, 2006
Philip C. Ford, 21, Army Specialist, Dec 10, 2006
Brennan C. Gibson, 26, Army Sergeant, Dec 10, 2006
Shawn M. Murphy, 24, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 10, 2006
Nicholas P. Steinbacher, 22, Army Specialist, Dec 10, 2006
Thomas W. Clemons, 37, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Dec 10, 2006
Budd M. Cote, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 11, 2006
Matthew V. Dillon, 25, Marine Corporal, Dec 11, 2006
Brian P. McAnulty, 39, Marine Master Sergeant, Dec 11, 2006
Clinton J. Miller, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 11, 2006
Gloria D. Davis, 47, Army Major, Dec 12, 2006
Brent W. Dunkleberger, 29, Army Sergeant, Dec 12, 2006
Theodore A. Spatol, 59, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Dec 14, 2006
Matthew W. Clark, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 14, 2006
Luke C. Yepsen, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 14, 2006
Paul Balint Jr., 22, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 15, 2006
Henry K. Kahalewai, 43, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 15, 2006
Joe L. Baines, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 16, 2006
David R. Staats, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 16, 2006
Matthew J. Stanley, 22, Army Specialist, Dec 16, 2006
Nick J. Palmer, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 16, 2006
Seth M. Stanton, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 17, 2006
Brian L. Mintzlaff, 34, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 18, 2006
Kevin M. Kryst, 27, Marine Captain, Dec 18, 2006
Andrew P. Daul, 21, Army Specialist, Dec 19, 2006
Joshua D. Pickard, 20, Marine Corporal, Dec 19, 2006
Scott D. Dykman, 27, Army Sergeant, Dec 20, 2006
Jacob G. McMillan, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Dec 20, 2006
Robert J. Volker, 21, Army Specialist, Dec 20, 2006
Myles Cody Sebastien, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 20, 2006
Ryan J. Burgess, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 21, 2006
Ryan L. Mayhan, 25, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 21, 2006
Fernando S. Tamayo, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 21, 2006
Kyle A. Nolen, 21, Navy Hospitalman, Dec 21, 2006
Joshua D. Sheppard, 22, Army Specialist, Dec 22, 2006
John Barta, 25, Army Corporal, Dec 23, 2006
Michael J. Crutchfield, 21, Army Specialist, Dec 23, 2006
Elias Elias, 27, Army Specialist, Dec 23, 2006
Bobby Mejia II, 20, Army Private, Dec 23, 2006
Curtis L. Norris, 28, Army Sergeant, Dec 23, 2006
Wilson A. Algrim, 21, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Dec 23, 2006
Chad J. Vollmer, 21, Army National Guard Sergeant, Dec 23, 2006
Evan A. Bixler, 21, Army Private, Dec 24, 2006
Stephen L. Morris, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 24, 2006
Hayes Clayton, 29, Army Captain, Dec 25, 2006
Jason C. Denfrund, 24, Army Sergeant, Dec 25, 2006
Jae S. Moon, 21, Army Sergeant, Dec 25, 2006
Andrew H. Nelson, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 25, 2006
Aaron L. Preston, 29, Army Specialist, Dec 25, 2006
Dexter E. Wheelous, 37, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Dec 25, 2006
Eric R. Wilkus, 25, Army Private, Dec 25, 2006
John T. Bubeck, 25, Army Sergeant, Dec 26, 2006
Joseph A. Strong, 21, Army Specialist, Dec 26, 2006
Joshua M. Schmitz, 21, Marine Corporal, Dec 26, 2006
Nathaniel A. Given, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 27, 2006
Clinton T. McCormick, 20, Army Private, Dec 27, 2006
Christopher P. Messer, 28, Army Sergeant, Dec 27, 2006
Edward W. Shaffer, 24, Army Sergeant, Dec 27, 2006
Douglas L. Tinsley, 21, Army Specialist, Dec 27, 2006
William C. Koprince Jr., 24, Marine Lance Corporal, Dec 27, 2006
Luis G. Ayala, 21, Army Specialist, Dec 28, 2006
Dustin R. Donica, 22, Army Specialist, Dec 28, 2006
Aron C. Blum, 22, Marine Sergeant, Dec 28, 2006
Christopher E. Esckelson, 22, Marine Reserve Corporal, Dec 28, 2006
Nicholas A. Miller, 20, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Dec 28, 2006
William D. Spencer, 20, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Dec 28, 2006
Lawrance J. Carter, 25, Army Sergeant, Dec 29, 2006
William R. Newgard, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 29, 2006
David E. Dietrich, 21, Army Private, Dec 30, 2006
John M. Sullivan, 22, Army Sergeant, Dec 30, 2006
Alan R. Blohm, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 31, 2006
Jonathan E. Schiller, 20, Army Corporal, Dec 31, 2006
Richard A. Smith, 20, Army Corporal, Dec 31, 2006
Sandra S. Grant, 23, Navy Seaman, Dec 31, 2006
Thomas E. Vandling Jr., 26, Army Reserve Sergeant, Jan 01, 2007
Charles D. Allen, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 04, 2007
Michael Lewis Mundell, 47, Army Reserve Major, Jan 05, 2007
Jeremiah Johnson, 23, Army Corporal, Jan 06, 2007
III, Raymond N. Mitchell, 21, Army Specialist, Jan 06, 2007
Elizabeth A. Loncki, 23, Air Force Senior Airman, Jan 07, 2007
Daniel B. Miller Jr., 24, Air Force Senior Airman, Jan 07, 2007
Timothy R. Weiner, 35, Air Force Technical Sergeant, Jan 07, 2007
Eric T. Caldwell, 22, Army Corporal, Jan 07, 2007
Stephen J. Raderstorf, 21, Army Corporal, Jan 07, 2007
Ryan R. Berg, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 09, 2007
Ming Sun, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 09, 2007
James M. Wosika Jr., 24, Army Sergeant, Jan 09, 2007
Gregroy A. Wright, 28, Army Sergeant, Jan 13, 2007
James D. Riekena, 22, Army Sergeant, Jan 14, 2007
Paul T. Sanchez, 32, Army Sergeant, Jan 14, 2007
Ian C. Anderson, 22, Army Sergeant, Jan 15, 2007
John E. Cooper, 29, Army Sergeant, Jan 15, 2007
Jason J. Corbett, 23, Army Specialist, Jan 15, 2007
Mark J. Daily, 23, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Jan 15, 2007
Matthew T. Grimm, 21, Army Corporal, Jan 15, 2007
Collin R. Schockmel, 19, Army Specialist, Jan 16, 2007
Joseph D. Alomar, 22, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Jan 17, 2007
Jennifer A. Valdivia, 27, Navy Petty Officer 1st Class, Jan 17, 2007
William J. Rechenmacher, 24, Army Corporal, Jan 18, 2007
Russell P. Borea, 38, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jan 19, 2007
Luis J. Castillo, 20, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Jan 19, 2007
Jacob H. Neal, 23, Marine Reserve Corporal, Jan 19, 2007
Brian D. Allgood, 46, Army Colonel, Jan 20, 2007
Jeffrey D. Bisson, 22, Army Specialist, Jan 20, 2007
Johnathan Bryan Chism, 22, Army Specialist, Jan 20, 2007
Shawn Patrick Falter, 25, Army Private, Jan 20, 2007
Sean P. Fennerty, 26, Army Sergeant, Jan 20, 2007
Jacob N. Fritz, 25, Army 1st Lieutenant, Jan 20, 2007
Ryan J. Hill, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 20, 2007
Allen B. Jaynes, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 20, 2007
Jonathan P. C. Kingman, 21, Army Sergeant, Jan 20, 2007
Victor M. Langarica, 29, Army Corporal, Jan 20, 2007
Phillip D. McNeill, 22, Army Sergeant, Jan 20, 2007
Jonathan Millican, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 20, 2007
Toby R. Olsen, 28, Army Specialist, Jan 20, 2007
Daryl D. Booker, 37, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Jan 20, 2007
John G. Brown, 43, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Jan 20, 2007
David C. Canegata, 50, Army National Guard Lieutenant Colonel, Jan 20, 2007
Marilyn L. Gabbard, 46, Army National Guard Sergeant Major, Jan 20, 2007
Roger W. Haller, 49, Army National Guard Command Sergeant Major, Jan 20, 2007
Paul M. Kelly, 45, Army National Guard Colonel, Jan 20, 2007
Floyd E. Lake, 43, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Jan 20, 2007
Sean E. Lyerly, 31, Army National Guard Captain, Jan 20, 2007
Michael Taylor, 40, Army National Guard Major, Jan 20, 2007
William T. Warren, 48, Army National Guard 1st Sergeant, Jan 20, 2007
Brian Scott Freeman, 31, Army Reserve Captain, Jan 20, 2007
Darrel J. Morris, 21, Marine Corporal, Jan 20, 2007
Brandon L. Stout, 23, Army National Guard Specialist, Jan 21, 2007
Andrew G. Matus, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 21, 2007
Emilian D. Sanchez, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 21, 2007
Nicholas P. Brown, 24, Army Specialist, Jan 22, 2007
Jamie D. Wilson, 34, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 22, 2007
Michael J. Wiggins, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 23, 2007
Gary S. Johnston, 21, Marine Sergeant, Jan 23, 2007
Michael M. Kashkoush, 24, Marine Sergeant, Jan 23, 2007
Keith A. Callahan, 31, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jan 24, 2007
Hector Leija, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 24, 2007
Michael Balsley, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 25, 2007
Alexander H. Fuller, 21, Army Sergeant, Jan 25, 2007
Darrell W. Shipp, 25, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 25, 2007
Mark D. Kidd, 26, Marine Reserve Corporal, Jan 25, 2007
Nathan P. Fairlie, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 26, 2007
Alan R. Johnson, 44, Army Reserve Major, Jan 26, 2007
Mickel D. Garrigus, 24, Army Sergeant, Jan 27, 2007
Jon B. St. John II, 25, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 27, 2007
Timothy A. Swanson, 21, Army Corporal, Jan 27, 2007
David T. Toomalatai, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 27, 2007
Anthony C. Melia, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 27, 2007
Cornell C. Chao, 36, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Jan 28, 2007
Mark T. Resh, 28, Army Captain, Jan 28, 2007
Carla Jane Stewart, 37, Army Reserve Specialist, Jan 28, 2007
Adam Q. Emul, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 29, 2007
Corey J. Aultz, 31, Army Sergeant, Jan 30, 2007
Milton A. Gist Jr., 27, Army Sergeant, Jan 30, 2007
Alejandro Carrillo, 22, Marine Sergeant, Jan 30, 2007
William M. Sigua, 21, Army Sergeant, Jan 31, 2007
Stephen D. Shannon, 21, Army Reserve Corporal, Jan 31, 2007
David C. Armstrong, 21, Army Corporal, Feb 01, 2007
Tyler Butler, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 01, 2007
Michael C. Mettille, 44, Army Sergeant Major, Feb 01, 2007
Eric R. Sieger, 18, Army Specialist, Feb 01, 2007
Terry J. Elliott, 34, Marine Gunnery Sergeant, Feb 01, 2007
Richard O. Quill III, 22, Marine Corporal, Feb 01, 2007
Matthew G. Conte, 22, Navy Hospitalman, Feb 01, 2007
Jason Garth DeFrenn, 34, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Feb 02, 2007
Terrence D. Dunn, 38, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 02, 2007
Kevin C. Landeck, 26, Army Captain, Feb 02, 2007
Alan E. McPeek, 20, Army Specialist, Feb 02, 2007
Keith Yoakum, 41, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Feb 02, 2007
Matthew T. Zeimer, 18, Army Private, Feb 02, 2007
Ronnie L. Sanders, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 03, 2007
Clarence T. Spencer, 24, Army Private, Feb 04, 2007
Randy J. Matheny, 20, Army National Guard Sergeant, Feb 04, 2007
Brandon J. Van Parys, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 05, 2007
Brian A. Browning, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 06, 2007
Joshua J. Frazier, 24, Marine Sergeant, Feb 06, 2007
Joseph J. Ellis, 40, Marine Sergeant Major, Feb 07, 2007
Jennifer J. Harris, 28, Marine Captain, Feb 07, 2007
Jared M. Landaker, 25, Marine 1st Lieutenant, Feb 07, 2007
Jennifer M. Parcell, 20, Marine Corporal, Feb 07, 2007
Travis D. Pfister, 27, Marine Sergeant, Feb 07, 2007
Thomas E. Saba, 30, Marine Corporal, Feb 07, 2007
James Rodney Tijerina, 26, Marine Sergeant, Feb 07, 2007
Tarryl B. Hill, 19, Marine Reserve Private 1st Class, Feb 07, 2007
Matthew P. Pathenos, 21, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Feb 07, 2007
Gilbert Minjares Jr., 31, Navy Petty Officer 1st Class, Feb 07, 2007
Manuel A. Ruiz, 21, Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class, Feb 07, 2007
Ross A. Clevenger, 21, Army Reserve Specialist, Feb 08, 2007
James J. Holtom, 22, Army Reserve Sergeant, Feb 08, 2007
Raymond M. Werner, 21, Army Reserve Private, Feb 08, 2007
Leeroy A. Camacho, 28, Army Specialist, Feb 09, 2007
James J. Regan, 26, Army Sergeant, Feb 09, 2007
Eric Ross, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 09, 2007
lan W. Shaw, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 09, 2007
Donnie R. Belser Jr., 28, Army Captain, Feb 10, 2007
Russell A. Kurtz, 22, Army Sergeant, Feb 11, 2007
Robert B. Thrasher, 23, Army Sergeant, Feb 11, 2007
Dennis L. Sellen Jr., 20, Army National Guard Specialist, Feb 11, 2007
Allen Mosteiro, 42, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Feb 13, 2007
Nickolas A. Tanton, 24, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 13, 2007
Branden C. Cummings, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 14, 2007
Ronnie G. Madore Jr., 34, Army Specialist, Feb 14, 2007
John D. Rode, 24, Army Sergeant, Feb 14, 2007
Carl Leonard Seigart, 32, Army Sergeant, Feb 14, 2007
Daniel T. Morris, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 14, 2007
Todd M. Siebert, 34, Marine Captain, Feb 16, 2007
Chad E. Marsh, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 17, 2007
Justin T. Paton, 24, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 17, 2007
Christopher K. Boone, 34, Army National Guard Specialist, Feb 17, 2007
William C. Spillers, 39, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Feb 17, 2007
Brian A. Escalante, 25, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 17, 2007
Matthew S. Apuan, 27, Army Sergeant, Feb 18, 2007
Kelly D. Youngblood, 19, Army Private, Feb 18, 2007
Blake H. Howey, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 18, 2007
Matthew C. Bowe, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 19, 2007
Adare W. Cleveland, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 19, 2007
Pedro J. Colon, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 19, 2007
Shawn M. Dunkin, 25, Army Sergeant, Feb 19, 2007
Montrel S. Mcarn, 21, Army Specialist, Feb 19, 2007
Brett Witteveen, 20, Marine Reserve Private 1st Class, Feb 19, 2007
Richard L. Ford, 40, Army Sergeant, Feb 20, 2007
Louis G. Kim, 19, Army Specialist, Feb 20, 2007
Clinton W. Ahlquist, 23, Marine Sergeant, Feb 20, 2007
Angel R. Ramirez, 28, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 21, 2007
Travis Wayne Buford, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 22, 2007
Joshua R. Hager, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 22, 2007
Rowan D. Walter, 25, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 22, 2007
David R. Berry, 37, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Feb 22, 2007
Jeremy D. Barnett, 27, Army Sergeant, Feb 24, 2007
Ethan J. Biggers, 22, Army Specialist, Feb 24, 2007
William J. Beardsley, 25, Army Sergeant, Feb 26, 2007
Anthony Aguirre, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 26, 2007
Jonathan D. Cadavero, 24, Army Specialist, Feb 27, 2007
Lorne E. Henry Jr, 21, Army Corporal, Feb 27, 2007
Karl O. Soto-Pinedo, 22, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 27, 2007
Richard A. Soukenka, 30, Army Sergeant, Feb 27, 2007
Chad M. Allen, 25, Marine Sergeant, Feb 28, 2007
Bufford "Kenny" Van Slyke, 22, Marine Reserve Private 1st Class, Feb 28, 2007
Paul M. Latourney, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 02, 2007
Luis O. Rodriguez-Contrera, 22, Army Specialist, Mar 02, 2007
Wesley J. Williams, 23, Army Private, Mar 02, 2007
Christopher D. Young, 20, Army National Guard Specialist, Mar 02, 2007
Dustin M. Gould, 28, Marine Staff Sergeant, Mar 02, 2007
Morgan C. Tulang, 36, Naval Reserve Lieutenant Commander, Mar 02, 2007
Luke Emch, 21, Navy Hospitalman, Mar 02, 2007
Ashly L. Moyer, 21, Army Sergeant, Mar 03, 2007
Brandon Allen Parr, 25, Army Sergeant, Mar 03, 2007
Michael C. Peek, 23, Army Sergeant, Mar 03, 2007
Raul S. Bravo Jr., 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 03, 2007
Darrel D. Kasson, 43, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Mar 04, 2007
Ryan M. Bell, 21, Army Specialist, Mar 05, 2007
Justin M. Estes, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 05, 2007
Blake Harris, 22, Army Specialist, Mar 05, 2007
Cory C. Kosters, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 05, 2007
Barry Wayne Mayo, 21, Army Private, Mar 05, 2007
Andrew C. Perkins, 27, Army Sergeant, Mar 05, 2007
Justin A. Rollins, 22, Army Specialist, Mar 05, 2007
Ryan D. Russell, 20, Army Specialist, Mar 05, 2007
Robert Stanley, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 05, 2007
Mark W. Graham, 22, Army Private, Mar 07, 2007
Shawn Rankinen, 28, Army Specialist, Mar 07, 2007
Michael D. Rivera, 22, Army Specialist, Mar 07, 2007
Christopher R. Webb, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 07, 2007
Dennis J. Veater, 20, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Mar 09, 2007
Thomas L. Latham, 23, Army Sergeant, Mar 11, 2007
Jonathan K. Smith, 19, Army Specialist, Mar 11, 2007
Daniel E. Woodcock, 25, Army Sergeant, Mar 11, 2007
Douglas C. Stone, 49, Army Reserve Sergeant 1st Class, Mar 11, 2007
Nathanial Dain Windsor, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 11, 2007
Robert M. Carr, 22, Army Sergeant, Mar 13, 2007
Alberto Garcia Jr., 23, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 13, 2007
Angel Rosa, 21, Marine Private 1st Class, Mar 13, 2007
Joshua M. Boyd, 30, Army Specialist, Mar 14, 2007
Brian L. Chevalier, 21, Army Corporal, Mar 14, 2007
Stephen M. Kowalczyk, 32, Army Specialist, Mar 14, 2007
Adam J. Rosema, 27, Army Specialist, Mar 14, 2007
Forrest J. Waterbury, 25, Army Specialist, Mar 14, 2007
Steven M. Chavez, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 14, 2007
James L. Arnold, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 15, 2007
Emerson N. Brand, 29, Army Sergeant, Mar 15, 2007
Blake M. Harris, 27, Army Sergeant, Mar 15, 2007
Terry W. Prater, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 15, 2007
John S. Stephens, 41, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Mar 15, 2007
Raymond J. Holzhauer, 19, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 15, 2007
Christopher R. Brevard, 31, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Mar 16, 2007
John E. Allen, 25, Army Sergeant, Mar 17, 2007
William N. Davis, 26, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 17, 2007
Marieo Guerrero, 30, Army Specialist, Mar 17, 2007
Anthony A. Kaiser, 27, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 17, 2007
John F. Landry Jr., 20, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 17, 2007
Ed Santini, 25, Army Sergeant, Mar 17, 2007
Benjamin L. Sebban, 29, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Mar 17, 2007
Nimo W. Tauala, 29, Army Sergeant, Mar 17, 2007
Harry H. Timberman, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 17, 2007
Ryan P. Green, 24, Army Sergeant, Mar 18, 2007
Wayne R. Cornell, 26, Army Sergeant, Mar 20, 2007
Curtis E. Glawson Jr., 24, Army Specialist, Mar 20, 2007
Stephen K. Richardson, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 20, 2007
Darrell R. Griffin Jr., 36, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 21, 2007
Adrian J. Lewis, 30, Army Sergeant, Mar 21, 2007
Nicholas J. Lightner, 29, Army Sergeant, Mar 21, 2007
Joey T. Sams II, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 21, 2007
Dustin Jerome Lee, 20, Marine Corporal, Mar 21, 2007
Freeman L. Gardner Jr., 26, Army Sergeant, Mar 22, 2007
Henry W. Bogrette, 21, Marine Corporal, Mar 22, 2007
Lance C. Springer II, 23, Army Specialist, Mar 23, 2007
Riewer. Greg N., 28, Army National Guard Sergeant, Mar 23, 2007
Trevor A. Roberts, 21, Marine Reserve Lance Corporal, Mar 24, 2007
Orlando E. Gonzalez, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 25, 2007
Sean K. McDonald, 21, Army Specialist, Mar 25, 2007
Jason Nunez, 22, Army Corporal, Mar 25, 2007
Jason Swiger, 24, Army Sergeant, Mar 25, 2007
Anthony White, 21, Army Private, Mar 25, 2007
Curtis J. Forshey, 22, Army Sergeant, Mar 27, 2007
Sean Michael Thomas, 33, Army National Guard Master Sergeant, Mar 27, 2007
Marcus A. Golczynski, 30, Marine Reserve Staff Sergeant, Mar 27, 2007
Joe Polo, 24, Army Sergeant, Mar 29, 2007
Wilfred Flores Jr., 20, Army Specialist, Mar 31, 2007
Neale M. Shank, 25, Army 1st Lieutenant, Mar 31, 2007
Jason R. Arnette, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 01, 2007
William G. Bowling, 24, Army Specialist, Apr 01, 2007
Robert M. McDowell, 30, Army Sergeant, Apr 01, 2007
David A. Mejias, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 01, 2007
Eric R. Vick, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 01, 2007
Miguel A. Marcial III, 19, Marine Private 1st Class, Apr 01, 2007
Brian E. Ritzberg, 24, Army Specialist, Apr 02, 2007
Curtis R. Spivey, 25, Army Specialist, Apr 02, 2007
Bradley D. King, 28, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Apr 02, 2007
Daniel R. Olsen, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 02, 2007
Shane R. Becker, 35, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 03, 2007
Gabriel J. Figueroa, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 03, 2007
Jerry C. Burge, 39, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 04, 2007
Joseph H. Cantrell IV, 23, Army Corporal, Apr 04, 2007
James J. Coon, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 04, 2007
Walter Freeman Jr., 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 04, 2007
Derek A. Gibson, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 04, 2007
Forrest D. Cauthorn, 22, Army Sergeant, Apr 05, 2007
Jason A. Shaffer, 28, Army Specialist, Apr 05, 2007
Jay S. Cajimat, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 06, 2007
Ryan S. Dallam, 24, Army Specialist, Apr 06, 2007
Daniel A. Fuentes, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 06, 2007
Anthony Palermo Jr., 27, Army Captain, Apr 06, 2007
Damian Lopez Rodriguez, 19, Army Private, Apr 06, 2007
Gregory J. Billiter, 36, Navy Chief Petty Officer, Apr 06, 2007
Curtis R. Hall, 24, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Apr 06, 2007
Joseph A. McSween, 26, Navy Petty Officer 1st Class, Apr 06, 2007
Joseph C. Schwedler, 27, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Apr 06, 2007
Ebe F. Emolo, 33, Army Specialist, Apr 07, 2007
Jonathan D. Grassbaugh, 25, Army Captain, Apr 07, 2007
Levi K. Hoover, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 07, 2007
Rodney L. McCandless, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 07, 2007
Philip A. Murphy-Sweet, 42, Navy Commander, Apr 07, 2007
Harrison Brown, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 08, 2007
Adam P. Kennedy, 25, Army Sergeant, Apr 08, 2007
Phillip I. Neel, 27, Army 1st Lieutenant, Apr 08, 2007
David N. Simmons, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 08, 2007
Todd A. Singleton, 24, Army Sergeant, Apr 08, 2007
Jesse L. Williams, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 08, 2007
Brian Lee Holden, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 09, 2007
Ismael Solorio, 21, Army Specialist, Apr 09, 2007
, Clifford A. Spohn III, 21, Army Specialist, Apr 09, 2007
Brett Andre Walton, 37, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 09, 2007
Kyle G. Bohrnsen, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 10, 2007
Raymond S. Sevaaetasi, 29, Army Sergeant, Apr 11, 2007
Jason J. Beadles, 22, Army Corporal, Apr 12, 2007
John G. Borbonus, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 12, 2007
James T. Lindsey, 20, Army Specialist, Apr 12, 2007
Gwilym J. Newman, 24, Army 1st Lieutenant, Apr 12, 2007
Cody A. Putnam, 22, Army Corporal, Apr 12, 2007
Larry R. Bowman, 29, Army Sergeant, Apr 13, 2007
Ryan A. Bishop, 32, Army Specialist, Apr 14, 2007
Robert J. Basham, 22, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Apr 14, 2007
Joshua A. Schmit, 26, Army Reserve Sergeant, Apr 14, 2007
Brandon L. Wallace, 27, Army Reserve Sergeant, Apr 14, 2007
Daniel J. Santee, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 14, 2007
Steven J. Walberg, 18, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 15, 2007
Mario K. De Leon, 26, Army Sergeant, Apr 16, 2007
Aaron M. Genevie, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 16, 2007
Lucas V. Starcevich, 25, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 16, 2007
Shaun M. Blue, 25, Marine 1st Lieutenant, Apr 16, 2007
Jesse D. Delatorre, 29, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 16, 2007
Daniel R. Scherry, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 16, 2007
Richard P. Langenbrunner, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 17, 2007
Jason M. Morales, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 18, 2007
Wade J. Oglesby, 27, Army Corporal, Apr 18, 2007
Michael M. Rojas, 21, Army Corporal, Apr 18, 2007
Dwayne L. Moore, 31, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Apr 19, 2007
Jeffery A. Bishop, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 20, 2007
Ray M. Bevel, 22, Army Corporal, Apr 21, 2007
William W. Bushnell, 24, Army Sergeant, Apr 21, 2007
Marlon B. Harper, 34, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 21, 2007
Christopher M. North, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 21, 2007
Michael J. Slater, 19, Army Private, Apr 21, 2007
Steven R. Tudor, 36, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 21, 2007
Jeffrey A. Avery, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 23, 2007
Kevin Gaspers, 26, Army 1st Lieutenant, Apr 23, 2007
Jerry R. King, 19, Army Specialist, Apr 23, 2007
Garrett C. Knoll, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 23, 2007
Kenneth E. Locker Jr., 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 23, 2007
Randell T. Marshall, 22, Army Sergeant, Apr 23, 2007
William C. Moore, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 23, 2007
Brice A. Pearson, 32, Army Sergeant, Apr 23, 2007
Michael J. Rodriguez, 20, Army Specialist, Apr 23, 2007
Michael L. Vaughan, 20, Army Sergeant, Apr 23, 2007
Dale G. Peterson, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 23, 2007
Jeremy E. Maresh, 24, Army National Guard Specialist, Apr 24, 2007
Willie P. Celestine Jr., 21, Marine Corporal, Apr 26, 2007
Christopher Degiovine, 25, Marine Corporal, Apr 26, 2007
Adam Loggins, 27, Marine Lance Corporal, Apr 26, 2007
David Austin Kirkpatrick, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 27, 2007
Nicholas E. Riehl, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 27, 2007
Eddie D. Tamez, 21, Army Specialist, Apr 27, 2007
William J. Callahan, 28, Marine Sergeant, Apr 27, 2007
Peter Woodall, 25, Marine Sergeant, Apr 27, 2007
Glenn D. Hicks Jr., 24, Army Sergeant, Apr 28, 2007
Michael R. Hullender, 29, Army Sergeant, Apr 28, 2007
Jay-D H. Ornsby-Adkins, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 28, 2007
Cole E. Spencer, 21, Army Private, Apr 28, 2007
Norman L. Tollett, 30, Army Sergeant, Apr 28, 2007
Brian A. Botello, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Apr 29, 2007
Alexander J. Funcheon, 21, Army Sergeant, Apr 29, 2007
Jay Edward Martin, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Apr 29, 2007
Travis L. Manion, 26, Marine 1st Lieutenant, Apr 29, 2007
Zachary R. Gullett, 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 01, 2007
Johnathan E. Kirk, 25, Marine Lance Corporal, May 01, 2007
Ryan P. Jones, 23, Army 1st Lieutenant, May 02, 2007
Katie M. Soenksen, 19, Army Private 1st Class, May 02, 2007
Astor A. Sunsin-Pineda, 20, Army Specialist, May 02, 2007
Matthew T. Bolar, 24, Army Specialist, May 03, 2007
John D. Flores, 21, Army Private 1st Class, May 03, 2007
Felix G. Gonzalez-Iraheta, 25, Army Sergeant, May 03, 2007
Jerome J. Potter, 24, Army Private 1st Class, May 03, 2007
Colby J. Umbrell, 26, Army 1st Lieutenant, May 03, 2007
Andrew R. Weiss, 28, Army Specialist, May 03, 2007
Kelly B. Grothe, 21, Army Reserve Specialist, May 03, 2007
Coby G. Schwab, 25, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, May 03, 2007
Christopher N. Hamlin, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, May 04, 2007
Larry I. Guyton, 22, Army Private 1st Class, May 05, 2007
Charles O. Palmer II, 36, Marine Corporal, May 05, 2007
Kenneth N. Mack, 42, Marine Reserve Master Sergeant, May 05, 2007
Matthew L. Alexander, 21, Army Corporal, May 06, 2007
Anthony M. Bradshaw, 21, Army Corporal, May 06, 2007
Robert J. Dixon, 27, Army Specialist, May 06, 2007
Jason R. Harkins, 25, Army Sergeant, May 06, 2007
Christopher S. Kiernan, 37, Army Staff Sergeant, May 06, 2007
Joel W. Lewis, 28, Army Sergeant, May 06, 2007
Virgil C. Martinez, 33, Army Staff Sergeant, May 06, 2007
Michael A. Pursel, 19, Army Corporal, May 06, 2007
Sameer A. M. Rateb, 22, Army Sergeant, May 06, 2007
Vincenzo Romeo, 23, Army Staff Sergeant, May 06, 2007
Kyle A. Little, 20, Army Specialist, May 08, 2007
Dan H. Nguyen, 24, Army Specialist, May 08, 2007
Blake C. Stephens, 25, Army Sergeant, May 08, 2007
Bradly D. Conner, 41, Army Sergeant Major, May 09, 2007
Walter K. O’Haire, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, May 09, 2007
Michael Frank, 36, Army Specialist, May 10, 2007
Roy L. Jones III, 21, Army Private 1st Class, May 10, 2007
Anthony J. Sausto, 22, Army Private, May 10, 2007
Jason W. Vaughn, 29, Army Sergeant, May 10, 2007
Douglas Zembiec, 34, Marine Major, May 10, 2007
William A. Farrar Jr., 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 11, 2007
James David Connell Jr., 40, Army Sergeant 1st Class, May 12, 2007
Daniel Courneya, 19, Army Private 1st Class, May 12, 2007
Christopher E Murphy, 21, Army Private 1st Class, May 12, 2007
Anthony J. Schober, 23, Army Sergeant, May 12, 2007
Andrew J. Bacevich, 27, Army 1st Lieutenant, May 13, 2007
Rhys W. Klasno, 20, Army National Guard Specialist, May 13, 2007
John T. Self, 29, Air Force Staff Sergeant, May 14, 2007
Allen J. Dunckley, 25, Army Sergeant, May 14, 2007
Christopher N. Gonzalez, 25, Army Sergeant, May 14, 2007
Nicholas S. Hartge, 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 14, 2007
Thomas G. Wright, 38, Army National Guard Sergeant, May 14, 2007
Jeffrey D. Walker, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, May 14, 2007
Jesse B. Albrecht, 31, Army Sergeant 1st Class, May 17, 2007
Victor M. Fontanilla, 23, Army Private 1st Class, May 17, 2007
Aaron D. Gautier, 19, Army Private 1st Class, May 17, 2007
Jonathan V. Hamm, 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 17, 2007
Steven M. Packer, 23, Army Sergeant, May 17, 2007
Coty J. Phelps, 22, Army Specialist, May 17, 2007
Ryan J. Baum, 27, Army Sergeant, May 18, 2007
Scott J. Brown, 33, Army Sergeant 1st Class, May 18, 2007
III, Anselmo Martinez, 26, Army Sergeant, May 18, 2007
Marquis J. McCants, 23, Army Specialist, May 18, 2007
Casey W. Nash, 22, Army Specialist, May 18, 2007
Joshua G. Romero, 19, Army Specialist, May 18, 2007
David W. Behrle, 20, Army Specialist, May 19, 2007
Ryan D. Collins, 20, Army Corporal, May 19, 2007
Joseph A. Gilmore, 26, Army Specialist, May 19, 2007
Travis F. Haslip, 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 19, 2007
Jean P. Medlin, 27, Army Sergeant, May 19, 2007
Christopher Lee Moore, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, May 19, 2007
Jason A. Schumann, 23, Army Sergeant, May 19, 2007
Alexander R. Varela, 19, Army Private 1st Class, May 19, 2007
Justin D. Wisniewski, 22, Army Sergeant, May 19, 2007
Brian D. Ardron, 32, Army Sergeant, May 21, 2007
Michael W. Davis, 22, Army Specialist, May 21, 2007
Shannon V. Weaver, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, May 21, 2007
Steve Butcher Jr., 27, Army Staff Sergeant, May 22, 2007
Kristopher A. Higdon, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, May 22, 2007
David C. Kuehl, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, May 22, 2007
Robert J. Montgomery Jr., 29, Army Sergeant, May 22, 2007
Oscar Sauceda Jr., 21, Army Private, May 22, 2007
Robert A. Worthington, 19, Army Private 1st Class, May 22, 2007
Benjamin D. Desilets, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, May 22, 2007
Julian M. Woodall, 21, Marine Corporal, May 22, 2007
Joseph J. Anzack Jr., 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 23, 2007
Daniel P. Cagle, 22, Army Private 1st Class, May 23, 2007
Victor H. Toledo Pulido, 22, Army Corporal, May 23, 2007
Jonathan D. Winterbottom, 21, Army Corporal, May 23, 2007
Benjamin J. Ashley, 22, Army Specialist, May 24, 2007
Mark R. C. Caguioa, 21, Army Specialist, May 24, 2007
Robert H. Dembowski, 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 24, 2007
Robert E. Dunham, 36, Army Sergeant 1st Class, May 24, 2007
Russell K. Shoemaker, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, May 24, 2007
Iosiwo Uruo, 27, Army Sergeant, May 24, 2007
Casey P. Zylman, 22, Army Private 1st Class, May 24, 2007
Mathew P. LaForest, 21, Army Specialist, May 25, 2007
Alexander Rosa Jr., 22, Army Specialist, May 25, 2007
David Paul Lindsey, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, May 25, 2007
Clinton C. Blodgett, 19, Army Specialist, May 26, 2007
Clayton G. Dunn II, 22, Army Sergeant, May 26, 2007
Charles B. Hester, 23, Army Private 1st Class, May 26, 2007
Michael J. Jaurigue, 20, Army Specialist, May 26, 2007
Gregory N. Millard, 22, Army Specialist, May 26, 2007
Francis M. Trussel Jr., 21, Army Specialist, May 26, 2007
William Lee Bailey III, 29, Army National Guard Specialist, May 26, 2007
Erich S. Smallwood, 23, Army National Guard Specialist, May 26, 2007
Nicholas R. Walsh, 27, Marine Sergeant, May 26, 2007
Emmanuel Villarreal, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, May 27, 2007
Alexandre A. Alexeev, 23, Army Specialist, May 28, 2007
Zachary D. Baker, 24, Army Corporal, May 28, 2007
Theodore U. Church, 32, Army Chief Warrant Officer, May 28, 2007
Anthony D. Ewing, 22, Army Sergeant, May 28, 2007
Keith N. Heidtman, 24, Army 1st Lieutenant, May 28, 2007
Thomas M. McFall, 36, Army Staff Sergeant, May 28, 2007
Junior Cedeno Sanchez, 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 28, 2007
III, James E. Summers, 21, Army Corporal, May 28, 2007
Kile G. West, 23, Army 1st Lieutenant, May 28, 2007
Richard V. Correa, 25, Army Sergeant, May 29, 2007
Robert A. Liggett, 23, Army Private 1st Class, May 29, 2007
Jonathan A. Markham, 22, Army Corporal, May 29, 2007
Joseph M. Weiglein, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, May 29, 2007
Doonewey White, 26, Army Specialist, May 29, 2007
Bacilio E. Cuellar, 24, Army Sergeant, May 30, 2007
James E. Lundin, 20, Army Specialist, May 30, 2007
Joshua M. Moore, 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 30, 2007
Matthew E. Baylis, 20, Army Private 1st Class, May 31, 2007
Matthew A. Bean, 22, Army Private 1st Class, May 31, 2007
Chadrick O. Domino, 23, Army Specialist, May 31, 2007
Travis W. Atkins, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 01, 2007
Juan F. Campos, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 01, 2007
Bruce E. Horner, 43, Army Sergeant, Jun 01, 2007
Romel Catalan, 21, Army Specialist, Jun 02, 2007
Jeremiah D. Costello, 22, Army Specialist, Jun 02, 2007
William J. Crouch, 21, Army Specialist, Jun 02, 2007
Dariek E. Dehn, 32, Army Sergeant, Jun 02, 2007
Shawn E. Dressler, 22, Army Sergeant, Jun 02, 2007
Keith V. Nepsa, 21, Army Specialist, Jun 02, 2007
James C. Akin, 23, Army Sergeant, Jun 03, 2007
Joshua D. Brown, 26, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 03, 2007
Caleb P. Christopher, 25, Army Sergeant, Jun 03, 2007
Greg P. Gagarin, 38, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 03, 2007
Tyler J. Kritz, 21, Army Sergeant, Jun 03, 2007
Robert A. Surber, 24, Army Sergeant, Jun 03, 2007
Kimel L. Watt, 21, Army Sergeant, Jun 03, 2007
Ryan A. Balmer, 33, Air Force Technical Sergeant, Jun 05, 2007
Matthew J. Kuglics, 25, Air Force Staff Sergeant, Jun 05, 2007
Andrews J. Higgins, 28, Army Sergeant, Jun 05, 2007
Justin A. Verdeja, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 05, 2007
Timothy B. Cole Jr., 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 06, 2007
Shawn D. Gajdos, 25, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 06, 2007
Greg L. Sutton, 38, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jun 06, 2007
Matthew Soper, 25, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 06, 2007
William N. Newman, 23, Air Force Senior Airman, Jun 07, 2007
Eric M. Barnes, 20, Air Force Airman 1st Class, Jun 09, 2007
Cory M. Endlich, 23, Army Sergeant, Jun 09, 2007
Scott A. Miller, 20, Army Private, Jun 09, 2007
Llythaniele Fender, 21, Army Corporal, Jun 10, 2007
Adam G. Herold, 23, Army Specialist, Jun 10, 2007
Brian M. Long, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 10, 2007
Meresebang Ngiraked, 21, Army Corporal, Jun 10, 2007
Glade L. Felix, 52, Air Force Lieutenant Colonel, Jun 11, 2007
Cameron K. Payne, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 11, 2007
William C. Johnson, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 12, 2007
Damon G. Legrand, 27, Army Specialist, Jun 12, 2007
Johnny R. Strong, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Jun 12, 2007
Casey S. Carriker, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 13, 2007
Michael A. Bechert, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 14, 2007
Val John Borm, 21, Army Specialist, Jun 14, 2007
Josiah W. Hollopeter, 27, Army Specialist, Jun 14, 2007
Derek T. Roberts, 24, Army Sergeant, Jun 14, 2007
Richard K. Parker, 26, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jun 14, 2007
Dustin R. Brisky, 26, Army Reserve Specialist, Jun 14, 2007
Farid Elazzouzi, 26, Army Reserve Specialist, Jun 14, 2007
Kevin H. Sonnenberg, 42, Air National Guard Major, Jun 15, 2007
Michael Patrick Pittman, 34, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 15, 2007
Grass. Zachary A., 22, Army Specialist, Jun 16, 2007
Danny R. Soto, 24, Army Sergeant, Jun 16, 2007
Frank B. Walkup IV, 23, Army 1st Lieutenant, Jun 16, 2007
Larry Parks Jr., 24, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 18, 2007
Frank M. Sandoval, 27, Army Sergeant, Jun 18, 2007
Eric L. Snell, 35, Army Sergeant, Jun 18, 2007
Jacob T. Tracy, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 18, 2007
David A. Wilkey Jr., 22, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 18, 2007
Darryl W. Linder, 23, Army Specialist, Jun 19, 2007
Joshua S. Modgling, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 19, 2007
William A. Zapfe, 35, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jun 19, 2007
David J. Bentz III, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 20, 2007
Sid W. Brookshire, 36, Army Major, Jun 20, 2007
Joe G. Charfauros Jr., 33, Army Specialist, Jun 20, 2007
Darren P. Hubbell, 38, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 20, 2007
Shawn P. Martin, 30, Marine Sergeant, Jun 20, 2007
Stephen J. Wilson, 28, Marine Staff Sergeant, Jun 20, 2007
Daniel J. Agami, 25, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 21, 2007
Karen N. Clifton, 22, Army Specialist, Jun 21, 2007
Anthony D. Hebert, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 21, 2007
Thomas R. Leemhuis, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 21, 2007
Alphonso J. Montenegro II, 22, Army Sergeant, Jun 21, 2007
Raymond N. Spencer Jr., 23, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 21, 2007
Jerimiah J. Veitch, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 21, 2007
Ryan M. Wood, 22, Army Sergeant, Jun 21, 2007
Carter A. Gamble Jr., 24, Army Specialist, Jun 22, 2007
Michael J. Montpetit, 31, Army Sergeant, Jun 22, 2007
Dominic N. Rodriguez, 23, Army Specialist, Jun 22, 2007
Jason D. Nathan, 22, Air Force Airman 1st Class, Jun 23, 2007
William E. Brown, 25, Army Sergeant, Jun 23, 2007
Derek A. Calhoun, 23, Army Specialist, Jun 23, 2007
Joel A. Dahl, 21, Army Sergeant, Jun 23, 2007
Chris Davis, 35, Army Sergeant, Jun 23, 2007
Joel A. House, 22, Army Sergeant, Jun 23, 2007
Joseph P. Kenny, 20, Army Specialist, Jun 23, 2007
Jimy M. Malone, 23, Army Sergeant, Jun 23, 2007
Michael D. Moody Jr., 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 23, 2007
Daniel P. Riordan, 24, Army Lieutenant, Jun 23, 2007
Shane M. Stinson, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 23, 2007
Henry G. Byrd III, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 24, 2007
Eric C. Palmer, 21, Army Specialist, Jun 24, 2007
Andre Craig Jr., 24, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 25, 2007
Trista L. Moretti, 27, Army Sergeant, Jun 25, 2007
Nathan L. Winder, 32, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jun 26, 2007
Derek C. Dixon, 20, Marine Corporal, Jun 26, 2007
Daniel A. Newsome, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 27, 2007
William W. Crow Jr., 28, Army Sergeant, Jun 28, 2007
Cory F. Hiltz, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jun 28, 2007
Shin W. Kim, 23, Army Sergeant, Jun 28, 2007
Michael J. Martinez, 24, Army Sergeant, Jun 28, 2007
Giann C. Joya Mendoza, 27, Army Sergeant, Jun 28, 2007
Dustin L. Workman II, 19, Army Specialist, Jun 28, 2007
James L. Adair, 26, Army Specialist, Jun 29, 2007
Robb L. Rolfing, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Jun 30, 2007
Raymond R. Buchan, 33, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jul 01, 2007
Victor A. Garcia, 22, Army Specialist, Jul 01, 2007
Jonathan M. Rossi, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 01, 2007
Michael L. Ruoff Jr., 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 01, 2007
William C. Chambers, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 01, 2007
Juan M. Garcia Schill, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 01, 2007
Jeremy L. Tinnel, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 01, 2007
Christopher N. Rutherford, 25, Army 1st Lieutenant, Jul 02, 2007
Steven A. Davis, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 04, 2007
Andrew T. Engstrom, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 04, 2007
Scott A.M. Oswell, 33, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Jul 04, 2007
James M. Ahearn, 43, Army Major, Jul 05, 2007
Keith A. Kline, 24, Army Sergeant, Jul 05, 2007
Michelle R. Ring, 24, Army Specialist, Jul 05, 2007
Jeremy L. Stacey, 23, Army Specialist, Jul 05, 2007
Anthony M.K. Vinnedge, 24, Army National Guard Specialist, Jul 05, 2007
Jeremy D. Allbaugh, 21, Marine Corporal, Jul 05, 2007
Steven A. Stacy, 23, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 05, 2007
Gene L. Lamie, 25, Army Sergeant, Jul 06, 2007
Eric A. Lill, 28, Army Sergeant, Jul 06, 2007
Jon M. Lockey, 44, Army Colonel, Jul 06, 2007
Bruce C. Salazar Jr., 24, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 06, 2007
Kory D. Wiens, 20, Army Corporal, Jul 06, 2007
Le Ron A. Wilson, 18, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 06, 2007
Steven Phillip Daugherty, 28, Navy Petty Officer 1st Class, Jul 06, 2007
Jason Dale Lewis, 30, Navy Petty Officer 1st Class, Jul 06, 2007
Robert Richard McRill, 42, Navy Petty Officer 1st Class, Jul 06, 2007
Roberto J. Causor Jr., 21, Army Specialist, Jul 07, 2007
Jason E. Dore, 25, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 08, 2007
Maria I. Ortiz, 40, Army Captain, Jul 10, 2007
Courtney T. Johnson, 26, Army Sergeant, Jul 11, 2007
Jeffrey R. McKinney, 40, Army 1st Sergeant, Jul 11, 2007
Allen A. Greka, 29, Army Sergeant, Jul 14, 2007
Christopher D. Kube, 18, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 14, 2007
John R. Massey, 29, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 14, 2007
Benjamin B. Bartlett Jr., 25, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 15, 2007
Robert D. Varga, 24, Army Specialist, Jul 15, 2007
Eric M. Holke, 31, Army National Guard Specialist, Jul 15, 2007
Shawn V. Starkovich, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 16, 2007
Nathan S. Barnes, 23, Army Sergeant, Jul 17, 2007
Brandon K. Bobb, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 17, 2007
James J. Harrelson, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 17, 2007
Ron J. Joshua Jr., 19, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 17, 2007
Jeffrey L. Chaney, 35, Navy Petty Officer 1st Class, Jul 17, 2007
Patrick L. Wade, 38, Navy Chief Petty Officer, Jul 17, 2007
Zachary Clouser, 19, Army Specialist, Jul 18, 2007
Richard Gilmore III, 22, Army Specialist, Jul 18, 2007
Daniel E. Gomez, 21, Army Specialist, Jul 18, 2007
Luis E. Gutierrez-Rosales, 38, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jul 18, 2007
Ronald L. Coffelt, 36, Army Sergeant, Jul 19, 2007
Brandon M. Craig, 25, Army Corporal, Jul 19, 2007
Rhett A. Butler, 22, Army Corporal, Jul 20, 2007
Jacob S. Schmuecker, 27, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 21, 2007
Christopher G. Scherer, 21, Marine Corporal, Jul 21, 2007
Shawn G. Adams, 21, Army Sergeant, Jul 22, 2007
Bobby L. Twitty, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 22, 2007
Courtney D. Finch, 27, Army Sergeant, Jul 24, 2007
Camy Florexil, 20, Army Specialist, Jul 24, 2007
Joshua P. Mattero, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 24, 2007
Robert A. Lynch, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jul 24, 2007
James H. McRae, 22, Marine Corporal, Jul 24, 2007
Matthew R. Zindars, 21, Marine Corporal, Jul 24, 2007
Daniel S. Noble, 21, Navy Hospitalman, Jul 24, 2007
Daniel A. Leckel, 19, Army Specialist, Jul 25, 2007
Michael A. Baloga, 21, Army Private, Jul 26, 2007
Charles E. Bilbrey Jr., 21, Army Specialist, Jul 26, 2007
William R. Howdeshell, 37, Army Sergeant, Jul 26, 2007
Jaime Rodriguez Jr., 19, Army Specialist, Jul 26, 2007
Cody C. Grater, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 29, 2007
Wilberto Suliveras, 38, Army Staff Sergeant, Jul 29, 2007
Jason M. Kessler, 29, Army Corporal, Jul 30, 2007
Sean A. Stokes, 24, Marine Corporal, Jul 30, 2007
Zachariah J. Gonzalez, 23, Army Specialist, Jul 31, 2007
Charles T. Heinlein Jr., 23, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 31, 2007
Alfred H. Jairala, 29, Army Private 1st Class, Jul 31, 2007
Bradley W. Marshall, 37, Army Sergeant, Jul 31, 2007
Daniel F. Reyes, 24, Army Specialist, Jul 31, 2007
Stephen R. Maddies, 41, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jul 31, 2007
Travis S. Bachman, 30, Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class, Aug 01, 2007
Cristian Rojas-Gallego, 24, Army Specialist, Aug 02, 2007
Eric D. Salinas, 25, Army Specialist, Aug 02, 2007
Fernando Santos, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 02, 2007
Julian Ingles Rios, 52, Army National Guard Master Sergent, Aug 02, 2007
Cristian Vasquez, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 02, 2007
Jaron D. Holliday, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 04, 2007
Jason K. Lafleur, 28, Army Corporal, Aug 04, 2007
Braden J. Long, 19, Army Specialist, Aug 04, 2007
Matthew M. Murchison, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 04, 2007
Dustin S. Wakeman, 25, Army Sergeant, Aug 04, 2007
Joey D. Link, 29, Air Force Technical Sergeant, Aug 05, 2007
Blackwell. Justin R., 27, Army Specialist, Aug 05, 2007
Jeremy S. Bohannon, 18, Army Private, Aug 05, 2007
Charles E. Leonard Jr., 29, Army Specialist, Aug 05, 2007
Juan M. Alcantara, 22, Army Corporal, Aug 06, 2007
Nicholas A. Gummersall, 23, Army Sergeant, Aug 06, 2007
Kareem R. Khan, 20, Army Specialist, Aug 06, 2007
Christopher T. Neiberger, 22, Army Specialist, Aug 06, 2007
Jacob M. Thompson, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 06, 2007
Reynold Armand, 21, Marine Corporal, Aug 07, 2007
Jon E. Bonnell Jr., 22, Marine Sergeant, Aug 07, 2007
Alicia A. Birchett, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 08, 2007
Donald M. Young, 0, Army Specialist, Aug 08, 2007
Michael E. Tayaotao, 27, Marine Sergeant, Aug 09, 2007
Joan J. Duran, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 10, 2007
William L. Edwards, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 11, 2007
Scott L. Kirkpatrick, 26, Army Sergeant, Aug 11, 2007
Andrew W. Lancaster, 23, Army Sergeant, Aug 11, 2007
Justin O. Penrod, 24, Army Specialist, Aug 11, 2007
William D. Scates, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 11, 2007
Eric D. Cottrell, 39, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 13, 2007
Alun R. Howells, 20, Army Specialist, Aug 13, 2007
Juan M. Lopez Jr., 23, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 13, 2007
Paulomarko U. Pacificador, 24, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 13, 2007
Sean P. Fisher, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 14, 2007
Shawn D. Hensel, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 14, 2007
Steven R. Jewell, 26, Army Specialist, Aug 14, 2007
Christopher Johnson, 31, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Aug 14, 2007
Jackie L. McFarlane Jr, 30, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Aug 14, 2007
Stanley B. Reynolds, 37, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 14, 2007
Robert R. Pirelli, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 15, 2007
Princess C. Samuels, 22, Army Sergeant, Aug 15, 2007
Zandra T. Walker, 28, Army Specialist, Aug 15, 2007
Kamisha J. Block, 20, Army Specialist, Aug 16, 2007
Paul B. Norris, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 16, 2007
Willard M. Powell-Kerchief, 21, Army Corporal, Aug 16, 2007
Jonathan W. Edds, 24, Army 1st Lieutenant, Aug 17, 2007
Michael S. Fielder, 35, Army Captain, Aug 19, 2007
Sandy R. Britt, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 21, 2007
Donovan D. Witham, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 21, 2007
Rickey L. Bell, 21, Army Specialist, Aug 22, 2007
Jeremy P. Bouffard, 21, Army Corporal, Aug 22, 2007
Phillip J. Brodnick, 25, Army Corporal, Aug 22, 2007
Edgar E. Cardenas, 34, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 22, 2007
Derek A. Dobogai, 26, Army Captain, Aug 22, 2007
Paul J. Flynn, 28, Army Chief Warrant Officer, Aug 22, 2007
Joshua S. Harmon, 20, Army Corporal, Aug 22, 2007
Michael A. Hook, 25, Army Specialist, Aug 22, 2007
Nathan C. Hubbard, 21, Army Corporal, Aug 22, 2007
Garrett I. McLead, 23, Army Sergeant, Aug 22, 2007
Jason L. Paton, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 22, 2007
Jessy G. Pollard, 22, Army Specialist, Aug 22, 2007
Tyler R. Seideman, 20, Army Specialist, Aug 22, 2007
Matthew L. Tallman, 30, Army Sergeant, Aug 22, 2007
Omar E. Torres, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 22, 2007
Corry Paul Tyler, 29, Army Captain, Aug 22, 2007
Adrian M. Elizalde, 30, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Aug 23, 2007
Michael J. Tully, 33, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Aug 23, 2007
David A. Heringes, 36, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Aug 24, 2007
Matthew S. Medlicott, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 25, 2007
Joshua L. Morley, 22, Army Sergeant, Aug 26, 2007
Tracy C. Willis, 21, Army Specialist, Aug 26, 2007
Rogelio A. Ramirez, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Aug 26, 2007
James S. Collins Jr., 35, Army Reserve Sergeant, Aug 28, 2007
Edward L. Brooks, 25, Army Specialist, Aug 29, 2007
Erick M. Foster, 29, Army Captain, Aug 29, 2007
Andrew P Nelson, 22, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 29, 2007
Justin T. Sanders, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Aug 29, 2007
John C. Tanner, 21, Marine Corporal, Aug 29, 2007
Jason M. Butkus, 34, Army Staff Sergeant, Aug 30, 2007
Daniel E. Scheibner, 40, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Aug 30, 2007
Travis M. Virgadamo, 19, Army Specialist, Aug 30, 2007
Kevin A. Gilbertson, 24, Army Sergeant, Aug 31, 2007
Christopher G. Patton, 21, Army Specialist, Sep 01, 2007
Delmar White, 37, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Sep 02, 2007
Rodney J. Johnson, 20, Army Specialist, Sep 04, 2007
David J. Lane, 20, Army Specialist, Sep 04, 2007
Joel L. Murray, 26, Army Sergeant, Sep 04, 2007
Randol S. Shelton, 22, Army Private, Sep 04, 2007
Dane R. Balcon, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 05, 2007
David A. Cooper Jr., 36, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Sep 05, 2007
Keith A. Nurnberg, 26, Army Specialist, Sep 05, 2007
Javier G. Paredes, 24, Army Corporal, Sep 05, 2007
William T. Warford III, 24, Army Corporal, Sep 05, 2007
Lee C. Wilson, 30, Army Sergeant, Sep 06, 2007
Christopher L. Poole Jr., 22, Marine Corporal, Sep 06, 2007
Bryan J. Scripsick, 22, Marine Corporal, Sep 06, 2007
John C. Stock, 26, Marine Staff Sergeant, Sep 06, 2007
Michael J. Yarbrough, 24, Marine Sergeant, Sep 06, 2007
Marisol Heredia, 19, Army Specialist, Sep 07, 2007
Jason J. Hernandez, 21, Army Specialist, Sep 07, 2007
Thomas L. Hilbert, 20, Army Specialist, Sep 07, 2007
Drew N. Jensen, 27, Army Captain, Sep 07, 2007
Lance M. Clark, 21, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 07, 2007
Ryan A. Woodward, 22, Army Corporal, Sep 08, 2007
Alexander U. Gagalac, 28, Army Sergeant, Sep 09, 2007
Courtney Hollinsworth, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 09, 2007
Ari D. Brown-Weeks, 23, Army Specialist, Sep 10, 2007
Steven R. Elrod, 20, Army Specialist, Sep 10, 2007
Yance T. Gray, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 10, 2007
Michael C. Hardegree, 21, Army Sergeant, Sep 10, 2007
Omar L. Mora, 28, Army Sergeant, Sep 10, 2007
Nicholas J. Patterson, 24, Army Sergeant, Sep 10, 2007
Gregory Rivera-Santiago, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 10, 2007
Sammie E. Phillips, 19, Army National Guard Private 1st Class, Sep 10, 2007
Carlos E. Gil Orozco, 23, Marine Corporal, Sep 10, 2007
Jon T. Hicks Jr., 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Sep 10, 2007
Christopher M. McCloud, 24, Army Private, Sep 14, 2007
John Mele, 25, Army Sergeant, Sep 14, 2007
Todd A. Motley, 23, Army Specialist, Sep 14, 2007
Jonathan Rivadeneira, 22, Army Specialist, Sep 14, 2007
Terry D. Wagoner, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 14, 2007
Brandon T. Thorsen, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 15, 2007
Terrence P. Allen, 21, Marine Corporal, Sep 15, 2007
Michael L. Townes, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 16, 2007
Matthew J. Emerson, 20, Army Specialist, Sep 18, 2007
Edmund J. Jeffers, 23, Army Sergeant, Sep 18, 2007
Joseph N. Landry III, 23, Army Specialist, Sep 18, 2007
Nicholas P. Olson, 22, Army Specialist, Sep 18, 2007
Donald E. Valentine III, 21, Army Specialist, Sep 18, 2007
Aaron J. Walker, 23, Army Specialist, Sep 18, 2007
Graham M. McMahon, 22, Army Corporal, Sep 19, 2007
Christian M. Neff, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 19, 2007
Roselle M. Hoffmaster, 32, Army Captain (Doctor), Sep 20, 2007
Luigi Marciante Jr., 25, Army Private 1st Class, Sep 20, 2007
John J. Young, 24, Army Specialist, Sep 21, 2007
Jonathan M. Lankford, 42, Army Command Sergeant Major, Sep 22, 2007
Joshua H. Reeves, 26, Army Specialist, Sep 22, 2007
David L. Watson, 29, Army Specialist, Sep 22, 2007
Anthony K. Bento, 23, Army Corporal, Sep 24, 2007
Kevin R. Brown, 38, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 25, 2007
Zachary B. Tomczak, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 25, 2007
Randy L. Johnson, 34, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Sep 27, 2007
Robert T. Ayres III, 23, Army Sergeant, Sep 29, 2007
Donnie D. Dixon, 37, Army Staff Sergeant, Sep 29, 2007
James D. Doster, 37, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Sep 29, 2007
Chirasak Vidhyarkorn, 32, Army Specialist, Sep 29, 2007
Randell Olguin, 24, Army Sergeant, Sep 30, 2007
Herman J. Murkerson Jr., 35, Marine Gunnery Sergeant, Oct 01, 2007
Shayna Ann Schnell, 19, Navy Seaman Apprentice, Oct 01, 2007
Vincent G. Kamka, 23, Army Specialist, Oct 04, 2007
Avealalo Milo, 23, Army Specialist, Oct 04, 2007
Ricardo X. Rodriguez, 23, Army Sergeant, Oct 04, 2007
Jason N. Marchand, 26, Army Specialist, Oct 05, 2007
Joseph B. Milledge, 23, Army Sergeant, Oct 05, 2007
Rachael L. Hugo, 24, Army Reserve Specialist, Oct 05, 2007
Gilberto A. Meza, 21, Army Corporal, Oct 06, 2007
Benjamin C. Dillon, 22, Army Corporal, Oct 07, 2007
Jeremy W. Burris, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Oct 08, 2007
Frank L. Cady III, 20, Army Not reported yet, Oct 10, 2007
Eric T. Duckworth, 26, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 10, 2007
Jason M. Lantieri, 25, Army Sergeant, Oct 10, 2007
Lillian Clamens, 35, Army Reserve Staff Sergeant, Oct 10, 2007
Samuel F. Pearson, 28, Army Reserve Specialist, Oct 10, 2007
Donald L. Munn II, 22, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 11, 2007
Nathan Z. Thacker, 18, Army Private, Oct 12, 2007
Kenneth J. Iwasinski, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 14, 2007
Jason B. Koutroubas, 21, Army Specialist, Oct 14, 2007
Thomas M. Martin, 27, Army 1st Lieutenant, Oct 14, 2007
Justin S. Monschke, 28, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Oct 14, 2007
Micheal D. Brown, 20, Army Specialist, Oct 16, 2007
Vincent A. Madero, 22, Army Specialist, Oct 17, 2007
Jarred S. Fontenot, 35, Army Staff Sergeant, Oct 18, 2007
Wayne M. Geiger, 23, Army Specialist, Oct 18, 2007
Erik T. Garoutte, 22, Marine Corporal, Oct 19, 2007
Anamarie Sannicolas Camacho, 20, Navy Seaman, Oct 22, 2007
Genesia Mattril Gresham, 19, Navy Seaman, Oct 22, 2007
Adam J. Chitjian, 39, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 24, 2007
Robin L. Towns Sr., 52, Army National Guard Staff Sergeant, Oct 24, 2007
David E. Lambert, 39, Army Specialist, Oct 26, 2007
Cody M. Carver, 19, Army Private, Oct 30, 2007
Rush “Mickey” Marshall Jenkins, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Oct 30, 2007
Daniel L. McCall, 24, Army Sergeant, Oct 30, 2007
Louis A. Griese, 30, Army Sergeant, Oct 31, 2007
Timothy I. McGovern, 28, Army Captain, Oct 31, 2007
Brandon W. Smitherman, 21, Army Specialist, Oct 31, 2007
Thomas A. Crowell, 36, Air Force Master Sergent, Nov 01, 2007
Nathan J. Schuldheiss, 27, Air Force Civilian, Nov 01, 2007
David A. Wieger, 28, Air Force Staff Sergeant, Nov 01, 2007
Tracy Lynn Alger, 30, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Nov 01, 2007
Dwane A. Covert Jr., 20, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 03, 2007
Carletta S. Davis, 34, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 05, 2007
John D. Linde, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 05, 2007
Adam J. Muller, 21, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 05, 2007
Daniel J. Shaw, 23, Army Sergeant, Nov 05, 2007
Derek T. Stenroos, 24, Army Sergeant, Nov 05, 2007
Kevin R. Bewley, 27, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Nov 05, 2007
Christine M. Ndururi, 21, Army Specialist, Nov 06, 2007
Benjamin D. Tiffner, 31, Army Captain, Nov 07, 2007
Lui Tumanuvao, 29, Army Sergeant, Nov 07, 2007
Jermaine D. Franklin, 22, Army Specialist, Nov 09, 2007
Ashley Sietsema, 20, Army Specialist, Nov 12, 2007
Joseph M. Vanek, 22, Army Sergeant, Nov 12, 2007
Christopher R. Kruse, 23, Army Sergeant, Nov 13, 2007
Casey P. Mason, 22, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 13, 2007
Peter W. Schmidt, 30, Army Specialist, Nov 13, 2007
Kenneth R. Booker, 25, Army Sergeant, Nov 14, 2007
Peter H. Burks, 26, Army 2nd Lieutenant, Nov 14, 2007
Derek R. Banks, 24, Army National Guard Specialist, Nov 14, 2007
Steven C. Ganczewski, 22, Army Sergeant, Nov 16, 2007
Mason L. Lewis, 26, Army Sergeant, Nov 16, 2007
Marius L. Ferrero, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Nov 18, 2007
Jason T. Lee, 26, Army Corporal, Nov 18, 2007
Christopher J. Nelson, 22, Army Corporal, Nov 18, 2007
Alejandro Ayala, 26, Air Force Staff Sergeant, Nov 19, 2007
Alfred G. Paredez Jr., 32, Army Sergeant, Nov 20, 2007
Melvin L. Henley Jr., 26, Army Specialist, Nov 21, 2007
Jonathon L. Martin, 33, Army Staff Sergeant, Nov 22, 2007
Isaac T. Cortes, 26, Army Private, Nov 27, 2007
Benjamin J. Garrison, 25, Army Specialist, Nov 27, 2007
John J. Tobiason, 42, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Nov 28, 2007
Allen C. Roberts, 21, Marine Corporal, Nov 28, 2007
Blair William Emery, 24, Army Corporal, Nov 30, 2007
Matthew K. Reece, 24, Army Specialist, Dec 01, 2007
Kyle Dayton, 22, Army Sergeant , Dec 03, 2007
Eric J. Hernandez, 26, Army Sergeant, Dec 04, 2007
Dewayne L. White, 27, Army Private, Dec 04, 2007
Adam P. Snyder, 26, Army Captain, Dec 05, 2007
Randy W. Pickering, 31, Army Specialist, Dec 09, 2007
Johnathan A. Lahmann, 21, Army Specialist, Dec 10, 2007
Mark T. Carter, 27, Navy Chief Petty Officer, Dec 11, 2007
Samuel E. Kelsey, 24, Army Sergeant, Dec 13, 2007
Brynn J. Naylor, 21, Army Specialist, Dec 13, 2007
Daren A. Smith, 19, Army Private, Dec 13, 2007
Jonathan A. Lowery, 38, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Dec 14, 2007
Austin D. Pratt, 22, Army Sergeant, Dec 15, 2007
Juctin R. P. McDaniel, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 17, 2007
Jeremy E. Ray, 26, Army 1st Lieutenant, Dec 20, 2007
George J. Howell, 24, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 21, 2007
Peter C. Neesley, 28, Army Sergeant, Dec 25, 2007
Bryan J. Tutten, 33, Army Sergeant, Dec 25, 2007
Rowdy J. Inman, 38, Army Captain, Dec 26, 2007
Benjamin B. Portell, 27, Army Sergeant, Dec 26, 2007
Joseph R. Berlin Jr., 21, Army Private 1st Class, Dec 30, 2007
Reno S. Lacerna, 44, Army Sergeant, Dec 31, 2007
Victor W. Jeffries, 52, Navy Petty Officer 1st Class, Dec 31, 2007
Joshua R. Anderson, 24, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 02, 2008
Ryan D. Maseth, 24, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 02, 2008
Thomas J. Casey, 32, Army Captain, Jan 03, 2008
Andrew J. Olmsted, 37, Army Major, Jan 03, 2008
Menelek M. Brown, 24, Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class, Jan 04, 2008
Jason F. Lemke, 30, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 05, 2008
James D. Gudridge, 20, Army Specialist, Jan 06, 2008
Timothy R. Hanson, 23, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 07, 2008
David J. Hart, 22, Army Sergeant, Jan 08, 2008
Ivan E. Merlo, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 08, 2008
Phillip J. Pannier, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 08, 2008
Todd E. Davis, 22, Army Specialist, Jan 09, 2008
Jonathan Kilian Dozier, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 09, 2008
Sean M. Gaul, 29, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 09, 2008
Zachary W. McBride, 20, Army Sergeant, Jan 09, 2008
Matthew I. Pionk, 30, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Jan 09, 2008
Christopher A. Sanders, 22, Army Sergeant, Jan 09, 2008
Curtis A. Christensen Jr., 29, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 11, 2008
Keith E. Lloyd, 26, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 12, 2008
Danny L. Kimme, 27, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 16, 2008
David H. Sharrett II, 27, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 16, 2008
John P. Sigsbee, 21, Army Specialist, Jan 16, 2008
Richard B. Burress, 25, Army Specialist, Jan 19, 2008
Jon M. Schoolcraft III, 26, Army Specialist, Jan 19, 2008
Justin R. Whiting, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 19, 2008
James M. Gluff, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Jan 19, 2008
Michael R. Sturdivant, 20, Army Sergeant, Jan 22, 2008
Tracy Renee Birkman, 41, Army Sergeant, Jan 25, 2008
Duncan Charles Crookston, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 25, 2008
Robert J. Wilson, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 26, 2008
Mikeal W. Miller, 22, Army Sergeant, Jan 27, 2008
Alan G. Rogers, 40, Army Major, Jan 27, 2008
James E. Craig, 26, Army Sergeant, Jan 28, 2008
Gary W. Jeffries, 37, Army Staff Sergeant, Jan 28, 2008
Evan A. Marshall, 21, Army Specialist, Jan 28, 2008
Brandon A. Meyer, 20, Army Private 1st Class, Jan 28, 2008
Joshua A. R. Young, 21, Army Private, Jan 28, 2008
Michael A. Norman, 36, Army Captain, Jan 31, 2008
David E. Schultz, 25, Army 1st Lieutenant, Jan 31, 2008
Matthew F. Straughter, 27, Army National Guard Sergeant, Jan 31, 2008
Chad A. Barrett, 35, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 02, 2008
Christopher J. West, 26, Army Specialist, Feb 04, 2008
Nathan H. Hardy, 29, Navy Chief Petty Officer, Feb 04, 2008
Michael E. Koch, 29, Navy Chief Petty Officer, Feb 04, 2008
Rafael Alicearivera, 30, Army Sergeant, Feb 05, 2008
Miguel A. Baez, 32, Army Specialist, Feb 05, 2008
John C. Osmolski, 23, Army Sergeant, Feb 05, 2008
Timothy R. Van Orman, 24, Army Sergeant, Feb 05, 2008
Bradley J. Skelton, 40, Army National Guard Sergeant, Feb 06, 2008
Luis A. Souffront, 25, Navy Petty Officer 1st Class, Feb 07, 2008
Michael T. Manibog, 31, Army Specialist, Feb 08, 2008
Timothy P. Martin, 27, Army Sergeant, Feb 08, 2008
Jack T. Sweet, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 08, 2008
Jerald A. Whisenhunt, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 08, 2008
Gary D. Willett, 34, Army Sergeant, Feb 08, 2008
Corey E. Spates, 21, Army Sergeant, Feb 10, 2008
Javares J. Washington, 27, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 14, 2008
Chad D. Groepper, 21, Army Specialist, Feb 17, 2008
Luke S. Runyan, 21, Army Specialist, Feb 17, 2008
Conrad Alvarez, 22, Army Sergeant, Feb 20, 2008
Albert Bitton, 20, Army Corporal, Feb 20, 2008
Bryant W. Mackey, 30, Army Staff Sergeant, Feb 20, 2008
Jr., Micheal B. Matlock, 21, Army Specialist, Feb 20, 2008
Nathan R. Raudenbush, 25, Army Captain, Feb 20, 2008
Drew W. Weaver, 20, Marine Lance Corporal, Feb 21, 2008
Keisha M. Morgan, 25, Army Specialist, Feb 22, 2008
Orlando A. Perez, 23, Army Specialist, Feb 24, 2008
Micheal E. Phillips, 19, Army Private 1st Class, Feb 24, 2008
Kevin S. Mowl, 22, Army Specialist, Feb 25, 2008
Christopher S. Frost, 24, Air Force Staff Sergeant, Mar 04, 2008
Jose A. Paniagua-Morales, 22, Army Corporal, Mar 07, 2008
Phillip R. Anderson, 28, Army Sergeant, Mar 10, 2008
Donald A. Burkett, 24, Army Specialist, Mar 10, 2008
Ernesto G. Cimarrusti, 25, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 10, 2008
David D. Julian, 31, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 10, 2008
Torre R. Mallard, 27, Army Captain, Mar 10, 2008
Robert T. McDavid, 28, Army Corporal, Mar 10, 2008
Scott A. McIntosh, 26, Army Corporal, Mar 10, 2008
Shawn M. Suzch, 32, Army Sergeant 1st Class, Mar 10, 2008
Laurent J. West, 32, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 11, 2008
Juantrea T. Bradley, 28, Army Staff Sergeant, Mar 12, 2008
Dustin C. Jackson, 21, Army Specialist, Mar 12, 2008
Tenzin L. Samten, 33, Army Private 1st Class, Mar 12, 2008
William D. O’Brien, 19, Army Specialist, Mar 15, 2008

What is there to say about it?

What the war has cost us

2008-03-20T11:08:00.004-06:00

This is from 2003, only the younger victims:

Muhsen Numan Mmusa al-Ardawy 2 weeks Male shrapnel Basra 4/1/2003
Frsa Gwad Kathem al-Asbae 1 month Female burns al Zawea 3/23/2003
Bnet Hmed Hade Unes 2 months Female shrapnel Thrmston 4/30/2003
Tabarek Hamzaa Taleb 4 months Male missile al Salaam 3/29/2003
Nethem Hbeb Gsem Alsaade 4 months Female shrapnel al Shala 4/5/2003
Noor Saad 6 months Female missile al Naser 4/5/2003
Mohamad Marzuk Farhan al-Ajme 6 months Male bullets Najaf 4/6/2003
Mustafa Ghanem Johe 6 months Male shrapnel alJazeara 5/4/2003
Aumar Mahamed Jaasem 8 months Male bomb Basra 3/23/2003
Zmen Alabden Klel Thaef 8 months Female aircraft attack al Hmam 3/25/2003
Mohsen Basem Naji 8 months M shrapnel al Jazeara 5/4/2003
Ali Talb Gwad Abas 8 months Male al Jrewea 3/28/2003
Rkea Hmza Mnshad Alhgebe 8 months Female shrapnel Kreat 3/28/2003
Yasser Farouq Foaad 9 months Male broken in his head (bomb) 3/25/2003
Zuhair Alali Hussien 9 months Male as result of shock al Baker 3/25/2003
Fatma Khalel 9 months Female missile al Furat 3/26/2003
Rkea Hmza Mnshad Alhgebe 11 months Female bullets al Shrta 3/26/2003
Mstfa Alaa Gasem Algmale 11 months Male tank attack al Ngef 3/28/2003
Tba Ali Hasan 1 year Female shrapnel al Salhea 3/23/2003
Reath Gbar Sbke 1 year Male tank attack al Tthhea 3/25/2003
Heder Ali Abrahem 1 year Male shrapnel al Thraf 4/4/2003
Mahdi Ahmed Mahdi Alanze 1 year Male shrapnel al Gdeda 4/7/2003
Tmara Mahdi Srhan Alankome 1 year Female shrapnel al Dewanea 3/26/2003
Nathem Hamed Mshkwol 1 year Male shrapnel al Sheok 3/30/2003
Zaid Ali Kadem Hamza 1 year Male shrapnel al Markaz 7/26/2003
Mahdey Abed al-Atheem 1 year Male missile Basra 3/23/2003
Mhmed Fleh Mhasan Alshwele 1 year Male bullets Rfaae 3/26/2003
Lwae Sbar Sbe 2 years Male 3/24/2003
Bahaar Ali Kadem 2 years Male missile al Kefell 3/20/2003
Karar Hameed Abed AZi 2 years Male missile Basra 3/22/2003
zayen al-Aabeadeen 2 years Male bomb Basra 3/23/2003
Fatma Mged Mgde 2 years Female aircraft attack Ngef Hedrea 3/26/2003
Ftema Amged Hmada 2 years Female shrapnel al Malmenm 3/26/2003
Mohamed Aalawi Dadem Hamza 2 years Male shrapnel al Kadeimaa 3/26/2003
Mohamed Ali Kadem Hmzaa 2 years Male bomb al Kadeimaa 3/26/2003
Mrttha Adel Mahdi Alaskrat 2 years Male shrapnel 3/27/2003
Murtadhaa Aayad Taleb 2 years Male missile al Salaam 3/29/2003
Mhmed Adel Abas Alashbal 2 years Male aircraft attack Basra 4/2/2003
Eeaser Farwk Fwad Alkfage 2 years Male shrapnel Kmas 4/4/2003
Lela Nama Mke 2 years Female shrapnel Baghdad 4/5/2003
Hasan Heder Saed 2 years Male shrapnel al Tagi 4/7/2003
Mntther Heder Saed 2 years Male shrapnel al Tagi 4/7/2003
Raafet Sami Hirat 2 years Male tank attack al Rashiddia 4/7/2003
Ikbal Aussien Gameel 2 years Female missile al Sader 4/9/2003
Ahmed Amaar Abed 2 years Male burns al Naseria 4/19/2003
Mohamed Baaker Ali Kadem 2 years Male missile Kefell 7/25/2003
Thha Heder Slman Abed 3 years Female shrapnel al Rfaae 3/25/2003
Zhraa Dham Kasem Fleh 3 years Female burns al Nasrea 3/25/2003
Tkea Hnmed Ghed Fthan 3 years Female Hedrea 3/26/2003
Haider Ali Khelaan 3 years Male shrapnel al Sader 3/28/2003
Heder Gwad Shrge Alarthe 3 years Male tank attack al Krm 3/28/2003
Mstfa Hasan Twfek 3 years Male burns al Gdeda 3/28/2003
Hanan Trky Aoda 3 years Female shrapnel al Wahda 3/30/2003
Zoher Dakhel Lafta al-Daamy 3 years Male burns Karbala 4/1/2003
Amar Mohamed 3 years Male missile al Naser 4/5/2003
Abed Ala Raja'a Abed 3 years Male bullet Baya'a 4/7/2003
Zaynab Mosleh Ali 3 years Female bullet Massyab 4/7/2003
Zenab Heder Saed 3 years Female shrapnel al Tagi 4/7/2003
Zina Ali Hirat 3 years Female tank attack al Rashiddia 4/7/2003
Hussin Ali Hassen Hameed 3 years Male shrapnel al Sader 4/9/2003
Samea Raad Hmod Almoswe 3 years Female shrapnel Thrmston 4/30/2003
Maitham Haseeb Jasem 3 years Male missile al Shulla 5/4/2003
Ali Shaker Abed al-Hassan 4 years Male missile Basra 3/22/2003
Kfran Alaa Krem 4 years Female aircraft attack al Mhmod 3/24/2003
Rream Abd Alslam Shnn 4 years Female shrapnel al Shewk 3/24/2003
Mhmed Kathem Abd Hashem 4 years Male shrapnel al Thhea 3/25/2003
Fatma Aesa Atea Albsare 4 years Female tank attack al Gmalea 3/26/2003
Hsen Fleh Mhsen Brea Alshwele 4 years M bullets Stret 3/26/2003
Alk Mhmed Hgem Alarean 4 years Female burns al Nser 3/27/2003
Abd Ala Hsen Lelo 4 years Male shrapnel 7 al Sheok 3/30/2003
Mrttha Wathek Gaseb 4 years Male al Hndea 3/31/2003
Hba Shhab Ahmed Alflahe 4 years Female student shrapnel al Kearen 4/1/2003
Hsen Abas Kathem Alhsebe 4 years Male tank attack Basra 4/5/2003
Mohamad Abass Abd Ali Rahan 4 years Male missle attack al Husseneia 4/15/2003
Alaa Muneer Jabbar 4 years Male 4/17/2003
Resel Mohamad Rathe al-Ardawy 4 years Female shrapnel 4/28/2003
Gasem Mhmed Hmod Gmrat Almoswe 4 years Male shrapnel Thrmston 4/30/2003
Karrar Haider Hamza 4 years Male missile al Zeghaye 3/31/2003
Fatmaa Shaker Abed al-Hassan 5 years Female missile Basra 3/22/2003
Khaled Ghally Hasun 5 years Male missile al Bathaa 3/23/2003
Mhmed Gasem Gabir Alasbhe 5 years Male tank attack al Zawea 3/23/2003
Saad Agel Gbar Haef 5 years Male tank attack al Ngef 3/23/2003
Sajad Wisam Hasan 5 years Male sliver in heart Stret 3/23/2003
Sgad Wsam Hasan al Abraheme 5 years Male shrapnel Stret 20 3/23/2003
Abas Zore Agel 5 years Male burns al Shate 3/24/2003
Ahmed Saber Salih 5 years Male bullet al Biqa'a 3/24/2003
Ashref Katjhem Gasem 5 years Female shrapnel al Shrkea 3/25/2003
Noora Fatah Ismael 5 years Male bullet in head al Saif 3/25/2003
Sajad Jasem 5 years Male bomb al Sader 3/25/2003
Wrda Kald al Zbde 5 years Female shrapnel Stret 20 3/25/2003
Mmhmed Flah Kathem Htab Altae 5 years Male tank attack 3/26/2003
Muktada Abas Nahey 5 years Male bomb al Baker 3/26/2003
Mhmed Abd Alhsen Easen 5 years Male bullets Klat Sker 3/27/2003
Mksm Nthem Abd Alrzalk Hsen 5 years Male shrapnel al Shamea 3/27/2003
Nor Hamed Mshkwol 5 years Female shrapnel al Sheok 3/30/2003
Mhmod Abhem Hashem Alnaeme 5 years Male shrapnel al Thadeen 4/1/2003
Mrem Adel Awda Alhmrany 5 years Female bullets al Usfea 4/3/2003
Asmaael Ohab Asmaael 5 years Male shrapnel 4/5/2003
Hend Ali Abed Alrahman 5 years Female missile al Naser 4/5/2003
Neemah Juadd Kazem 5 years Male shrapnel al Edarah 4/6/2003
Zhraa Abd Gasem 5 years Female shrapnel Kan 4/6/2003
Lena Ali Hirat 5 years Female tank attack al Rashiddia 4/7/2003
Sgad Heder Saed 5 years Male shrapnel al Tagi 4/7/2003
Husien Ali Hasun 5 years Male al Sader 4/9/2003
Ali Hussain Majeed 5 years Male bomb Areedo 4/10/2003
Theaa Smer Gbar Maged 5 years Male shrapnel al Hawe 4/17/2003
Mohammed Taher Ali 5 years Male bomb Laylan 4/28/20

Here are some of the faces.

Here are some of the personal losses of a single Chicago Tribune employee:

1. Media Majeed, 27, sister, killed April 13, 2006, in Baghdad's Dora neighborhood, by police responding to a nearby attack by insurgents.
2. Fuad al-Ghazzawi, 34, cosmetics shop owner, primary school friend, killed by gunmen in 2006 in Dora.
3. Mohammed Obeid, 33, book and stationery store owner, high school friend, killed by gunmen, 2006, in Dora.
4. Thaer al-Shemmari, 33, bookshop and stationary store owner adjacent to Mohammed. Shot by gunmen in 2005 in Dora
5. Raad, 29, plumber and neighbor, shot by gunmen, 2006 in Dora.
6. Salman Khalaf, mid-40s, friend and former army officer, kidnapped 2005, still missing though the family paid ransom.
7. Col. Karim al Mihyawi, 40s, friend, assassinated, Dora, 2005.
8. His brother, Saad al Mihyawi, mid 30s, real estate broker, found shot dead behind the wheel of his car in Dora, 2006.
9. Abd al-Zahra, 40s, dairy products store owner, shot dead 2006 in Dora.
10. Aamer Abu Abdullah, late 30s, friend, shot dead in his grocery shop in Dora, 2006.
11. Retired police Col. Saad Naeem al-Samarraie, father of an old friend, kidnapped 2006 and still missing.
12. Salam Sarteeb, 37, street vendor and neighbor, killed in Dora in August 2005.
13. Najim Hilal, 38, friend and oil factory employee, shot dead in Dora on June 5, 2006.
14. Waad, 32, businessman, friend and neighbor, shot dead in Dora, 2006
15. Adil Abu Qaisar, 40s, CD shop owner, neighbor, friend, shot dead in Dora, 2005.
16. Mohammed Ali Hamza al-Assadi, 60s, university teacher and father of a close friend, shot dead in Baghdad's Saydiya neigbhorhood, 2005.
17. Yasser Abdul Amir, 39, agricultural college teacher, friend and neighbor, killed by a suicide bomb in Baghdad's Zayouna neighborhood, January 2008.
18. Qasim, late 30s, barber and neighbor, shot dead in Dora 2006.
19. Ashraf Abdul Qadir, 22, cousin, shot by U.S. soldiers in Tal Afar, April 13, 2006.
20. Hameed Mohammed Saleh, 40, uncle and taxi driver, and his son, Mohammed, 10, killed by unidentified gunmen in Tal Afar, Mosul province, June 11, 2006.
21. Abdul Ghani Aslan, 47, uncle and taxi driver, killed in an explosion aimed at U.S. forces in Tal Afar, June 2005.
22. Abdul Basit Mohammed Saleh, 35, friend, taxi driver, shot dead in Dora in front of his wife and child, May 8, 2006.
23. Zainalabdin Mamdouh, 32, engineer, friend, shot dead in Baghdad's Washash neighborhood, March 2006.
24. Basil al-Qaisi, late 50s, retired army officer, father of close friend, shot dead in Saydiya in 2006.
25. Atheer Faisal, 30, neighbor, grocery store owner, shot dead on the way to Baquba in 2006.
26. Mohammed Wajih, 33, friend, English teacher, shot dead in Dora, 2006
27. Dhurgham Rahim, 30, neighbor, state employee, killed April 13, 2006, by unknown gunmen, a few hours before my sister was killed about 100 meters away.
28. Ayad Saleh, 35, engineer, a close friend, kidnapped October 2006 in Salman Pak and still missing.
29. Ali Abdul Salam, 18, hotel worker blown up in an explosion aimed at the compound housing our bureau in 2005.
30. Omer Abdul Khaliq, 8, cousin, killed when an American tank opened fire in Tel Afar, May 25, 2005.
31. Hussein Luqman, 8, cousin, killed in the same incident.
32. Abu Ayad, 60s, pickle seller and neighbor, shot dead in Dora, 2006.
33. Adel Naji, 30s, neighbor and fellow journalist, killed in Ameriyah in 2006.
34. Abdul Jabbar Abdul Sattar, 36, engineer, college friend, shot dead in Dora, 2004.
35. Sheikh Qassem, 35, electrician, friend, killed in Ramadi, Anbar province 2005.
36. Emad Saif, 31, friend, barber, shot dead in Dora 2005.
37. Issam Mahmood al Jaaf, 36, shot by gunmen in Dora 2006.
38. Jamal Salman, 30s, electrician, friend and neighbor, shot dead in Dora 2006.
39. Rowayed Fa'ez Hanna, 7, next-door neighbor, killed in 2005 when Americans opened fire on his vehicle.
40. Ramen Fa'ez Hanna, a few months old, brother of Rowayed, killed in the same incident.
41. Dr. Tareq Mohsin Haider, 32, friend and neighbor, chemistry teacher, killed Sept. 3, 2006, when U.S. convoy opened fire on his vehicle, along with his mother and two sisters. His wife was left crippled.
42. Saad al Lami, 30s, neighbor and store owner, 2004, killed as he lay in his bed by shrapnel from a bomb aimed at a U.S. patrol.
43. Ammar al-Lami, 34, cousin of Saad, killed March 2008 on the road to Amman.
44. Nassir Jassem Akkam: 38, friend and businessman, killed in a suicide bombing in Karradeh, March 6, 2008.

For more recent updates, check the Iraq Body Count site.

The next time you read about the money, the oil, the president who keeps talking about bringing freedom to little Iraqi girls, freedom to work, for instance, who talks about the buildings we've built and how grateful the Iraqi people are to us and the strides forward they've made, shouldn't they be grateful, think about these Iraqi people. I mean, (warning, following link is of pictures) it's not like we killed them ourselves, right Dana? I mean, not that we're counting. And the refugees?

Shhhh.

Are they not, in a way free? Have we not brought them freedom?

They can no longer say we have not given them freedom.

I cannot fathom our president; what's he's thinking, how he can live with himself. I want to send him to the Hague, so that the parents of these children, their brothers and sisters, their grandparents and aunts and uncles and cousins and every single person left in the smoking ruin we have made of their country may come and bear witness. I want them to be given a time to tell him and every single member of this administration exactly what this war has cost them. There is not enough shame in the world to cover this.

I bear witness, and I will not stop doing so. I am an American, and this is what has been done in my name.

in case of slander, break glass

2008-03-20T09:32:00.002-06:00

What makes someone step over the line from just not liking you to actively trying to ruin your career and life?

I've been trying to amuse myself by making jokes out of this, but in the end, I don't think the situation is funny. Best response I've thought of so far is a guilty conscience. She most definitely has a dirty conscience. And dirty hands.

If the person I'm thinking of actually has a conscience, anymore. I'm deliberately trying to assume good things of her, to assume this is all some kind of misstep or that perhaps I reminded her of someone else or some kind of mental hiccup, but it is an uphill battle.

Let me, in a cloaked way, talk about interactions and the creative process.

I have had a terrible life. If you've read the blog, you are aware of this. I am trying to reconstruct my life for the sake of a non-fiction manuscript, which means I have to write about abuse, violence, drugs, drinking, reaaaaally bad relationship decisions and trying to make something of yourself after the people close to you have gone to considerable lengths to make sure you know that you are worth nothing and better off dead.

It means I turn in stories to workshop that make people uncomfortable. I am not actively trying to make them uncomfortable; these are the stories I have to tell, and they are heavy and they weigh me down and tire me out and I want to tell other stories, but I've been stuck with these stories and silence for so long that they have to come out.

I am often expected to apologize for 'bumming people out.' I have to listen to them disparage my choices, discuss whether or not it's possible for anyone to experience what I have experienced and shrug off the pain in the story as deep but not necessary (that sucks but you should have done this instead. Perhaps. Didn't occur to me at the time.)

I wonder, sometimes, if that unreadiness and resentment about having to deal with stories that contain these events contributes to some of the willingness of my fellow students to pass rumors, believe ridiculous innuendo, and, most often, to behave as if they fear me.

Yeah, I'm an angry person. I'd be worried if I didn't come home and cry at my partner, instead of plot something or do something crazy. But I come home, exhausted from rehashing something painful in front of a group of people who often seem happy to act as if I've been up to something heinous and who honestly believe that anyone who experiences my kind of life is obviously just trying to be unhappy (my ex-girlfriend and I had a huge fight one time about that; she asserted that my life was bad because I was asking for it), and then I cry for about an hour, or wait for the stomach upset to pass (being on campus for more than an hour or two often causes me to be sick to my stomach.) Perhaps the most terrible side-effect of dealing with a fundamentally happier population is the fact that they see the difference between their experience and yours, and have no problem attributing everything from the JFK assassination to UFO visits to you, because if your life is that far outside their experience, obviously you could do anything.

I'm being sarcastic so that I don't have to curl up in a ball on the bed and shake for awhile. As I informed a particularly harassing group of girls the other day, I am not in college for the popularity contest, I'm here to learn. So sorry you don't like me. Sarcasm is most definitely not the most mature reaction to harassment, but it is one of the best I know how to generate on short notice.

My university experience has been terrible, thanks to this woman and the quality and quantity of things she is willing to say about me. At the end of the day, after I've looked at the differences in our experiences, tried to figure out what I've done that might have annoyed her and otherwise soul searched, I am left with the fact that someone I trusted has done everything in her power to ruin my professional career and alienate me from my classmates. She has behaved in an insane fashion, doing things that make no sense and are obviously lies and lapses of professional judgment. Things that don't make any sense.

I asked my partner last night why he thought I was having this problem. He said it was because I don't back down. I don't even know what she might be upset about. I've asked. Perhaps it is the inability to back down. So far, no one has been able to beat it out of me, and everyone from my folks to strangers have had a go at it. On some fundamental level, I have hope. As long as I have hope, hope that my behavior matters, hope that I may, someday, make things better for someone; as long as I have hope, I can stand on my decisions. While the last few days have done much to extinguish that hope, to dent and smear my sense of place and self, it only does so in a way I understand. I have been here before (first time in my life I've been glad of going to private schools), and I can last it out. And perhaps, because despite my overwhelming cynicism, a small corner of me believes that it matters. It matters if I try to do the right thing and not if anyone notices. It matters that I try to do the right thing and if I continue to try and be kind.

Hell, so far this hasn't been all that bad. No one's even taken a swing at me yet. I mean, I wanted to work with kids and the slander attached to my name will probably keep me from doing so. I was volunteering down in the valley and teaching a free creative writing class, as a remedy to the lack of holistic thinking that is a result of having to 'teach to the test,' and now I can't. I have no way of knowing whether or not I'll be able to teach adults thanks to this. I had to switch dissertation directors, and even though I am not happy about the subjects I can't discuss, if he hadn't picked up my dissertation, I'd be unable to graduate. For the last two years, I've been temporarily homeless twice (can't take very many hours at jobs), I've been treated like dirt and taken shit from my family, from people I thought were my friends, and my ex-husband's family, because going to school is obviously a sign (that they were looking for one or anything) that I don't love my kids, because I haven't run out and gotten a real job.

I could go on. I suppose I could view this as a chance to know what's in me; they say that when you are under pressure, you find out what's in you. Who am I, then?

Hopeful. And insanely determined. The rest someone observing me would have to speak for, since the emotion most often running through me at this point is stubbornness (which tends to make it hard to listen to other emotions.) I've given up much to go to school, and I will graduate.

I'm not sure what I'll do then.

I am a booze snob.

2008-03-17T19:39:00.001-06:00

97%ALCOHOLIC

The life of Troy Davis

2008-03-17T14:46:00.007-06:00

I am on the Amnesty International email list for various concerns, including this kind, the death penalty. I won't recap the macro-arguments against it, as I'm sure anyone reading this will be familiar with them. I wish to concentrate on Mr. Davis, who has been sentenced to die, despite local and national support for him.

Mr. Davis is sentenced to die for the death of a police officer, Mark Allen MacPhail, at a Burger King in Savannah. There's a little problem with it, though; actually, there are several.

There is no physical evidence against Mr. Davis, including the lack of a murder weapon. None. Period.

The other problem is that out of nine witness, seven recanted utterly, and one of the other two was the prime suspect. Two of the seven who recanted came forward with affidavits swearing that they were coerced by police officers into testifying against Davis.

The last problem is the most troubling and the most likely of the reasons for Davis to have been railroaded. Mr Davis is black.

Yes, this is going to be one of those posts.

Mr Davis is black, and despite the fact that he was slated to go into the Marines, despite the fact that he was a Police Athletic League coach and ostensibly doing everything he had to do in order to be a 'good' member of society, he was still both black and convenient. In the rush to blame and convict a cop killer, Davis ended up on death row before anyone had time to do much but say 'huh?' Davis appealed the verdict in 2004 and today, using the seven recanted testimonies as well as the affidavits sworn by the two bullied witness. These affidavits also implicate the prime suspect, one of the witnesses who has not recanted. Davis was turned down both times on technicalities pertaining to jurisdiction and is now waiting for another execution date.

Davis has been on death row for 16 years.

Much can be said of a nation based on how those who need help are treated. And Davis needs our help. There are many things going wrong in this election season, many things which distract us and frustrate us and make us fixate on the things immediately around us or so far outside our reach we feel helpless to change them. As a nation, we are frightened for our futures. We are scared for the people we love, for our next meal. We are afraid for our homes and bank accounts.

But there is a bright side to these uncertainties: in great uncertainty, there is great opportunity for change. We can shape our future out of the uncertainty of right now.

What kind of nation are we? We have been a nation with great moments and great people, from casual kindness to strangers in donations of money and time, donations to countries in need because we wished a stranger on another continent well. We have been changed by fiery speeches and sermons which motivate us to care for one another, to stride into the future shouldering the burden of equality and hope. And it is a burden, a work that is difficult to accomplish. We have been people, individual people who have decided to make the world around us a better place. We have had many reasons to be proud.

We have also been a nation of shameful secrets, of torture and war, of lynchings and the execution of men who were clearly innocent, simply because we said we would, or to fulfill the appearance of being interested in justice. Is justice what you can call this convenient execution? We have been a nation more interested in the appearance of being right than of doing what it takes to be right because we were tired, or we felt overwhelmed, or we were wounded and afraid, threatened by a loss.

But this can change. Today, right now, this can change. Do not listen to the voice of cynicism which tells you to be complacent, that nothing will ever change and we will soldier on into a bleak future. Do not ever listen to the voice which whispers that the death of a few will not affect the lives of the many. Do not live in the comfort of knowing that you will not be affected, because it is a lie. Do not listen to the voice of fear which tells you that you should not even try to change your lives, that nothing means anything, anymore. Do not retreat, pulling your anonymity over your head.

This time of change, this tumult is an opportunity, and every single gesture you make brings us all closer to an America of equality and justice, or an America which continues to cannibalize the lives of LGBT people, of minorities, of the poor and middle class. This is an unprecedented time, in which it is possible to save a man's life with a sentence and a mouse click, without ever seeing him face to face. Justice may be served, made clear and within the reach of everyone, no matter their color, their sex, their preferences. It can be made clear by you and me and our commitment to the future. This is a time to stand up, as everything falls down due to greed, to apathy, to hopelessness and do every little thing you can to build a different kind of tomorrow.

I believe in this. I believe that we can change Troy's life, that these gestures and actions can change our own. I am sick to death of apathy and hopelessness. I am sick to death of watching people die for no reason, of watching the people around me drown in apathy and fear. I will not have it. I will not have you afraid to leave your homes, afraid to speak to one another. I will not have you paralyzed and weakened by those who would take advantage of you. I will not have Troy Davis executed over nothing. This cannot be allowed.

If you follow the link from the top of this post, you will come to the Amnesty International site on the death penalty. Davis' case is the top issue. I urge you, in the strongest way I know how, to begin making these gestures, to begin to stand up to the fear and the hopelessness and refuse to have it, both for your own sake and for his. We can be a nation of heroes without leaving our chairs and I yearn for it. I yearn to see us unafraid. But we have to do even little things, practicing one by one the actions which will free us. And what a thing to do, to try and save a man's life. We can be a nation of heroes, a nation of the great.

why writing is easily as much work as anything else...

2008-03-17T12:02:00.003-06:00

even though you don't necessarily sweat.

I just finished writing the blow by blow of being molested, the fallout and one of the ways I chose to deal with it. It took me two weeks, and I cried and shook and was ill (including insomnia, nausea, more irritability than normal and now homicidal rage.) I have written about it before, summarized, on the blog, but never in scene (meaning the blow by blow, so to speak.) I just turned it in and it goes up for discussion in workshop next week because I am insane, and to my dissertation director in two days.

In order to do this, I had to research, spend a lot of time trying to remember things that (frankly) I never want to think in that kind of detail about, again, and try to keep an audience in mind while thinking about being molested, the equivalent of juggling with nitroglycerin (messy in terms of self-esteem and prone to blowing up in my face.) I have been exceedingly lucky to have been remodeling the house my friend left in the mean time, giving me something to do with myself while I thought (other than take care of the kids, which occasionally brings up memories as I try not to be the asshole I know how to be.)

It's dark back there. I've tried (I think successfully), to go back and be, mentally, that nine and ten year old, with the same feelings of helplessness, despair and awkward inability to be loved, so that I can convincingly write about it. The result of which is hard to read, I hope in an emotional but not technical sense.

When I turn these things in, it is always with the feeling of exploiting myself. To some degree I am, because I am sharing my own experiences (better exploiting me than exploiting you) and because I am sharing really, really unpleasant experiences with an audience. I joke sometimes that I might as well be flashing people, for all the privacy I strive to show myself. I'm getting better, as I understand it, at not writing a martyred story. It is a terrible thing, but necessary, to ask someone who has been abused to sympathize with their abusers. It is something I've never even had anyone admit is hard, or really trying, to me. You spend your entire life asserting (especially, if like me, you tried to tell and no one cared) that something did happen, and then you have to go and try to humanize someone that you don't know as human. Literature demands, no matter how much it wounds you, that you be fair to everyone. Implicate, implicate, self-implicate. You're dirty, too.

Even though it's never that simple. We're supposed to expose everyone's warts and let the reader decide.

Ever try to explain evil? It is not easy, and I am invested in maintaining that evil, since so much of my personal damage stems from being cast as evil and trying to maintain the pretense of being secretly good. I think a lot of my drive to try and make the world a better place comes from being accused of being inherently evil.

I hope that the stories will turn into something that people with similar experiences can read and feel as if they are not alone and people without those kinds of experiences can read and understand something of those experiences (other than that some people are 'just fucked up.' I hear that, I feel like a failure, even though sometimes that's as deep as the reader can go.) It is my understanding, from the theories I've read, that believing you have a particular effect on your readers is a little naive.

However, I contend that there's no reason to write, otherwise. Why bother? I want anyone who picks me up to be affected. I want to change your life. Or else, why bother? (My inner writer's workshop insists, at this point, that I add the fact that I do write for myself, but only because I have a jones for your affection and a control fixation.)

goddamn, I don't know who you are, but I love you

2008-03-16T23:13:00.003-06:00

(yoinked from IamTRex, thank you.) I love this woman. She is taking no shit from the guy heckling her; mace in one hand, shoe in the other. Watching her be fierce gives me a warm happy, especially in the current political climate.

shoot me. now would be good.

2008-03-14T20:27:00.003-06:00

My parents were just here. I restrained myself, with enough effort that it was not pretty, to yelling and cursing. Relationships have a character, after a time. Gestures that would not, to a neutral observer, seem what they are to the people in the relationship.

Probably the nastiest thing you can do to anyone is to pretend to be reasonable while front and end loading your comments with insults. Tonight's beauts were:

When we called you an axe murderer and said that's what we thought you would be to the family therapist while we were arguing over custody, what we really meant was we were worried for you. You just took it wrong.

Your (oldest) daughter is depressed and we notice that when she comes back from your house, she seems agitated. 'Things' are there that weren't there before. (For the record, my parents are homophobic, religious wingnuts. That might have something to do with it. My father kept talking about the 'difference of atmosphere.')

They entered my house through the door without waiting to be asked in.

My father tried to enlist my partner and any time he was in the room, my father talked to him and pretended I did not exist. This is nothing new.

We apologize to you all the time. What, do you want us to commit suicide? Would that make you happy? (I pointed out that I often get variations of 'I'm sorry but you made me,' 'I'm sorry but none the stuff you remember happened,' 'I'm sorry but you took it the wrong way,' 'I'm sorry but here's an insult to remind you of your place, you slut.' But those don't count and neither of them remember anything like that.)

We came here to enlist you in a team (despite the fact that we've decided she needs to be on meds and refused to look at any of the studies you sent us showing the dangers and unanswered questions around giving a child going through puberty psychoactive drugs that have never been tested on girls going through puberty. Oh, and the therapist who's been seeing her thinks she's doomed and won't listen to any contrary opinions. More drugs! The therapy is working great!)

We don't understand why you might be angry; you're just holding on to things and we're trying so hard to get along. (I mean, we've been polite and everything. We even showed up smiling. As my father put it, isn't the right to be happy in the Constitution?)

Those of you who have the passive-aggressive parents will recognize these kinds of things. Perhaps the part that is most frustrating to me is the portion with the exasperated, 'but we've apologized. What else do you want?' I don't think I'll ever outgrow the desire to be loved, but everyone on earth will have to pardon me if I am reluctant to take a half-assed apology from a pair of people who have spent my entire life, thus far, insulting me (no one will ever love you, fatty; you're not pretty, you're interesting looking. sometimes a guy will like that, but make sure to let him feel superior and hide your brains), wrestling with custody, reminding me that, as my father put it in front of my ex-husband, his father, his step-mother, my kids and everyone who was within range of his voice, I was such a slut they needed to install a revolving door on my bedroom and who wants a kid to be raised by that?

And the sad thing? The really sad thing? If I ever thought they were actually sorry, I'd give it try number 12, at this point, and try to talk to them.

Maybe, as my dad reminded me, I just need to grow up.

As far as I'm concerned, not hitting them, breaking anything or drinking after they left means I'm ahead of the game.

it begins

2008-03-13T12:16:00.005-06:00

And a thank you to Incertus, for pointing it out. *dons tin foil hat* The title of the post should warn you that I am about to engage in some speculation, and the link to the post header should warn you what kind of speculation I will be engaging in.

The question, dismissed by Bush, is essentially moot at this point: he can call it anything he bloody well pleases, and probably will, no matter what. There is a relatively simple equation to keep in mind here: desperation + dwindling resources + hopelessness = riot. Every fucking time. Check history. Push people enough and they won't care if they could die doing it. A mob is not a smart animal, but it is a destructive one.

I spent some time this last summer watching the sub-prime bubble be uncovered and wishing I could drink. Unfortunately, I was heavily pregnant with the last kid. Thank god for tubal ligations. (By the by, I resent the implications that the thing suddenly appeared in the language of the reports on it. It's been twenty years in the making.) The total debt incurred by this clusterfucktastrophe has risen to nearly 1 trillion dollars.

The possible collapse of all the involved banks and the implications on a society that imports a large percentage of its basic commodities and labor, even to the point of exporting the labor to process the raw goods, are dire. If we lost the ability to import, but no longer had the facilities to process the materials we still produce, coupled with gas prices probably rising to the point that freighting or flying in the same goods would no longer be cost effective, even with the vast majority of the costs shifted to the consumer, we would be looking at the inability to get goods outside an area which could be considered 'at reasonable cost,' or fairly locally. And even the local stuff is liable to be prohibitive; the US consumer is accustomed to bearing a large share of the rising cost. Remember, at least part of the cost is both to ourselves, as a lot more people drive than walk, at least around here, and to the companies handling the transportation (or in house, whoever's doin' it.)

Keep in mind that the FDIC just quietly and legally reduced their responsibility to compensate people whose banks go under. That, if nothing else, is a sign the FDIC believes in hysteria, aka a run on the bank. They can point the finger of blame where they like, and have, but it doesn't make the boiling water we're sitting any less likely to cook us.

We would be possibly also looking at a withdrawal; major brand names possibly withdrawing from areas that are prone to higher shipping costs (Albuquerque springs to mind.) There are plenty more companies; these are the first that came up on Google. Stores that have made their name on variety and use a majority of imported goods to stock shelves will be hardest hit. Think WalMart, and remember that past profit projections and margins are not, repeat not applicable; the conditions have shifted. Googling the terms 'WalMart' and 'closing' will net you 733,000 hits, the first few of which, as of today, pertain to WalMart closing down a store in Quebec, the first ever to be unionized. There has been a societal move away from organizations designed to protect workers as well as a business world move. The ramifications of the closings (a few among many) above are widespread. And before anyone goes to the records for Walmart to try and undermine my prediction, I'd like to point out that you'll have to go back further than 1962, when Wal Mart was founded, to make predictions for the current economic conditions.

I'm thinking 1929-40 in terms of prediction, but I doubt many of the current banking people at the level the real screw ups happened here have enough personal involvement with the finances to throw themselves out of buildings.

Not that I'm bitter.

If the stores and brands don't withdraw outright, we might be looking at armed guards for our shopping safety. Or when we go to church (for those of you that do.)

In the event of the loss of major portions of access to food, basic goods (like soap), and a steeply rising draw on the severely cut budgets of programs designed to provide emergency food and housing, people will respond in the ways that seem obvious to them, sometimes violently. *cough-riots-cough* I have some question, as the currency inflates, about the accessibility and ethical oversight of public utilities, should the scrip the government uses to pay public workers become more unstable. If it becomes unstable enough, coupled with periodic outbursts, we might be looking at a complete crackdown or another withdrawal. No one wants to endanger their lives for free. Ditto on the utilities for neighborhoods with 'problems.' Despair makes people do ugly things.

I told my partner about these projections and he refused to speak to me for a day afterwards. The above are just a few guesses. I got more, but I'll hold on to them. The good news is this can be avoided. And I think I know how. I'll post that a bit later.

lol devil kitteh

2008-03-12T22:13:00.003-06:00

Okay, seriously, this is the single best lolcat I have ever seen. One of the commenters, ScotchandMoreScotch, has a great line: "shoulda payed more attenshun to sellerz profile. shipin address is forth circle of h3ll? do not want!"

Kitteh eat yur faaaaace.

Also soul.

things they don't tell you when they accept you in to grad school, but should

2008-03-12T20:38:00.002-06:00

No matter how much you like to write, there will come a point when all you want to do is cut and paste the phrase, "I'm too stupid to know" until you come up with the requisite thirty plus pages of body and drool on it before turning it in.

We have officially reached that stage, in terms of dissertation writing, and I'm not far enough in for me to be able to claim I have already written the most of it.

For shits and giggles, here is a picture of me. No body ask what I'm doing with the cheese grater.

what's a friend?

2008-03-08T11:07:00.003-07:00

I've spent a good portion of the last two days doing extensive renovation to a friend's house. It has been freaking foul. She found out a few months ago that she has a rare condition that is a precursor to cancer of the esophagus. The survival rate is low. She can't swallow. She was flown, by her family, back out to Texas to get tests and so hat they could help her watch her daughter. She left her boyfriend (she pays the rent) to take care of her pets and the house while she was there, in preparation for moving back to Texas to be with her family. While she was gone, the two months she was gone, he and his friends, by way of telling her he'd like to break up with her, did not let the dogs out to crap or piss for both months, built a fire in the backyard and tore the fence up to do it, kicked holes in the walls, shattered beer bottles against the walls in the house, and, it goes without saying, didn't clean any of it up.

So for the last two days, I've been painting, mopping (the urine and feces have crystalized and dried, meaning that the 2400 square feet of floor has had to be scraped before mopped), patching the walls, retexturing the various pits, bumps and scrapes, and helping get the broken furniture out of the house so that it could be run to the dump. The boyfriend in question has been lazily removing the things of his he felt like moving and bitching about her. I have been considering a sucker punch for him. To the nose. She, unfortunately, has been crying about him and trying to get him back, and occasionally saying she'd never want to see him again. Even though it is mostly because of his daughter and how her future will be affected by a daughter who will only see her father when he feels like it, something the boyfriend's own father did to him, we have been encouraging her to sue for child support (not that she'll get any) and to remove his rights, because he would not, at this point, be able to take care of his daughter and having his daughter wait for him to show and be disappointed would not be fair to her.

In any situation in which something like this happens, the friends of the person to whom it happened have a choice. I could have refused to show, if nothing else because it seems (as it usually does in these situations) that everyone knew he was a shit except her. I could refuse because this puts me days behind on dissertation writing. I could refuse because the inside of the house has fumes so strong that I chemical burned the skin of my face after yesterday's twelve hour day, something I knew was going to happen from the odor the first time I saw the damage. I could also have lectured her about how stupid she's been the whole time. Certainly I was there because I would like to rent the place when it's finished. Among other things, I paint. My supplies have been in storage for a year or so now because there's no where to set up. The place was once a wood shop and has a huge workshop attached to it, and both my girls are musicians (saxophone and piano) and dancers (jazz and ballet) and have been without a practice space while I have them.

But, as I had time to contemplate while painting the 14 foot walls yesterday, what does it say about friendship? No matter how I feel about it, at the end of the day my 95 lbs dripping wet friend, who cannot eat and is being forced to do most of the work herself, is crouched over the crystalized mess in the workshop, scraping away. At then end of the day, her good-for-nothing boyfriend (I want to say sperm-donor, but hey, let's be genteel) is still whining at her and complaining because he does not actually want to have to move his stuff (although why he would still want to stay there, I don't know.) I could have bitched and moaned the whole time (and to some extent, I'm bitching here), but can you stiff your friends this way? And what does it say if you have the ability to help and you stand back and tell the people around you that you basically don't want to help them so they can enjoy their consequences/punishment and 'learn their lesson.' Maybe I'm sensitive to this because when I had my daughter, my family basically threw their hands up en masse and told me to do everything myself. I didn't know how to change a diaper when I took her home. I was gratified to find out that hospitals do parenting classes now and actually make sure you know what a car seat is and how to use one. I couldn't even ask anyone what that noise meant. The answer, for the most part, was 'you had her, you learn.'

We shouldered through, my oldest and I, but I did a god awful job of care at first. I didn't know how to change a diaper, so I frequently missed poop when I changed her and as a result, she had a chronic diaper rash for awhile there. I burned her mouth at least once when I transitioned to formula because I didn't know the 'test it on the inside of your wrist' trick. I had no idea how to do all those things and panicked a lot, something anyone with kids will be able to identify.

So I guess one of the questions I feel compelled to ask, when I am asked for help is who will get screwed if I don't help. When I have taken care of someone's kids for them, when I have hidden a woman from her partner, when I have fed someone using my student loans or been exhausted and tried to cheer someone up anyway, when I have driven across country with someone to give them another driver (if I have the kid-free time) despite the fact that I know I can't afford to eat on the trip, if I give up something for someone, who am I screwing? I have and often use the ability to say no, and occasionally 'go fuck yourself.' But there are situations where I, in good conscience, cannot abstain.

The case could be made that I am enabling my friend's bad behavior. I suppose. Of course, she is going to move back in with her family, she is still waiting for the results of the last biopsy to know if she has a fairly fatal form of cancer, and I would like to move into that space (it's seriously cheap in rent because it's down in the poorest part of Albuquerque and I want the studio space.) So yesterday, as my shoulders were burning and I had paint on everything and I was covered in soapy curls of urine, I thought about what being her friend meant to me. I met her through my partner, whom she got the best job he's ever had. In the time I've met her, she's given us tons of clothes her daughter grew out of (doesn't hurt a little boy to wear some pink), a high chair and a swing. At eight o clock at night, she's swaying on her feet in the driveway and trying to give us kid clothes and another piece of baby furniture, in case we need them or to give to someone else or sell at a used clothes place if we need the money. I've been on my feet since seven ten that morning, my nose has shut down in self-defense, I haven't eaten since eleven and I'm all but dead. She goes to hug me, and I give her that brief squeeze I've learned to do to people, and she hugs back harder, clinging to me. She's all of five foot nothing and so bony I'm a little afraid for her, and she comes up on her toes and keeps saying thank you in my ear. So I hold her back. The whole time, I'm thinking, goddamn.

That's exactly what I mean. So I held her back because she's my friend and because she and I and my partner have made a culture of generosity, passing help back and forward and trying to make each other's lives better. And in her ear I thank her back.

Goddamn.

living with a history of violence

2008-03-06T10:44:00.002-07:00

This is a complicated issue, so I'll probably be breaking this down into sections. This particular section is about rape and, at least elliptically, about making yourself.

One of the incidents that will go into my dissertation (because it is both nonfiction and considered interesting) happened right after we moved back to the states from Okinawa. Okinawa was where I met John the preacher's son, but that's another post. I can only guess that my parents were disappointed with me, because I got into trouble a lot after I told everyone what John was up to. On the plus side, one of the nonillion times I was grounded, I read a dictionary and figured out what the things my mother was calling me meant and had a brief interlude where I thought that perhaps what had happened with John meant that I was getting an allowance in order to have that kind of thing done to me. The Webster's definition of whore is a woman (yes, I know there are men that do, now) who takes money for sex acts. I figured since I was supposed to not tell anyone what was happening, and because John gave me gifts and I got my allowance from the same parents who beat 'Jesus owns your vagina' and 'don't embarrass the important people' into me, that the allowance was payment of some description. I was fuzzy on the specifics.

When we got back to the states, we moved to a little town in east Texas, Greenville. I hear it's gotten much larger since then. In the early nineties, it was a fairly smallish place with E Systems like a cancer on its side. My father was employed by E Systems for most of my childhood. The frequency with which I got in trouble got to the point where it was daily, and since I was grounded, even sitting in my room staring at the wall would not prevent me from being punished, something that ranged from getting smacked with something (or whatever was handy), getting bent over something and more formally spanked (my mother in particular used to break things like that; she would take me shopping and ask me what she should get to break on me while she was out; I still find oak spoons a little frightening) or being sent to bed without dinner, grounded from, etc. It wasn't so much punishments that were unfamiliar to what I thought other kids were getting so much as it was the frequency and severity. I was in I want to say fourth or fifth grade at the time, and there were days I couldn't sit right at school and had to be careful what showed. A lot of days.

In any case, I decided, right after we moved, that my parents did not love us (my brother and I) and would only hurt us. As the oldest sibling, I had always been told he was my responsibility, a duty I accepted gladly by getting in trouble so that they (my parents) would be distracted from whatever he did. I could not stand the sound of them hitting him. I also beat people up at school if they hurt him. I broke the ribs on the principal's son with a History textbook that year for trying to bully him. The spine on most books is very reinforced. He was my little brother, and I was determined not to let him be hurt. Which left me with a problem, right, because I was in no way big enough to actually prevent anyone from doing anything.

This has a point, I promise. I'll interpret for you momentarily.

So I decided to kill my parents. I waited until they were both home and asleep (Dad was never home, so this took some waiting. I stopped sleeping a long time ago, as much because night was the only time I could be alone as the fact that my nightmares were so bad there was no point in trying to relax.) I decided to wear as little as possible, both to make it hard for me to be grabbed and because I figured it would be messy. I decided to call the cops from their phone by the bed and not to bother with cleaning up, since I was likely to go straight to jail for this. But I did look up my grandmother's number because they needed to know where to send my brother, who I figured was probably better off without me. There was something twisted in my head that I didn't want to share with him, and I could often feel it slithering through my mind when I looked at my parents and the other kids I went to school with, when I looked at the pets. I didn't want to let it out, but if I was going to, it would be at people I knew wanted to hurt us.

I remember seeing the Menendez brothers on television, but it had to have been the re-cast of their trial, because the original murder was in 1989 and I don't think I was in the states at that point. I knew I could do it better; they were clumsy. I got up, I think around three in the morning. My memory is fuzzy on some things and not on others. I was wearing a pair of panties and my favorite t shirt, florescent pink with black stick figures dancing on it, for luck. I crept through the house. I'd been doing dry runs for weeks to see how to get through the house silently and to see if I could do it.

I could. I crept into the kitchen, dog walking beside me, and got the filet knife out of the block. Then I went back to their bedroom, at the end of the hall. They had a white door, cracked open so that they could hear us sleep. From previous experience, I knew their door had no creaks, so I could push it open without much noise at all. I could hear them snoring. I pushed the dog away, opened their door and stood there, in the dark hall, watching them sleep. The big window in their bedroom faced the street, so there was enough light to see them pretty well, throwing a long, bluish shadow across the top of the comforter they picked up in Japan. It was beige, with branches, some small birds and bright pink flower explosions at intervals. They slept on their backs, shoulder to shoulder. His head was tilted back more than hers. I was grateful, because my dad is much, much bigger than my mother and I wanted to do him first. I walked into the room, approaching her side of the bed, which was closest.

If they woke up, what would I say to them? I resolved that I was being a coward. It needed to be done and therefore I should do it. Would they scream? Probably. I'd never cut anything's throat before. I was basically just going to guess and slice. The ceiling fan above their heads circled lazily, and I wondered if the spray would get it wet. I'd read a book on anatomy in preparation and knew that the pressure on the jugular, in particular, was highly pressurized. But I'd felt my own neck, and there was a lot of stuff in there that wasn't the jugular. And I wasn't sure I could hit it. My mother gave a particularly loud snore and rolled over. I jumped but didn't drop the knife.

I walked around to my dad's side of the bed, closest to the window. I raised the knife, watching his face twitch in his sleep. I can only attribute the following to luck or a strange lucidity I sometimes get in the presence of danger. The knife handle in my hand seemed heavy. They were going to take me to jail. I was never going to get out of jail. I would not have a life, anymore. I would be a number in one of those ugly jumpers. Would my brother be happier at my grandmother's? I was pretty sure he would be. And whether or not I would be happy in jail didn't matter.

But they'd be right. My mother's pet name for me, at the time, was monster. I was a monster like my dad, she said. If I killed them, they'd always be right and I'd be nothing but a monster. Always.

I didn't want to be a monster. I wanted to be a girl. I wanted to be me. I wanted to live, goddamn it. And be free. I wanted to be free and not to have to carry them with me everywhere I went, a stain on my permanent record, a stain on my soul. If I killed them, they'd own me in more ways than they already did. They owned my body, they were keeping it for Jesus, but I wanted to own my mind. And my soul. My me. I would own me, and no one else was going to take it.

I walked to the end of the bed and sat, just below the edge of the bed on the floor, ducking down so that I could not be seen. Was this what I would be? Above my head, my dad stirred in his sleep, fear running down me in that unpleasantly cold thrill from the crown of my head to my feet, making my hands shake on the handle. He settled back in and I snuck out of the room. I returned the knife and went back to standing in their door, watching them sleep.

Then it hit me. The night was mine. They owed their lives to me and would every time they fell asleep. Not that I could tell them that. But it was something to hold on to.

In retrospect, I came within inches of being a serial killer several times growing up. This becomes funny when I went to family therapy (I give up, now) a few years back and my mother said to the therapist that they always thought I'd grow up to be an axe murderer. How very close I came.

What does this have to do with violence and rape? Well, other than the obvious, I mentioned the above to show that I have an attachment to violence. It seems to me that no matter how much analysis I subject myself to (both personal and the poor therapists I enlist), there will always be a part of me that attests to the efficacy of violence, how sometimes it can indeed solve problems. I'm not so blind as to say it doesn't make others, but I can tell you the principal's kid never bugged my brother again. Wouldn't even look at him. And that knowing what I could do made some of what happened after that night a little easier to bear. But only because I didn't kill them. I still don't know why I could see forward into a prison cell. Kids don't usually have that kind of clarity, and I feel a little fake even writing this because kids don't have that kind of clarity. Sometimes I did, sometimes I didn't. Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't.

In any case, this becomes relevant because I have experienced rape, and twice I have hit someone where it hurts (very, very hard and quickly) or talk them out of it and gotten away. Of course, that makes my success rate about 20%, but I hold on to the idea that I have an effect on the world I live in, even though it is not always true. Oddly enough, the time I was homeless, I had less problem with some of this and more with others. Of course, I went for the don't look at me approach and shaved my head, camouflaged my tits (which weren't terribly big to start with), didn't bathe and generally went for as scary as possible. It helped with some things and not with others. Still had a problem with strangers approaching me, but not the strangers I'd attracted before. Because of experience, I identify myself as being tough, as being basically capable of defending myself and my children in ways that people who don't have these experiences would not even think of. Sometimes, this is not helpful. In a world that makes little sense to me, sometimes, I hold on to the idea that I am a tough bitch. And that my boundaries, my skin, my place is mine and no one can take it from me. It's a lie I tell myself often. But I own more of me than most people own of themselves, thanks to time, experience and my personality. And luck. Jesus, I'm lucky.

It makes the times I was unable to defend myself more horrible.

We live in a culture that emphasizes the self-made individual. To the extent that it's possible for a woman to make herself, I make me. I make me everyday. But that final surety, the one I cling to, the surety that tells me that I can always and ever defend my boundaries, is not a thing I can logically cling to. I have always resented the rhetoric of people who want to cushion you or give you space/make you grieve. Even though I know this is not the best assumption, it angers me because it pretends you have time to grieve, that you can allow your life to shut down so you can grieve, and that it matters what happens to you. Logically, I know that experience differs. I know that sometimes you do have the time, space and helpers. I know that not everyone who espouses that is interested in trying to make you be a victim or damaged your entire life and that often people don't understand why or how you get up the next morning and get on with your life, no matter how dead you feel.

Emotionally, it makes me feel like a freak. As if I was supposed to lay down and die just for that, for rape, of all the things I could lay down and die for. Rape, in my landscape, is not the biggest boogeyman. But it is unique. It forces my sense of self, my hard-won toughness and the experiences I am proud to have lived with, against myself. That is the violation which bothers me. My body? I have become accustomed, for bad or good, to laying that on the line for things. This is not a good thing, but it happens. But the same soul, the same mind I saved by refusing to kill my folks is damaged by rape. It makes me ugly to myself in the mirror, as stupid as that is. But I was convinced I should have, could have done more.

And every time I see more toughness propaganda, it makes me despair a little (nobody worry; I'm not suicidal, just pissy). Because there are things toughness helps, just as there are times for breaking down, but the propaganda just glamorizes a zero sum game. I can't win with the dudes because girls aren't tough (and how that meme stays active, I'll never know), and I can't win with the girls because I'm such a non-conformist and aggressive as all hell. And yet I cling to the idea. It is difficult to believe anyone gives a shit and I don't have to cling to violence and a tough veneer. Because, in my experience, they really don't.

Over the years, I have made it a point to try and remove violence from my language; to not threaten when I'm upset. To not think about how to hurt people as a random thought, a hobby. I have tried to eliminate it utterly, but have been forced to give my violent tendencies outlet or I begin to dream every night of violence, waking up every two hours after dreaming of killing everyone I know, of killing strangers, of more things I will not elaborate on here. I think that if you've experienced a certain level of violence, it is always with you. All hours of the day and night, it is all with me; fights in school yards, my parents, getting away from people while I was homeless, the relationships gone very, very awry. I think, at 30, that I will probably always have it with me. Thank whomever for video games, because I can check in for an hour of zombie slaying and ground those feelings. I also refuse to spank the kids for that reason. There's a lot of ugly shit in there that does not need outlet there.

Rape is, I think, sometimes problematized by how therapists and people handle it. I have many times been told I do not handle rape correctly. I suppose so. But I'm handling it the best way I can. I don't break down much, nor can I really afford to, and mostly I'm alone when I do. I refuse to abstain from sex or walking alone (god help anyone who jumps me; I carry an asp up my sleeve) or talking about it, or hiding in my home. I won't let myself drink because of it. I won't cry for a therapist, won't act pathetic or scared (it happens sometimes whether I like it or not), and I refuse to stop examining it. But all in all, I wonder if I am seeing it awry (completely possible) or if there is something in the way rape is handled that just can't apply to me. It is completely possible that I'm wrong. I resent, however, being treated like I'm prone to breaking any minute.

Which brings me back to pretensions of toughness. I'm probably going to be working on this one for much longer. The solution I have so far is to try and remember that there are things I can be tough for, and things I can't be. And to keep reminding myself that not everything is my fault, but look at what I've done with what I've been given.

And to try not to think much about the fact that, at any time, what I have can be taken from me.

Dear Ai

2008-03-05T12:12:00.002-07:00

I love you. Seriously. If there's ever any chance you're reading this, I'd like you to know that I love you. The following poem is yours and I have a few things to say about it and getting a education afterwards which I hope you might sympathize with.

Riot Act, April 29, 1992

I'm going out and get something.
I don't know what.
I don't care.
Whatever's out there, I'm going to get it.
Look in those shop windows at boxes
and boxes of Reeboks and Nikes
to make me fly through the air
like Michael Jordan
like Magic.
While I'm up there, I see Spike Lee.
Looks like he's flying too
straight through the glass
that separates me
from the virtual reality
I watch everyday on TV.
I know the difference between
what it is and what it isn't.
Just because I can't touch it
doesn't mean it isn't real.
All I have to do is smash the screen,
reach in and take what I want.
Break out of prison.
South Central homey's newly risen
from the night of living dead,
but this time he lives,
he gets to give the zombies
a taste of their own medicine.
Open wide and let me in,
or else I'll set your world on fire,
but you pretend that you don't hear.
You haven't heard the word is coming down
like the hammer of the gun
of this black son, locked out of this big house,
while massa looks out the window and sees only smoke.
Massa doesn't see anything else,
not because he can't,
but because he won't.
He'd rather hear me talking about mo' money,
mo' honeys and gold chains
and see me carrying my favorite things
from looted stores
than admit that underneath my Raider's cap,
the aftermath is staring back
unblinking through the camera's lens,
courtesy of CNN,
my arms loaded with boxes of shoes
that I will sell at the swap meet
to make a few cents on the declining dollar.
And if I destroy myself
and my neighborhood
ain't nobody's business, if I do,
but the police are knocking hard
at my door
and before I can open it,
they break it down
and drag me in the yard.
They take me in to be processed and charged,
to await trial,
while Americans forget
the day the wealth finally trickled down
to the rest of us.

A year or so back, in Poets and Writers, which I get for free from my department, I read an article on the death of political poetry. Well, no shit you think it's dead, I thought. The sheer weight of repetition killed it. Not the repetition of the motives, sliced and diced and repositioned so that the intent of the poem has been frittered away, but the repetition of the idea that being sophisticated means pretending that these kinds of things don't matter. Because if we all grow up to be jaded, we won't 'whine' or ever even talk about how life is not fair and should be changed, right? A real appreciation of life is one in which you never try to change anything, you just 'appreciate it' until it leaves you alone. You're supposed to write about something that troubles people and then castrate it until the urgency is gone by being self-consciously ironic in a way that guts the meaning. Oh woe is me that I notice.

This is the shit that handicaps poets and writers and is one of the main reasons why getting out the other end of an education makes it difficult to still make a point and why political poetry from an otherwise deft poet will shoot itself in the foot.

Fuck that. Fuck it without lube or a reach around. And no fucking cuddles afterwards, either. I ain't never growing up. There is no house too comfy, no program too busy teaching me perspective, no sneering dissection of my motives that is going to make me think that feeling like I have something to say is naive, that politics are useless and that I ought to STFU and write about something proper. I am not proper and proud of it. It's taken me 30 years to get as not proper as I am and I'm not giving up on it now.

Ai, if I may, I love you precisely for the fact that it's still there. That all the stuff you've written and I've read is still political and unabashedly violent, obscene, and holds up a mirror to shit without feeling compelled to ask during the poem, in an attempt to appear sophisticated, what's wrong with you for noticing. I fucking love you and I refuse to believe I'm being naive. I have something to say and I will make my fucking point any way I have to.

And this does not preclude self-examination or sophistication. Plus, I get to be obscene on occasion, which is totally bonus.

I may be tired, but I hope I'm never too good to try

2008-03-04T18:03:00.004-07:00

For the record, if there is one, I think that the purpose for an expensive education (and they're totally going to come take one of my kidneys when I graduate for what I owe in student loans) is to disseminate knowledge. This is also the charm of the intertubes.

I always got the impression, in my liberal arts degree, that the purpose for all that variety was to expose us to new ideas and to model for us a way of thinking and being that emphasized the ability to draw from many sources, both of which, in the traditional lib arts degree, make you a better person.

I like the idea, though it has problems (you can expose people to tons of information without changing their minds and the definition of being a better person will vary. A lot.) But I'd like to add something.

Over and over again, in my reading and thinking, I have run into the idea that the education, in and of itself, is supposed to make you a better citizen. For me, at least, this means a citizen who is invested in trying to make the society which they are a part of a better place. Which means, because mine is an arts degree, that I believe one of the ways I can do that is to share the information I have and be accessible, as a volunteer, to help people. For this reason, on and off, I've tutored for programs like America Reads, and have volunteered to go to schools and teach creative writing workshops, and have brought things like photos from time periods being covered in class or by whatever piece of poetry or fiction I'm working with and left them so that the class could use them for awhile. I have created lessons in English for the Spanish speakers I've worked with and tutored people sitting in the hall, just because they had a question. I've also volunteer judged writing contests. If I can manage it and I think someone needs it, I will try very hard to help them.

I tell you this because I think this is an essential part of being a force for good in a society. And because I'd like to suggest it to people. Make yourself accessible, especially if you have a body of knowledge which is exclusive (whether that's a kick ass knowledge of car mechanics, home repair, literature or however), to other people so that if they have a question, you can try to help them. I've found it deeply rewarding (also very tiring sometimes), and it's a small step that builds community. I'd like to think that maybe I was helpful. I want to make the world a better place.

Also, because I'm greedy, I've noticed that getting out and doing stuff has a beneficial effect on my writing and makes me have to think about what I'm doing and what I think I stand for.

On a lighter note, I speak almost no Spanish. I think I was more comic relief than anything else to the people I was trying to help learn English. But we were all stuck doing the same monotonous job for really bad pay, and it sucks to be the only one who doesn't know what's going on in a conversation. So, who knows? I may have just been a giggle, but I'd like to think I was helpful. And now I know words in Spanish I didn't when I started work there, a lot of which are quite handy and some of which are obscene. But also handy. My boss sucked and did not speak any Spanish.

emotional? probably. praying? sweet whomever-the-hell-is-listening, yes.

2008-03-01T13:35:00.003-07:00

My oldest daughter stopped me today while I was reading a commentary on Gary Hubbell's little column on the plight of the poor angry white dude. It was for the best.

She told me that she's at least bi, she thinks.

As a mother, this is one of the best things I could hear and one of the worst. I told her I was so very proud of her, that I was happy and that I would love and support her no matter what, that she was welcome to bring friends and dates and that my home is a safe place to stay. I had to resist the urge to tear up; I've known for months after listening to her talk about boys and her female friends, after watching the way she touches and watches her best friend and after watching the obvious discomfort she feels when people talk about boy-girl relationships.

She asked me what a transsexual was three weeks ago, and how to tell if someone was a dyke or not. I told her it's the sort of thing that is not always obvious, that she's best off getting to know people. And to always, always address people like the way they're dressed, because to do anything else is to try and deny them the thing that they are.

I'm so fucking happy I could cry. I reached out to touch her head and stroke her hair, and told her I like girls, too. That's it's okay. I've been waiting for this. I am so honored she told me, that she felt safe enough to tell me and ask for my support. I think I'm going to have to throw her a little party. My sweet baby, my long, tall, blonde smarty. My brave girl. God, she's so brave.

That's not the only reason I want to cry, though. As her mother, I cannot let her leave the conversation without telling her to be careful who she talks to about it. I cannot shield her utterly from the rejection she will get from her grandparents, the way that the family will draw back and treat her like a stranger, demand that she pretend to be something she cannot. I cannot shield her from the rejection of strangers, from the yelled, 'dyke' that I got in high school to the guys who will demand to watch her have sex, demand that she expose herself to them and try to connive or coerce her into exposure when she will not. The people that will try to force her to be more normal or threaten her because she is not. I'm trying desperately to come up with a warning that tells her to be careful but does not make her paranoid.

How can I tell her that the people around her, the straight people, the ones who tell her that they are her allies, will often as not refuse to defend her, will refuse her the right to be protected by the law, will turn their heads and walk away because they superstitiously believe, deep in their minds, that she could be un-harassed if she just were a little less flashy?

Oh my sweet baby girl, it is not a nice world out there. How can I make you safe? God, baby, anything out there listening, this is my baby, my beautiful girl. Make her safe. Please, god, please anything, make her able to trust the people around her. Make them safe to trust. I see a shadow on her face when she tells me, a tightening. She tells me, already, that she knows she cannot tell many people. She cannot tell family but me. Please let that shadow be nothing but my imagination. Let her not have already heard the litany: sick, evil, queer, bitches, need a good dicking. Hell, we're all going to hell.

Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe the efforts of GLBT activists, the efforts of allies and of people who care will make it possible for her to never have someone threaten to beat the gay out of her. I'm hiding my tears, hiding my fears, hiding the words I type from her because I want her to be happy. I will be there when she gets harassed, be there when she is rejected and I will be ferocious. This is my baby, world, and I will not let her be ruined.

Is that the price of it?

2008-02-29T23:51:00.002-07:00

(a letter between writers)

You and I, we know that sex
is the thing, force that drives the green fuse
through Dylan Thomas' flower,
that drives the red fuse to our slick
and dirty hearts. Great art has a muse, gorgeous bitch. I worship,
I listen. I writ(h)e.

There is always a thief
at those gates. I told you I always manage to fuck

the wrong way and I do and you do, we
fuck wrong and it's fine if we wish to be damned

as long as we don't write about it.

My thesis director, kind enough to touch
my dirty manuscript, read those stories about sex and sale
(why haven't I grown up, yet?) He purses his lips.
I make him uncomfortable. He tells me to leave
all that business out.

What can I do but accede? I cannot make him read it.

in which hyperventilation ensues

2008-02-28T21:12:00.002-07:00

I came back from my first dissertation meeting, yesterday, with my marching orders. I promptly stuck my head between my legs and made pathetic little noises until someone handed me a beer.

*eee, eee, eee, eee, chug*

Perhaps this would be a good time to state that I have been writing thinly veneered autobiographical fiction. It is helpful to write what you understand, and I've had an... interesting life, so I'd been writing fictional stories containing 90% or more of details of my own life. I chose to fictionalize it because the content is poisonous and I'm afraid of being taken less than seriously when people find out what I've been up to, and because of the effect my story is going to have on the people around me. Specifically, I am very afraid it will come up in a re-shuffling of custody arrangements and because, frankly, when you end up being the family secret keeper, it is really, really hard to convince yourself that you are not going to be beaten or otherwise punished for telling or that anyone will believe you or gives a shit. The people I told growing up, the few of them, certainly did not. My youth pastor, in Texas, told me not to be a whiner when I tried to tell him. He had a huge button that had a black circle and slash through the word 'complaining.'

Nobody likes whiners. Unless it's amusing.

My marching orders are, predictably, to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. They are good orders. And I have to get this story out of the way before I can start telling the other stories I have to tell.

But it's dark back there and I'm afraid to go back in.

In fiction, I can pretend it all happened to a character who I can name after anyone: people I knew growing up, people I dated, names from a naming book, whomever. I have to go back as me with non-fiction, fighting the fear that comes from what I experienced and what I have been beaten into believing (I'm saying that on purpose, because even if you don't believe something, if you've been put in enough pain, you'll say what the fuck ever to make it stop. Jesus? Sure, I'll believe in anything you say. Abstinence? Well, only while you're watching.)

I'm being funny. But it's not funny. I'm scared pissless; the worst of it is about the two people who have done to my life what the Vikings were supposed to have done to coastal English villages; my parents.

Do you freaking ever outgrow the need for approval from your family? I really shudder to think what I would keep secret if I thought that they would love me. You know, without telling me that I have to earn it by keeping my mouth shut or by agreeing with everything they say. Of course, if my parents did love me, I don't know how I could tell. And yet, and yet, some part of me, some cowardly, terrible part of me wants to keep my mouth shut because, get this, I'd hurt their feelings. How much does someone have to hurt you before you can totally shut them out?

Do they have to torture you? Check. Viciously abuse you? Check. Keep you awake for nearly a month to get you to sign custody papers after you tell them you're queer? Oh, double-fucking check. Tell you, the court, your sig-o and everyone in sight that you should be jealous of your own daughter, who is so much more loveable than you'll ever be? Mom does that every few months, just in case I forget. Both by just telling me and by comparing me to my daughters, petting their hair and smirking at me. Do they have to tell you that you're ugly and the only way anyone is ever going to love you is if you get lucky? Got that the first time at 12. Give you to people they knew were molesting you and beat you for being a lying slut when you talk about it? Fucking Bingo at nine or ten, my memory gets a bit fuzzy around that period. Try to get you committed when they figure out they'll never make that perfect little girl out of you? I had Yahtzee at fourteen. Being a homeless teenage hooker, which, FYI, is the rapist equivalent of winning the lottery, was a better choice than living at home.

I can tell myself these things until I get cross-eyed, but the minute I see them, all I want out of life is to be told, sincerely, that they love me, that they're sorry. That they don't blame me for what happened between us and they're sorry they ever told me I was just born evil.

Why? Why, for fuck's sake, do I still care? I'm thirty and there's a mom and dad shaped hole in my guts that won't ever come out and cannot be otherwise filled. It will be there until I die, but leaving it gaping is still better than trying to make them fill it.

I will dance on their graves if they go first.

And cry for them. It wasn't enough to alienate their natural children, I'm watching them alienate their grandchildren. They seem, to me, to hunger for that familial love, both of them active church elders who teach Sunday school classes and whom small children (that they are not raising) adore. But when it's offered them, they will fuck you up for being vulnerable. There is no trick too nasty, no surprise to painful, no statement too condescending. No pleasure, no matter how small, that they will not stoop to rob me of.

When I graduated with my BA, my mother told me it was nice to see that I have something, since I can't make a relationship with a man work. My father told me that it wasn't like I was doing real analysis or work or anything, but that he feels so much more tolerant of this kind of stuff now and he's really proud of himself for the personal growth.

When I was a kid, he told me an artist was an unsuccessful whore. I was taking painting classes at the time. If I ever get a hold of a time machine, I might amuse myself by stepping back in time and saying a few things. Writing is the next best thing. I'll be retrospectively witty.

It's an MFA I'm earning. In writing, but still an arts degree.

In some ways, writing about it is exquisite revenge. I could not make anything up that is nastier or more bleak. It's out there, I know it is, but I cannot imagine it. In other ways, if I can step out from under it, I'll be free. They won't be just my secrets anymore. And all the relatives who have told me to can it, accused me of trying to 'ruin their love' for my parents will have to see. Or not, if they never pick it up.

I may lose my family. More than I already have. For telling the fucking truth.

Since I was a little girl, I've been dreaming of being able to give those experiences away. To be able to touch someone and get perfect understanding, albeit horribly, by making them see me. I have been horribly invisible. Some of you, if anyone's reading this, know what happens to invisible children. We become vessels for things, for urges and actions which no kid should have to endure, and it shapes our adult life. Sometimes it breaks us.

I came so close. So very, very close. And I will make other people see it. Will they hate me for it?

If I show you who I am, you can judge me. I will have to chance it. In some ways, I am eager to be judged, to know what I can blame on myself. I am secretive and full of judgments. I am my own hell because I have everything I've done and everything that was done to me with me almost all the time, breathing over my shoulders.

I don't want to go back into the dark. But that is where I will find myself. And I am not a child, anymore. I will go, and bring back what I find.

an open letter to drunk girls

2008-02-07T15:25:00.000-07:00

I guess this is more about ethics than anything else.

A couple of times now, I have been out at a party, and a very drunk woman has flirted with me, heavily (ending up sitting in my lap, stroking or grabbing at an arm and/or asking me to play with her hair), ending up disappointed with me for not going further.

Here's the deal: if you are drunk, I am absolutely not going to have sex with you unless I know, from what you've told me sober, that you are interested. And if you're too drunk or I'm too drunk, I'm not gonna have sex with you, either.

I suppose it's just because I want to know you're actually interested. I've been a few people's daring date, by which I mean the date you go out with just to fuck with someone's head, and I don't like it. Even with casual sex, I'd like you to have the balls to tell me yourself, sober. I don't like being told by rumor, I hate it when someone has to get falling down drunk to ask and I worry that I'll wake up in the morning, especially because I like BDSM, and that person will have decided that what I thought was play was actually assault.

No, thank you.

Slightly, very slightly tipsy, I don't mind as much (though I tend to not respond even then, because I worry I haven't read the person right. Some people are very good at appearing sober when they are blackout drunk. I am one of them.)

And, frankly, your erotic responses are better, despite popular opinion, when you are sober. I want to have sex with someone that curls their toes, makes them scream themselves hoarse, if they're the type or make little noises until I get that loud one that says I've done good enough to have made them forget to be inhibited. I want my lover, even if it's just a temporary arrangement, to remember me pleasantly or be shocked by me for days afterwards (preferably a mix of the two.) If the other person is so drunk they don't know half of what you're doing, the effect can be lost without pushing them until you could hurt them, something I am quite capable of but do not wish to do to someone until I am sure I understand what they want and can take. And I really, really don't want to bottom for someone who cannot stand up. I am oddly delicate in a few places that I won't have broken again.

Guess I don't do casual sex, then; I could totally do a friend, but I want to know them. Sex, for me, is a way of knowing. If I'm fucking someone, I can guarantee you I'll know at least a little of them by a few times, if not more than they might want me to. Perhaps this is my control side coming out, but I want to melt my lovers down, to make them feel remade. I want to get under their skin. I want them to be talking about me years later with a sheepishly awed expression. I have a variable success rate; sometimes my concentration and the chemistry is better than others, but I'll give it a damn good try.

Finally, I suppose, I find only being asked when the person is sloppy drunk to be disrespectful. It makes me wonder what they're ashamed of: me or their desires. I understand shame. I do. I just want them to come to me and talk about it. Never made fun of anyone in my life who came needing to talk. If they're too ashamed of me to ask sober, why bother? I have to be asked. Anything else is too much like taking advantage. (But for the record, a little begging makes me want to fuck someone sideways, in and out of the public eye, backwards, upside down, I don't care. I like and I don't care if it's PC, if other people think it's disrespectful or if people think it's misogynistic. Looks just as good on men as women. If, of course, I like the person.)

So please, everyone, try to fuck sober, or at least sober enough to know to use contraception or be safe. If you need to work up your courage, think hard about what you're doing and don't be afraid to talk to someone. Look around. There's bound to be someone else in the room, in the city, in your life who you can talk to. The more I know about lesbians, the more visible they become. They're more places than you might think. If you meet a woman in a bar you want to go home with, for the love of god, wait until you've sobered up to ask or go home with her.

And if you're asking me for sex, do not be drunk, cause I'll play with your hair and pet your head or get you home safely, but I will not fuck you. Well, not and respect myself in the morning. It has happened. I was sorry.

this is the way girls do it

2008-02-07T11:52:00.001-07:00

I've been doing a lot of reading, recently. I'm actually sitting here with Dagger: On Butch Women in my lap and I finished Brazen Femme in a voracious evening and hated to be bothered to eat dinner.

I had no name for it, growing up. I had no name for the desire to protect the women around me, to open their doors when they walked, light their cigarettes (I still love the smell of smoker and perfume or cologne) and occasionally kick their boyfriends asses.

But it goes further than that. It's the trying not to look in the changing room before gym or games. I played varsity basketball, softball, volleyball, assistant coached pee-wee football (wasn't in that changing room, so no one get huffy) with my father (I ran with them and warmed them up and did sprints with them) and earned a brown belt in shorin-ryu, mostly in my freshman year of high school. The tryouts for varsity entailed running for two and a half hours and puking outside the back door. Anyone who could still stand after two and a half hours, hadn't left and could go on to shoot basketballs was on the basketball team (anyone who could sink them at a good rate was on varsity); anyone who was still standing after two hours of running was on the volleyball team (but I hated those fucking butt shorts); and since no one wanted to play softball, if you kept showing up they gave you a uniform. Give me an excuse to get physical, any day. I did the lawn work for my parents and my neighbors, a pair of little old ladies in their seventies, twelve hours of lawn work on Saturdays. I also did about forty-five minutes of aerobics plus weight-lifting a day. (I'm lazy, now.)

Would you believe I still thought I was too fat? The hips freaked me out.

It's also the way that everyone reminds you to be a girl. I cannot count how many times I was shooed away from something because girls didn't do it that way, or it was only for boys. On reading these books, those responses (that used to baffle me), make more sense. Why was I being reminded of what girls do and the way they do it so much?

Heh. Probably because I wasn't presenting like a 'real girl.'

I got that one from everyone, as well as being the only girl who, at Christmas, got makeup from just about everyone, as well as coordinated outfits that I would have died before wearing, though I made a go at the makeup because I understood that makeup was what girls were supposed to do. I was trying to be obliging. I can wear it and feel okay about it, but it all seems like too much trouble, mostly. I asked for a plastic pony, a truck like my brother's, a SheRa, a pair of 501s and a chemistry set. I also asked to go hunting, but that was for boys, so they took me fishing instead. I still wish I had time to go fishing, and yes, I eat the fish. I don't fish just for the pleasure of killing.

I still get wet while target-shooting, so it's probably a good thing they didn't take me hunting. I might have had to sit down and discretely rub myself against the seam of my jeans, which would not have been noticed, but the sitting down would have been interpreted as girlish weakness, which would have pissed me off. As a side note, I was the undisputed queen of semi-unobtrusive, hands-free masturbation from the fourth grade up, though if I didn't watch myself, I'd be overtly masturbating while doing homework, in class, using the seam of my jeans, something that no doubt looked as if I had to pee.

It's the way you don't have many female friends, and the girls you are friends with make you feel oddly protective and sweaty. I had a best friend for awhile in high school who was a red head's red head from a family even more religiously conservative than mine. She would sometimes slick lotion over her legs while she wore a skirt or boxers/would change clothes next to me before gym and I had to work very, very hard not to watch her. She caught me a few times and I apologized and starting changing in the bathroom stalls, because watching the other twenty or so girls change out (small religious high school) like to kept me from ever getting dressed and going on to gym. I got an email the other day from my best friend in junior high discussing her crush on me. If I had had a name for it and had not been so painfully confused and shy about the whole thing (boy, have things changed), I could have been dating her (I mean, as much as you can date when the only path you've ever heard of (outside the nebulous injunction to never lay with a woman as with a man in Leviticus) involves boys, who, frankly, are not terribly attractive at that stage in life.

I mean, seriously, they're snotty and weird and stupidly obsessed with your genitals, which they have such *charming* names for, until they're in their thirties (and still, sometimes, they don't understand respect. I like blue language, as you can no doubt tell if you've been reading, but there's a difference between the way someone who loves or respects you says 'cunt' and the way someone who thinks, to borrow from Madonna, that being a girl is degrading says 'cunt.') I have had boy crushes before, and still have them. We do not, as a society, raise boys to be thoughtful, responsible or responsive. You just about have to grab them by the hair and treat them like bad puppies.

It's also little things, like borrowing your father's clothing. Somewhere, at my parent's house, is a picture of me, at four, in my father's Caterpillar knitted wool cap, determined expression on my face and head full of reddish brown Shirley Temple curls to mid-back and holding up his briefs around my hips. I have nothing else on. Whenever I went on a date, I would borrow something he owned for luck. Socks that stayed up and were not too thin, button up shirts that were comfy and not designed to over emphasize your hips and breasts (which I use to my advantage, now, sometimes) and/or in god awful flower prints and pastels (it was the nineties), and the coolest, longest lasting jeans ever. His feet were too big to wear his shoes, though.

Mostly, like the butches in this book and the femmes in Brazen Femme, I wanted to be strong and tough. I wanted to be all muscle, to be the fastest and the strongest. I wanted to be the bitch you did not fuck with, and while I started out thinking I had to do that in boy clothes (which I'm still more comfy in), I can be that bitch in a miniskirt as I get old enough to not give a shit. Just don't try to take my boots away. I love me some boots. My closet has one pair of heels, a pair of black No Sweats, a pair of Adidas, a pair of cheap ass black flip flops, a $130 pair of knee high Grip fast, cleated with nails and what looks like old tire treads and a pair of engineer's boots. I'd go miles out of my way for a boot sale; if they sold BDU pants at the same place (they are way comfy and kinda sexy with a wifebeater tank top), I might have to live there.

I've mellowed out a bunch in my old age, though. I think dating boys for this long is what did it. Hell, I didn't even really have a name for these feelings until a few years ago. I assumed they were neurosis of some description. Having children of my own also made me feel hesitant to discuss or admit these feelings, since it was proof that I was a 'girl.' I've had kids since I got knocked up at seventeen. I have been hesitant to talk to people about my feelings because women with children are often judged as being somehow not serious or otherwise weak/easily manipulated by culture. Mostly by women who have not tried to raise kids of their own, I think.

The pleasure of reading those two books has been finding out definitively that the way I do it is the way girls do it. I'd been worried that I had to given up the joys of being a girl to be myself. (I thought I only had two choices, and that didn't feel right.) Well, girls do it this way too; they're just queer girls. I don't have to give up the proud ownership of my clit to be myself, more of a relief than you might think.

What can I say? I like my pleasure, people.

I forgot to mention

2008-02-05T10:23:00.000-07:00

Strength is also opportunistic, by which I mean that sometimes strength may be found in utilizing the opportunities that you come across.

I always hated this expression and derivations of because my mother loved to tell me it when I was torn up: 'this is character building.'

*sighs* But there have been many opportunities for me to grow up, practice self-control or improve my situation that have basically ambushed me and tore a hole in me, then waited to see what I would do about it. I always hate to mention this, because it seems colder than the Ice Queen's ass, but at least seven times out of ten (and, privately, I suspect all ten worked the same way), when someone or something has clobbered the fuck outta me, it's been a chance to solidify my self-control or learn something about the way I work (and no, I don't think we're born knowing what we need to about ourselves. There are whole chapters of myself I probably could have lived without knowing, but it has been illuminating, if not pleasant, to be in hell.)

FYI, the expression about being wise meaning you know how little you know is unfortunately true. The more I know, the less I know, if you catch my drift. And I have designated myself wise, so you should trust me. And send me money, because Jeeeeeeebus wants to do a miracle through.... oh, sorry, wrong channel.

I suppose the unfortunate part of being strong contains a lot of moments in which you gather up the bleeding fragments of yourself and get on with it. After all (Ice Queen's other cheek), no one has the time nor the pity to console you for your pain. And if, by some miracle, someone does, it is a bit like winning the lottery (the odds thereof and the fact that being suddenly given that kind of compensation will make you act like a jackass) and a bit like being seduced (because you will sometimes end up trying to milk the person, sympathy or situation for more.) So be careful of your reactions to pain, not because you're trying to be macho, but because you can lose the chance to do something by being overwhelmed, something I have loads of experience with.

Feel free to disagree. This is terrible news or advice when you're in pain.

so what is strength, anyway

2008-02-02T19:03:00.000-07:00

To which I can only supply my own definition. I reserve the right to be wrong or to have a definition which is not useful to anyone else. Who knows?

Strength is different between men and women. In this culture, at least in my observation, women have a far greater opportunity to be strong because they are asked to bear more. And by asked, I mean expected.

This does pertain to childbearing; taking sole responsibility for the lives, health and mental wellbeing of another human being (or three) is an act which will test you and provide you with a lot of opportunity to be strong or not, sometimes a lot of both.

This pertains to sexism. Bearing up everyday when faced with overwhelming pressure to fail or to prove insufficient, as well as to conform to stereotypes which make you out to be frail and twist the words out of your mouth when you speak is also a great opportunity to be strong. Or not, for which I have no judgment, because people have good and bad days, months and years.

I suppose at this point I should say that I am a bit narcissistic, not in that I am incapable of empathy (I am often moved to empathy and sympathy with people); but in that I can't do anything about the way you're going to act except for to talk to you, avoid you, or otherwise work from the outside to deal with you, so I concern myself not with whether or not I am being acceptable (because I often cannot manage to be acceptable and feel as if I am consistent with my principals, though I will often try to be reasonable because I am not alone on the planet), but with whether I think I am doing the right thing, while watching to see what effects it has on the people around me. My job, however, other than my responsibilities toward my children and loved ones, is to make myself a better person, a project which takes up all my spare time. I am not a nice person on the inside, and the legacy of my childhood has been a lifetime of bad habits and detritus to deal with.

To give you an example, I believe that I engage in charitable or kind acts because I want to. I hope and intend for them to have a good reaction-- I want to help-- but sometimes I can't be sure that I actually helped (for instance, donations) or that the person who I give to is being helped. Even though I don't know what effects my actions have, though I assume the effect is good, I still feel as if I ought to be aware of my own enjoyment in it. It doesn't stop it from being a good thing to do, I just witness my own selfish pleasure in it.

In other words, I'm a skeptic of myself, something I think is a healthy habit, considering some of the baggage I'm hauling. I don't spend a lot of time hating myself, nor thinking about my worst qualities (the last year excepted, but there are some extenuating circumstances), but I am skeptical of my own motivations.

What does this have to do with strength? Realism. Popularly, strength is a matter of being some kind of rock, which this will sometimes sound like but I assure you, this has more to do with having no safety net than it does the self-aggrandizing search for ways to prove myself more macho than. I'm not sure you can be a skeptic of yourself without wondering how much you might have contributed to the bad situations which you have encountered, but sometimes you don't know until it's time to mop up the mess you already made.

I've always hated the idea that to be strong is to never need help or to otherwise be inhuman. No matter how strong, alpha or otherwise aggressive you may be, there comes a point when, if nothing else, your body won't let you take it anymore. Christmas before last was that point for me; it resulted in me collapsing (not fainting, but literally being unable to move from muscle exhaustion; my body said 'enough of that shit' and cut my puppet strings) and requiring three days in bed and an ER visit I should have skipped (though the CAT scan pics were fascinating. My brain is an interesting place when I'm trying very hard not to be claustrophobic in the thumping, screeching, over-sized cocoon that is a scanner. My freaking hair was standing on end.) I think, when it boils down, that I want to define strength as a combination of drive, stubbornness, resourcefulness and a refusal to unnecessarily submit to whatever life throws at you, long past the point when you want to bow out.

The key, I suppose, is hanging on past the point where it may be fun for you. Not unnecessarily; it would be stupid to hang on to something for the sake of hanging on (*kicks her dunce cap under the table*), at least after you realize you're hanging on because you can. I would say that the difference is in choosing a path that you think is necessary (and must be done) and following that path to the best of your ability, entailing a set amount of cost along the way. Let's be realistic; I am a very strong-willed person (see the rest of the blog), but there are things I am, currently, unwilling to sacrifice to get a given result. It depends greatly on the value of the goal versus the value of the thing sacrificed (which I am stupid enough to go through with sometimes, even when I know that what I give up is worth more than what I gain.)

History is full of monsters with similar ethos; the only response I can make to that is the fact that I consciously remind myself to listen. I am fully capable of ignoring the people around me and/or running them over and using them to get to goals. Of course, I incur personal damage that way to the way I view myself, a cost I am usually unwilling to pay to make a given goal.

Of course, discussing this in economic terms completely ignores the emotional toll and/or benefit of being strong (which I often prefer; despite the high level of disclosure in the blog, I am uncomfortable with talking about my emotions on this subject.) I often think of being strong, when I realize I'm doing it (occasionally, I'm bull-headed and don't immediately snap to it), as stripping down to a point. What I'm actually doing is ranking my emotions and determining the inner cost of being strong.

I gotta tell you, being embarrassed, while not pleasant, does not rank high on my list of things to pay attention to. Sometimes I chose to do things that embarrass me just to keep the unpleasantness of it in perspective. The low sort of ranking also applies to being angry, being happy, being in pain (a whole other subject), being grieved (it happens a lot, actually) or being discomforted. I am frequently discomforted and have noticed a positive correlation between discomfort and progress toward goals, so I usually take it as a good, if minor, sign that I'm getting somewhere. (Illogical, yes. Also comforting.) Even though I know things are not this way, I usually go through a mental process in which I focus on the goal and tell myself that the particulars (when I've decided they are worth disregarding) are irrelevant and that I must reach the goal. I will reach the goal.

And then I change to suit. I'm not sure how else to put it. When you want something, you adapt as best you can (I'm going to pointedly refuse to discuss the overwhelming rate of partial success which tends to be what I get) and you get it. And frankly, if I get even part of it, I take it as success.

So there you go. It's a sketch of strength that is not perfect, nor absolute. Just don't get in between me and the goal, because then I'll have to plot around you (and getting around someone without hurting them/hurting them as little as you can is a better test of skill and fortitude than running over them, which requires only viciousness.)

Now, if you'll excuse me... *pulls out her dunce cap*

the children of the night are in the other room, playing Final Fantasy X

2008-02-02T16:21:00.001-07:00

You Are A Vampire

You have a real thirst for bliss, and you consider yourself a true hedonist.

And you're not afraid to walk alone in life, if it means getting what you truly crave.

You truly enjoy entrancing people. Not to mention the ensuing pleasures of the flesh.

Your tastes have been called decadent and bizarre. You usually give in to your temptations, no matter how primal

Your greatest power: Your flawless ability to seduce and charm

Your greatest weakness: Human flesh

You play well with: Werewolves

What Kind of Monster Are You?

damn skippy

2008-02-02T15:47:00.001-07:00

memory is a killer

2008-02-02T14:40:00.000-07:00

I wanted to write this down before it passed. I said in another post that the body remembers-- odd how that works, isn't it? The body remembers, sometimes leaving the brain clear as a bell and the body quaking.

My boyfriend's mother lent me a 1935 Singer to do some sewing on. I've been teaching myself how to sew, partially for the hell of it, partially because I want to make sure I have clothes that fit me (small waist, big butt) and that I like the look of. For some silly reason, the bobbin (bottom thread) snapped for the second time in ten seconds, which tends to happen with this machine and I. It probably has something to do with the way I'm threading it. In any case, as I tried to thread the machine again, I noticed my hands were shaking.

It's been years since the last one, so I'd forgotten that if my hands start violently shaking and I suddenly get extremely frustrated, I should probably step away from the sharp bits and anything mechanical. For the record, I am usually very mechanically inclined; give it to me and I'll take it apart (when I have time for exploration), figure out how it works and sometimes I can make things better, sometimes not. I love machines, I do.

My hands were shaking so bad I dropped the bobbin, unspooling it across the floor, which means that I'd have to mechanically respool it on the Singer to insure that it feeds smoothly when I finally get it spooled. After the second time I'd dropped everything, I had to get out of my living room full of people.

It rises like an invisible tide, a drowning pool full of something you cannot, at first, recognize. I thought I was hungry. Sometimes I get irritable from hunger.

The shaking became a quaking so severe I could not hold anything. The boyfriend, who also has things in his past that come at him this way, went to hug me and I flinched, tightening every muscle in my body, leaning away and then not quite into his hug.

My mother had a sewing machine, a Pfaff from about the same period. In one of her many attempts to teach me womanly skills, in case some man somewhere could be fooled into using me as a wife, she and I had a rather nasty fight over the bobbin I snarled and managed to break in the machine, causing it to need to be sent to a repair shop. I suppose it wasn't the nastiest fight we ever got into, but it was during that period that the (so hard to type; don't want to say it) abuse was the worst, right before I ran away from home (and stayed gone.) She and my father both used to enjoy saying the most hurtful things (we never loved you anyway; no one will ever love you; you're pathetic and useless; things of that ilk) and occasionally smacking me upside the head until I developed a tic for awhile, a spasmotic shudder that shook my neck to the side if anything got close to my head. It wasn't so much what they said as it was the fact that hurting me was so fun for them. It was joyful for them when nothing made them happy, making them act as if they renewed their love for each other that way (they touched more afterward; sometimes they went and had sex or cuddled afterward, satisfied with one another, again. As an English grad student, I know catharsis when I see it.) I don't have problems with it now, but what was happening also made me occasionally have convulsions. The brain overloads because you cannot quite blank it out, nor can you control what will happen. Made gym class a horror, and I love to play sports. Made sitting in anything but the back row impossible, because anyone sitting behind me made me cringe. The body moves, leaving the mind clear enough to feel ashamed that someone else would see a movement we cannot control, the body recoiling from yesterday's events today, tomorrow, and fifteen years later.

My head was clear. I stood in my kitchen, memory marching through me like hell's brass band; sound and picture, riot and fury through me and touching, but not enough to carry me with it anymore. No fear. Not any more. I suppose you get better at it, in time. The fury passed, leaving grief. I have my own place and I can grieve, now. I didn't cry for years, no matter what happened, and now I can cry. Straight-faced, even breathing, eyes spilling down my face as if they belonged to someone else. If I chose, I can tip it over, make it into a more obvious grief and howl it out, which I will not do in front of my kids, because I am their rock. They are not mine. And the amount of grief did not feel as if it merited it. Self-control, years and years of practice, is a wonderful thing. The body shakes, you get angry but you can chose what to do about it. I can chose to yell, which I didn't. I can chose to be vicious, and I didn't. I can chose to go stand in my kitchen, in the other room, and let it pass through me. Pass through me and away, because I'm not fifteen anymore, and this is my space.

When I'm done writing this, I'll go back to sewing. This is my space, my life, and I am nothing if not brave in my old(er) age.

on being a bitch. a love letter of sorts

2008-02-01T14:19:00.000-07:00

Yep. I use all kinds of interesting words here. Today's post will be laden with the word I hear about myself the most and my ponderings on the subject.

To each bitch there is a manner of becoming. Some bitches are born. Some bitches are made by a happy coincidence of outside influences and her reaction to them. And finally, some bitches make themselves in response to the desire to be bad or in response to a life that seems determined to make a bitch of her. If you're reading this and no one has ever called you a bitch, please, join us. Come to the dark side. It's important.

I am bitch D, all of the above. If you have read this far through the archives, you know that I was my mother's bitch, and by bitch I mean the girl shaped vessel into which she put the darkest of her feelings about being trapped at home to raise the kids despite her ambition to earn a BA in music theory. There are a lot of women in the family whose ambition was sidelined by marriage and children, as if the purchase price for love and relationships was the death of their selves. To some degree, I was also born a bitch, because whatever made me (biology or something deified) made me almost incapable of STFU for extended periods, and bitch is what they call uppity girls who don't STFU. Also girls who can be cruel. (Yo!) It will all come barreling out, whether I like it or not. Sometimes to my humiliation, sometimes to my benefit and always to my alienation, because no matter how far along we might have gotten in terms of rights, no one quite knows what to do with a dyed-in-the-wool bitch, including herself sometimes. Overt modesty, chastity and humility are not my forte. I have been extensively punished for this, as most bitches are, in a variety of ways. I will go into this momentarily.

I have also made myself. Bitches, when they achieve bitch-hood, have thrust upon them a stereotype of sorts, which they have to decide how to process. This I will also go into momentarily, but for now, just remember that as far out of the mouse you go, there is always someone who intends to mold you so that they know what you are and can safely ignore you. Which is absurd. Bitches are not safe, at least in that way.

On the subject of safety, I wish to introduce bitch ethics and bitch safety. If you are a bitch, and I am going to suppose that you are, if you're interested in reading this. If you're doing bitch research, I hope you find this edifying.

Bitch ethics are a bit complicated and tied into bitch stereotypes. I'm not so much talking the femme fatale bit here, which tends to come up, as I am all the assorted bad girl stereotypes which may be lumped into or poured over our bitch selves. Let's name them, shall we? Sing along! There's the bad girl with a heart of gold; the femme fatale; the gold-digger; the significant other stealer; the power-hungry bitch; the disobedient bitch; many, many permutations of horny bitch and the disloyal, manipulative bitch.

Let's talk honestly, bitches. How many of these bitches have you been? There is a certain reward to compliance, ain't there? With the stereotypes, you know what you're supposed to do next, right? Pivot on hip here, sneer there, grind out cigarette with foot, etc. What kind of bitch are you?

For the sake of bitches out there everywhere, Be. Your. Own. Bitch. The problem with conforming constantly to stereotypes is that they limit your behavior to the kinds of things that stereotypical bitch would do, something I know I ran away from. I was being choked to death in the other lives laid out for me. I got kids. I like kids. But no matter what happens, I am not going to give up going to school for them (and I have been explicitly punished for being a bad mother because I went to school and needed a babysitter. We're cruel to one another, bitches.) Bing nothing but a stereotypical bitch is just as bad as always being the nice girl. In both stereotypes, in order to be successful, you end up being dead. Watch any horror movie, read classic literature, look at the life of Marilyn Monroe. Good girls, bad girls, all girls who transcend to stereotype die. And then they die again, because they are not remembered as people, but as an inhuman uber woman who is foisted into other women as a model for their behavior and to make them despair.

This is not a new point, bitches. Any good close look at the lives of women held up to our emulation will quickly illuminate the rotten core of depression, self-denial, abuse and/or sacrifice; most of these qualities or actions will not be based on choice, but rather on the expectations and strictures placed on these women by the people around them, well-meaning or no, conscious or unconscious. The more popular or well-known you are, the tighter and deeper those things bite.

I am not saying to never act like a particular kind of bitch. There's no sense in being paranoid. I am saying know those bitches and slip them like a pair of itchy panties when they do not suit. (Had to work a lingere reference in there somewhere.) Same rule goes for nice girls. Wanna be one? Fine. Just know how and slip it when you don't need it. You own you, bitch. And don't you ever forget it.

Bitch ethics are deeply dependent on a bitch's knowledge of bitch stereotypes, partially because one of the components of ethics has to do not only with how we treat others, but also with how they perceive the way we treat them. Stay with me, here. I am going to leave the subject of what specifically to do, in terms of bitch ethics, open. You get to chose what kind of bitch you wanna be. I could really give a shit, as long as you are consciously choosing to be that kind of bitch. I've done a little bit of everything, in terms of bitches, while trying myself out. There are a list of things I try not to do, because I may be a bitch, but I try to be a dignified one. (And by dignified, I mean I gotta look myself in the eye, in the morning.) Bitch ethics, to my mind, are the struggle to remain acceptable to myself in the face of some rather specific, stereotype-oriented pressure to do otherwise.

In terms of how other people see your bitch ethics and actions, I exhort you to remember that the people around you (in the same basic society as you) are fully stocked with all the bitch stereotypes, or at least you may assume so for the sake of a working definition. They think they know what you're supposed to do next and will interpret your actions to fit. (I once had a teacher who kept repeating 'you know I have a wife, don't you' when I asked him if I could talk to him about our Aristotle reading. I finally told him I tend to prefer pussy [yes, in those words], so I thought he was safe. To my reading, this was less something I was doing [standing six feet from him] or wearing [sweats] and more the kind of bitch he thought I was. Sometimes being a bitch can have unintended and really annoying side-effects, because people tend to interpret aggressive as wanton; thank you, slutty bitch stereotype. Trust me, I am a horny bitch frequently, but I am also a very, very picky bitch.)

It is completely possible to be doing something ethical, through even a religious understanding of ethics, and have it interpreted as something highly unethical because of that stereotype. I have walked women to their cars after a late night class, not because I wanted to fuck them (it's a theme for me), but because I wanted to insure our collective safety, and had them treat me as if I were trying to get in their panties or, if I stumbled over something in the dark, as if I were completely otherwise inept, because I was not 'suave' enough to fit the stereotype they though they had identified in me. For that reason, a bitch has to be aware, but capable of ignoring the implications. Or I'd have crawled under a rock and given up, already. Take heart, bitches. I know what you mean. And so will other bitches, if they're self-aware of the peril of being one.

Being a bitch is very, very perilous. Some of you know that. For those of you that don't, being a bitch has resulted in the following, for me: I've been punched; locked in a freezer by my manager because I have an attitude problem; treated like a spectacularly bad-behaving dog that just shit on the carpet; ignored or treated as if being a bitch meant I was stupid or otherwise mentally inadequate; challenged by men who want to know why I think I'm macho (CONSTANTLY); had men compete with me as if I were another man (they tend to think it's a compliment of sorts); had people read my bitch bumper stickers and kick out my glass, call the cops or try to peel them off; had that old 'but you look like such a nice girl' canard used on me; asked why I'm so 'unnatural' (some of this is correlated with queerness, but there is more than one kind of queer girl); had guys threaten to fuck some sense/straight into me; threaten me for looking at the same girl (don't you dare turn her to your team); treated by other women as if I were trying to make them less or as if I am sleazy (that happens to bitches a lot); had other women call me names, ignore me, refuse to talk to me, treat me as if I was incompetent or stupid or male because they could not figure out what to do with me or my demeanor annoyed them; been told to be more charming, nicer, sweeter, I'd be so much cuter if I'd just act like more of a girl and, most stingingly, told I wasn't much of a feminist because I only made the real feminists look bad by being so tacky/loud/horny/disagreeing/questioning policy (to which my response is usually 'when was the last time you jumped into a domestic/hid someone at your house from her partner/bought someone groceries for a woman and her child/drove a stranger to a shelter/refused to back down no matter how much it scared you because you were debating a man?' I'm not saying I didn't almost piss my pants every single time. I'm not saying I wasn't shaking. I've actually had my knees knock. I'm not saying I haven't mellowed as I aged and had kids. I owe them sticking around. I am saying don't beat your fucking girlfriend or kids in front of me. I will call the cops, make a stink or otherwise try to stop you. Not on my fucking watch, fuckers.)

Let's quickly talk about rape, ladies (which isn't easy.) The paragraph above covers physical violence (of which there has been much for me, over the years) and the discouragements tossed to bitches by the people in their environments. (There are male bitches, but let's face it: the modern 'bitch' is a word from a class of words specifically designed to make women feel shitty for being nonconformists.) I have had to deal with a unfortunately large amount of that, beginning before I quite knew what sex was and continuing on to this day in threats. I will rip a motherfucker's balls off with my teeth before that happens again, like many of the women I've talked to. Rape is a specific sort of threat aimed at all women, whether they are so comfortable conforming with the lives given them that they do not notice or not. It is also aimed at men who do not conform. Yes, it's horrible. Yes, it's catastrophic. You need to know, as bitches, that you are under a special sort of threat for it. Because I am a bitch, I can almost guarantee that I will hear something about it almost half the time I talk to men, especially men who are angry and not, for various reasons, good at being subtle. I also see threats in commercials, on TV, I've lost count of rape scenes in mainstream movies and in newspaper articles. Being raped will make you sensitive to that kind of thing.

Bitches, know that the threats you will get for noncompliance are going to be heavily based on the idea that something may be raped from you. Don't let them have the satisfaction. Be safe, but do not back down. No matter how strong, how powerful, how fucked your situation is, you can still hurt them. Do not let them have your fear and resist as strongly as you can. You don't owe them shit, most especially not compliance based of fear.

And don't feel bad when you do comply. You especially do not owe anyone guilt. The act of surviving is, in and of itself, a bravery. Bitches are brave as all fuck. We are the bravest people I know, as are all non-conformists.

In any case, being a bitch, a real bitch, is dangerous. You should know that for every time you've been a bitch, every time you've refused to comply and been uppity without backing down, for every time you've stood up, it issues a challenge to the people around you and they frequently will not take it well. This can result in anything. In white collar, intellectual settings, this will result in gossip and general nastiness, including being passed over for endorsements and positions. In other settings, it can result in anything from being passed over to being assaulted. I have been grateful, since I was a little girl, in a quick mouth and mind. In one of the high schools I went to (the religious one, if you know me personally), I talked a bunch of stupid little boys out of assaulting me by pointing out that they were liable to get caught. I probably should have just hit one of them and got it over with. They made a lot of trouble for me over the two years I was there. I talked a guy out of shooting me at a party after I broke up a fight with the same argument, talking to him about the horrors of jail for a white boy as he held the gun to my head. It's a good one.

So bitch safety is important. Remember, bitches, at least at this point in our societal development, you cannot always count on the people around you for support. So be very, very careful being a bitch. Find people you can count on to hang out with. Be careful where you are, where you go and who you talk to. A broken heart, hurt feelings or being passed over for a position are a whole lot less painful than having your ass kicked by some guy twice your size (unless you have to support a family; then it's terrifying. College is expensive.) So (jokingly), I suggest you hang out with the white collar crowd some. It annoys the piss out of them, anyway. (I'm a blue-collar bitch, in case you haven't guessed by now.) Just be careful getting close to them. They aren't always bitch-friendly, though they will sometimes pretend to be. If you are comfortable, chances are quite good you are conforming somehow and most people will defend their comfort. Viciously.

More seriously, though, ask yourself why you're a bitch. What does it mean to you? What will you give up to be a bitch and how can you make being a bitch work for making your world a better place?

For me, the answers are as follows: I'm a bitch because there's nothing else I can ethically or naturally be. Seriously, I am a default bitch a great deal of the time, but not angrily. Being a bitch, for me, means that I am actively involved in creating a world for my daughters in which they are less constricted by stereotypes that ask them to kill themselves or their dreams and selves in order to be acceptable. As a net result, I am making a better world for other women. I'll give just about everything up for being a bitch, not because I believe that I should have to sacrifice, but because being a bitch is fairly natural to me and because I want to be actively involved in making the world a better place. Not by giving up my life, though I will risk it, unless the lives of my loved ones are at stake. It don't happen often, though, and hasn't happened, yet. Every single time I stand up and refuse to back down, not because I am wrong and afraid, but because if I'm right, motherfuckers are not going to shake me, I make rhetorical space for other women to also stand up, in the lives of the women around me and the lives of the men who encounter me. It also gives me a clear picture of when I am wrong, which I reserve the right to be (and hopefully to change my mind.)

I love you, bitches. Every single scarred, scared, non-conforming, angry, steel-toe or stiletto wearing, lonely and full of friends, uppity one of you. I believe we're making the world a better place. Even when I don't agree with you.

ha! Baron Harkonnen shot first, actually

2008-01-28T01:57:00.000-07:00

86% Geek

Can you see me now?

2008-01-28T01:03:00.000-07:00

Can you see me now?

This is a body, my body, the easy miracle
I wear out like a dress, a flowered skin.
I tore the breast right out, boiling
to touch, for you to see me slip the dress
and walk naked. This is my illustrated body,
where I meet you.

This is a body, my body, my acid tongue
begging you to fix my racing head to the stump,
to the body, to the bed. Stop reminding
me of the laundry list, the broken car,
the paperwork. This is a body, my body,
my last stand.

This is a body, my body, my yawning thighs
gape and close, muscle and fat semaphore.
Can you see me now? Am I everything
you thought I'd be? It ain't always sex,
when I need you. This is a body, my body,
my too-full home.

This is a body, my body, pin and needle
spiders over my scalp, and I am here.
Here and here and here, baby, because
this is the other side of pleasure
and I am one drum spraying a red filigree
under your hand. This is a body
my body, and I hear the faltering footstep,
the jump and drag song of decay.

I am empty, and the melody only fades.

a recipe for gumbo and jambalaya

2008-01-21T16:18:00.000-07:00

For one gallon of Gumbo:

for the roux:

one dutch oven, copper bottomed or iron pot (displaces heat evenly)
3/4 cup butter (or other solid shortening)
3/4 cup flour (it may take a little more)
a sturdy, heat-resistant spoon (this will burn a wooden spoon)
water to most of a gallon (if going on to gumbo)
a whisk (if going on to gumbo)

If you are planning to store this (it can be stored for a few days), you can stop at this point, as long as you insure that the roux is no longer on any kind of heat, including the residual heat in the pan. If you are planning to store, pull it off the heat immediately after it's done coloring and out of the pot completely.

directions for roux:

Melt butter in pan, stirring constantly until it is liquid. Stir in flour to make a paste of the consistency of glue but not quite rubber cement. Stirring constantly, keep over high to med high heat and brown. This will take a long time and will quite suddenly change colors from off-white to brown. Scape it up and keep it moving until it is the color of 80% cocoa chocolate, but not black or burnt. Get as close to black as possible without burning. Takes approximately twelve minutes, but this depends on your pan and stove. Pull off heat immediately if storing; if going on to gumbo, add water and slowly stir/whisk out to a thin soup.

for the gumbo:

2 loops smoked sausage
a bunch green onions
3 cans crab
1 lb shrimp, shelled or 2 cans miniature shrimp
tabasco/flaked red pepper
garlic powder to taste
salt to taste
gumbo water
cooked rice or saltines

Bring gumbo water to a boil. Chop sausage into small chunks and put sausage, shrimp and crab into gumbo water. Season with salt, garlic powder and red pepper or other spices for heat. If the shrimp is raw, this will take forty-five minutes. If not, boil until sausage is cooked through (about twenty minutes). Approximately five minutes from finished, add chopped green onions. Serve with tabasco, saltines or cooked rice.

Like most gumbo recipes, this was intended to be served with just about any meat as the flavor. As long as one of the meats is smoked, it will do fine.

for approximately six cups of Jambalaya:

red (tomato) roux:

1/2 cups butter
1/2 cup flour (or slightly more)
2 large cans tomato paste
2 large cans tomato sauce (or 4 small ones)
one dutch oven, copper bottomed or iron pot (displaces heat evenly)
at least six cups of water (if going on and not storing)
a whisk (if going on and not storing)

I've never stored this and suspect it has the same shelf life as the brown roux above. Store in fridge and use promptly.

Melt butter in pan, stirring constantly until it is liquid. Stir in flour to make a paste of the consistency of glue but not quite rubber cement. Stirring constantly, add tomato paste. Will be thick and virulently red. Stir over heat for a few minutes until paste gets a little darker (red delicious apple), then whisk in tomato sauce. Whisk in water to make a total of six cups, plus a little more (I am making this in a desert environment.)

for Jambalaya:

2 loops smoked sausage
2 bell peppers, any color
1 can chipotles in ancho sauce (can find in Spanish section of any grocery store)
optionally, a few raw jalapenos (the chipotle and ancho sauce will make it hot, this will make it painful and the flaked red and tabasco is for people who are fire-proofing their tonsils)
1 large yellow onion (not white; purple is okay but yellow is best)
3 cups rice
red roux water
dutch oven (must be able to bake in oven) and lid or foil to cover top
2 large cans diced tomatoes or 2 lbs diced fresh
4 large cloves garlic or garlic powder to taste
salt to taste
flaked red pepper/tabasco
1 T fat/butter/shortening

Can add seafood, but must add a smoked meat, like sausage. I like kielbasa.

Preheat oven to 350. Dice sausage, peppers, onion, garlic and chipotle. Set chipotle and garlic aside. Saute sausage, peppers, onion, then add to red roux water. Bring water to boil. Add chiptole, ancho sauce in can, tomatoes and diced garlic or garlic powder to water. Pour in rice. Remove from heat, cover pan and bake until rice is soft, or 30-45 minutes, stirring occasionally to prevent burning on bottom.

Please let me know if you have any questions. I hope these are helpful.

Do not ever use liquid smoke. It's some nasty-ass stuff.

A Journal of Disorganized Thoughts, part one

2008-01-21T15:26:00.000-07:00

Almost eleven years. That's how long I've been in school. Since fall of 97, after the birth of my second child. I could trace it in the electronic devices I've carried. Walkman to cell phone, then a bulky portable CD player, a much smaller cell phone and finally an exorbitantly expensive MP3 player, something I got myself for the long walks to school, back before the baby. I was walking up to three miles (mostly uphill in that neighborhood) to get to school, and since I frequently could not afford to eat, until I got the job at the kitchen, I often had not eaten and could not until I made the walk home (much worse than the walk there) and sat just inside my door, after I got it open, shaking and waiting for the dizziness to pass so I could boil an egg. The MP3 player came out of my loans, which were otherwise budgeted to the penny. I walked a lot and kept breaking the CD players. They we so easy to break.

I had to explain what a Walkman was to the girls. I threw in an explanation for the old 'party line' telephones.

Do you know what it's like to deal with persistent thoughts? Even when you know it's not your fault that you have them? Like how you're going to fail. I have that one all the time. My inner pessimist is actually about 5'6", and goes for walks in the evenings to sneer at passers-by.

A woman who was never my friend, but whom I trusted, told me that I make excuses for everything. That I never take personal responsibility. If that were true, I'd have beaten my children to death by now. I've had much to worry about. Mom never beat us until she broke us, but she did pick up whatever was handy and flail away, screaming at us to be still. I picked her up, once, when I was twelve. I've always been a big girl and she is quite petite. She bit me. Then she told my dad to administer the spankings, she'd call him at work, not that she never just picked something up and went to town. So we got a spanking from my father and a little extra, just in case or as the mood hit her. I could have been her. I try not to be and it takes as much as I can spare, everyday. Not hitting people when they annoy me is much easier than it was when I began to be a parent (I spent a lot of time walking away to cool of. I loathed being needed. Now it just makes me uncomfortable.) I just have to watch the desire to withdraw.

I fear being at home the way I have been. I cannot make good associations with the idea of being a housewife. It scares me. Everyday I spend home, I live in fear of passing a mirror and seeing her wandering through the house, a wooden spoon in hand, looking for me or screaming, throwing herself from chair to chair as if they were the thick posts of wharf anchors, screaming at me about the black tide she lived in, how it was rising.

God, why am I here? I think about that a lot. Why am I still here? Most of the people I knew from high school are dead, in jail, or miserable and married in some tiny town. I got an email from one, the other day. She's at least bi-sexual, if not queer, (questioning something that we had no name for) like me, and she wanted me to know how much she loved me when we were friends. I told her I wish she had told me. We have so much in common. I remember sitting in her bedroom, watching her, whipping myself with an unfolded wire hangar. Why, she said. Because it hurts, I said. Because that is all there is and I must make myself used to it. She watched me then out of the corner of her eyes. We listened to Skid Row. I wanted to be hard. I wanted to be empty.

I used to fear a descent into memory. I spent all day trying my hardest not to think, because it would only get punished by someone, and trying hard not to remember. To blend. Once that was all I ever wanted. To never be asked anything hard. I like first meetings for that reason. You can talk very little and no one knows you enough to ask the questions that keep bubbling up. My grandmother made gumbo, looked just like brackish swamp water. She'd put whole eggs in it and boil them. Ever so often, one of them would roll up, flashing a quick white curve, and fall back down. It was all gumbo in there, which is funnier if you know that gumbo is leftover meat soup. (As in, look at the package I found in the back of the freezer. That look like meat to you? You boil rice, I'll make a roux. Tabasco or Frank's will send anything down, mostly by making it impossible to taste from the heat.)

It's my story, and it's the only story I've got. I can and have wrote fiction that has no biography in it. None that I could find. But the stories keep bubbling up all over and they're good stories. They're interesting. And I can finally talk about some of this stuff. I wish that they didn't get such a bad reaction. I'd enjoy reading them if they came up in workshop. I wish we got more stories like this. I'd feel oddly as if I were watching a friend.

One of the members of my dissertation committee gave me a copy of Trash, by Dorothy Allison. I can only read a story and a half, two at the most, before I have to go be ill. It wasn't like that for me, exactly. But it was enough like it for me to be torn between wanting to meet her and thank her or curse her. It's like but not like. I know what I'm looking at.

If all goes as planned, I'll have a MFA this fall. And yet my publications will be minimal. I haven't been sending anything out. I mostly make my own revisions, but I am not satisfied that the critique I'm getting helps. And I'm afraid that no one wants to hear my stories. And I'm afraid someone wants to hear them. You get used to shutting the hell up. It's my fault for not sending them.

This has been a window into my gray matter, which is apparently doing some boiling. I will follow it with a recipe for gumbo.